It's been about a week since I had reviled everything to the public. I've never been great with opening up to people, so I decided to write down the thoughts I've been having. I mean, it was better than just letting them build up until I broke- right?
May 28th, 2025
George won't let me go back to live in my house and he won't leave me home alone. I wish he just trusted me.
June 04, 2025
Today Wilbur bought plane tickets to Mexico to go visit Alex's grave. I'm not sure that I'm ready to visit him yet, but I'm still grateful. So I'll be going. There's enough for me, Will, George, and his friend Niki. I met Niki not too long ago, she seems nice.
June 06, 2025
I miss Alex
June 07, 2025
The flight is today
June 12, 2025
George wants me to start going to therapy
June 13, 2025
This was all my fault. I should've just shut up and let him drive. Or maybe I just shouldn't have let him drive, just said no and gone home.
June 13, 2025
Sometimes I wish I never met Alex. Does that even make sense? If I never met him he'd still be alive. Maybe I should've just avoided him completely.
June 15, 2025
I wish that I never existed. Alex would still be here and everyone else would be happy if I was just never born.
June 17, 2025
Will got upset with me today. I wanted to cheer him up, but I guess that I was bothering him while he was trying to work.
June 25, 2025
George finally trusts me to be alone
June 30, 2025
I've been having this recurring thought that maybe people would be happier if I was just gone
June 03, 2025
I just want Alex back
June 04, 2025
We were supposed to go on a picnic today to see the Fireworks
July 05, 2025
It's all my fault. If I just would've shut up and paid attention to the drive Alex would be here right now. How do I know I won't hurt even more people? I should've just ignored Alex, or just went home after the party instead of staying there and talking to him. I should have never went to the guest room with him or watched that show. He would still be here with his friends if it wasn't for me being stupid.
July 15, 2025
Would we have spent my Birthday together if he was still here?
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Jubilee Line- Wilbur SootxEnby (non-binary) reader
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