I rushed out from under the covers trying to hide Louis sleeping next to me. She saw him. She didn't speak, she stood there silent. Louis woke up, he sat up to see what was going on. His mouth dropped as he looked at me. Millie still stood there and seemed like she had just seen a ghost. I didn't know what to say or do. She walked away. Louis tried to climb out of the bed.
"Louis stay here, I need to talk to her."
I jumped up from my bed and ran after her.
"Millie wait!"
She ran down the stairs faster than I could imagine. She didn't look back. I continued to chase after her. She ran out of the front door and slammed it behind her. I opened it and kept chasing her.
"Millie please! Stop"
She walked faster down the hill, I nearly managed to catch up with her but she started to run. I ran after her but she was too fast. I lost her.
"Fuck."
She shouldn't have found out this way. Why did I keep it from her? I can't imagine what she must be feeling right now.
I walked back up to the house and closed the front door.
My back rested on the door as I slipped down. My face rested in my palms. A tear rolled down my cheek which led to many tears. I sobbed into my palms making my sleeves wet as Louis came rushing down the stairs. I got up and ran into his arms. He cradled my head as I cried into his chest. He hugged me tight.
Sniffing between words I said "she's never going to forgive me." I cried more.
L; "She will, just give it time okay."
Y: "I should go over there"
L: "y/n i don't think that's a good idea. Just give it time okay. "
Y: "I wish i just told her."
L: "I know, i know."
I sobbed and he held me tight until I finally stopped crying.
Later that day Louis left, he texted me and said that Millie wasn't talking to him at all. I was worried. What had i done? I had left thousands of messages. No response.
Millie<3
7 missed calls
Millie pick up
please
i'm so so sorry u weren't meant to find out like this.
2 missed calls
Millie please pick up.
I'm so sorry.
I was an idiot. How could i ever let a boy come between us. I should've told her the truth. thousands of thoughts spun in my head. Would she ever forgive me? Would she ever speak to me again. What would happen at school, what would it be like? Would she make it seem like nothing happened at all or the complete opposite. I guess we will see tomorrow.
It had been a week at school. Probably one of the strangest weeks of my life. Every time i would try and come up to her she would end up walking away from me. We hadn't talked in ages, she ignored me like I was nothing. Like she never knew me. It was the longest we had been without talking. I tried to apologize millions of times but she would always shut me down before I even got the chance.
In my English class she didn't even show up. I guess even sitting next to me was impossible to do, so how was she supposed to forgive me. I just wanted to tell her how much of an idiot I was and how much I missed her. She shouldn't have found out like that and it was all my fault.
Millies POV:
y/n had been acting suspicious for the past month but i could never wrap my finger around why. Until i found out it was because she was fucking my brother. Well atleast i think she was. How could she? She should have just told me, I was not ok with it but that did not give her the right to not tell me. If she was so concerned about my reaction why didn't she just not get with my brother in the first place. I was furious. Even looking at her made me want to break down into a million pieces. How could she have kept that from me for so long? I wasn't speaking to her. She had lost me as a friend.
I had told my mum what happened, she had no idea that them two were a thing. She was as shocked as me. I was mad at Louis. He lied to me and he didn't even tell me about her. I ignored both of them. They were liars. y/n had tried to apologise to me several times at school but i was in no mood in accepting. Every time i looked at her i wanted to cry. She was my best friend and she had to go ruin it over Louis. Why Louis? Out of all the people in the world why My brother? I'd walk away before she could even get the chance.
At school it was different, I was so used to talking to her everyday that when i didn't it was weird. I missed her even though i hated her. I hung out with my other friends because I didn't need her, she had lied to me and I'm not going to forgive her.
After i got home from school, I was alone in my house, Louis wasn't here (he was probably with that bitch) and Mum and Dad were out. I went down the stairs to get some snacks when I noticed a familiar stranger at the door. Shit. Will. Apparently, I was all over him at the party. No.No.No. Why was he here? What did he want? I reluctantly opened the door.
M: "What are you doing here?"
W: "Is y/n here i need to talk to her?"
M: "No."
W:"Oh I thought she would be."
M: "Nope and she won't be anytime soon."
W: "Why?"
M: "Oh haven't you heard Louis and y/n are together."
His face turned shocked.
M: "Yep."
I sarcastically smiled.
M: "Why did you want her?"
W: "I just wanted to apologize and I hope we could get on better terms and also to come talk to you."
M: "What about?"
W:"The party."
NO.
W: "I realised how much of an idiot I had been to Y/n and you. When she broke up with me I didn't just lose her I lost you too. At the party I realised how much of a great friend you were and how much i missed you."
He came closer to me and took my hand. His blue eyes connected with mine.
"I am not going to lose you too because you're too important to me." He tucked my hair behind my ear and pulled me in. He kissed me. I pulled away out of shock.
W: "oh um-"
I reached up and pulled him down to me, and the rest of his words were lost against my mouth. He kissed me gently, carefully, but it wasn't the gentleness I wanted, not now, not after all this time. I wanted to be kissed by him. Whether it was to get back at y/n or that i liked him. I didn't know. I knotted my fists in his shirt, pulling him harder against me until finally he unlocked his lips from mine. What did I just do?
"I'm sorry Will but i didn't mean to- i mean it was nice but- no i can't. I'm sorry"
I rushed back inside, closing the door behind me. I felt so embarrassed. Why did I kiss him? Never again.
