Today was the day. Today I was going to speak to Millie. I hated how far apart we had grown and I wanted to be just as we were. She was my best friend and no one could replace her, not even louis.
Louis
I'm going to talk to Millie today! I need to do this kinda nervous.
You've got this and if it goes to shit just come
to my room. my bed is looking very empty.
LOUIS! Serious louis for once please x
Hello this is serious Louis speaking and
i say You have got this and there is no
Need to worry!
Thank you, I'll text you in a bit when it's done okay.
Okay and also if she starts throwing
Hands run away as we don't want her
To beat that pretty face of yours
Oh Louis ur making making me blush😐
See you in a bit x
Byeeee x
I was nervous. My heart was racing, I had no idea what i was going to say or what she was going to say. I just knew that i had to say something otherwise it might be too late.
I got to the partridge's house. I opened the back door, she wasn't there. Louis peeped from the kitchen.
He shouted "wha-"
I covered his mouth and told him to be quiet.
He whispered "you're doing this now?!"
Y: "Yes."
L: "By today i thought you meant like tomorrow, maybe next week."
Y: "What why? When i say today i mean today."
L: "y/n you said that we were going to tell her and then 3 weeks later we sill hadn't told her."
Y: "yes well that was the old me."
L: "old you?" he laughed.
Y: "yes. I'm a new me. No more secrets or lies."
L: "Okay? so do you know what you're gonna say?"
Y: "Uhhh...no"
L:"NO? May god be with you."
Y: "It will be fine."
L: "Are you sure because last time well lets just say it didn't go very well."
"Yes i know. I really have to do this."
"Okay well good luck."
He smiled and pulled me in, placing his lips on my forehead. I started to climb up the stairs to Millie's room. Thousands of thoughts were running through my brain. and i felt my heart racing faster. What was she going to say, do? I was scared but I had to do this.
I reached Millie's room. No going back now.
I opened her door to see her face paralyzed with shock. She took one look at me and started to get up from her bed and walk away. I stopped her.
Y: "Millie please, 5 minutes."
She continued to walk to her bedroom door and I stopped her again.
Y:"5 minutes, I beg you."
M: "5 minutes that's it."
We both sat down on her bed, Millie didn't even look at me once she stared at the wall next to her.
I took a deep breath in.
Y: "I am so sorry for what I did. I should have told you sooner and i am so sorry that it hurt you, i never meant to hurt you. I was scared of what you might think and..."
She didn't look at me once. She was still angry and it frustrated me. My eyes started to glaze with water.
Y: "I love you and I always will love you, but being my best friend doesn't give you the right to tell me who I can and can't love."
She looked away from me and at her bedroom wall. A tear raced down my cheek.
Y: "It's like with Will what if you generally fell for him and i didn't like him around, what would you do then?
she sniffled between words.
M: "I guess I wouldn't see him anymore."
Y: "No you see? You shouldn't have to do that just because I don't like him."
M: "This is not the same thing as you and Louis, you know it's different. He's my fucking brother."
Y: "It is different because I have never felt this way about anyone before, not with Will, not with anybody. "
M:"What are you saying?"
I knew if i said these next words i could make things 100x worse but i needed to for her sake and mine. I couldn't hold it in for any longer. I poured out in a flood of uncontrollable tears.
"I'm saying that I love Louis and I am so sorry if that hurts you and I am so sorry that I lied to you before. I was wrong Millie but i'd be lying to you again if i didn't tell you that i loved him."
The room was silent, she sat there as i saw her quickly wipe her eyes.
M: "I love you y/n and i want to be happy for you but its just so hard. He's my brother...."
I looked down at my lap. What was she going to say next?
She finally turns to me, her cheeks were wet with tears.
M: "but.. if you really do love him.."
Y: "i do, i really do."
M: " i am willing to give it a try not for him but for you.£
I smiled uncontrollably. We both started to sob. I grabbed her and pulled her in. As we hugged, her arms were wrapped around me and I was squeezing so tight. I had missed her and my life would be nothing without her. I had finally now understood that you can't take your best friend for granted. Ever because without her i'd be lost.
I pulled away from her still smiling and crying.
Y: "Millie, I've got to ask you something."
She sniffled, "yes?"
Y: "Will you be my date to prom?"
M: "I thought you'd never ask."
We both laughed as we continued hugging, this was the first hug from her in months and I had never felt happier.
hey guys the story is not done yet! Thank you so much for 600 views, that's crazy!!! I will try and write the final chapter tonight. Hope you enjoyed it, chapters coming soon <3
