Here's My Heart

Chapter XV

Author's Note!! IMPORTANT!!
This chapter has mature themes that aren't so kid friendly! Granted none of this book is kid friendly but I still need a warning here!!

Laura POV

     After being there for two hours, visiting hours were over. David isn't expected to be awake for a couple of days. David's sister, Thalia, came to the hospital. She was the one who had my phone at the party. We got home and Nash sat down at the table, grabbing a quarter. I grabbed one of the chairs and sat down next to him. I pulled him into a hug and he gave me a sad smile. "David is like a brother to me." He told me. Jeremy winced at his words but smiled anyway. I nodded my head in the direction of my bedroom and Nash nodded slightly. "There's a spare room right next to our room." I said over my shoulder to Jeremy and Avian. Nash and I walked into our room and Nash immediately collapsed onto the bed. I laid down next to him and cuddled up to him. He hugged me to his chest and I rested my head against it. "What do you need?" I asked him quietly. "Don't leave me please?" He said in a weak voice. "I won't." I told him. "Promise me?" He said in pain. "I promise Logan." I told him with all of my heart. I looked up at his face and it broke my heart. There were a few tears dripping down his face and he looked like he witnessed a massacre. "Let's go take a shower." I told him, standing up. "I already showered." He told me. "Then keep me company while I'm in there." I told him confidently. In all honesty, I felt anything but confident. I didn't want to have a panic attack and ruin everything. He looked at me in shock and got up quickly, following me to the bathroom. When we got in there, Nash pulled me into a pasionate kiss. He reached for the hem of my shirt and pulled it off of me. He started kissing my neck, causing pleasure to be spread all through my body. I pulled his shirt off and started rubbing my hand over the bulge in his pants. He let out a groan and pushed me against the wall, holding me there with his body. He moved his lips back up to mine and started undoing my pants. Once they were undone, I tried to push them down but he grabbed my wrist and pinned it against the wall. He slipped his other hand into my pants and under my panties. He rubbed me and I let out a loud moan. He let go of my wrist and I started undoing his pants. I pushed his pants down and removed his boxers. I moved to the shower and turned the water on. Nash walked up to me from behind and licked my neck before biting it. I gasped and shivered. His arm snaked up and grabbed my boob, massaging it. He removed his hands from me and stepped into the shower after removing his socks. I took my bra and underwear off, followed by my socks. I got in and Nash kissed me roughly. I kissed him back and grabbed his dick, stroking it slowly, teasing him. He groaned and moved his lips to my neck again. The water was warm and it felt amazing. I picked up my pace stroking him and he bit into my neck hard. I yelped in surprise before letting out a loud moan. He picked me up by my thighs and kissed me again. "Are you sure you want this?" He asked me nervously. I nodded, too afraid to say anything in fear of moaning. He thrust into me and I let out a yelp that turned into a moan. He stayed there for a second before pulling out and slamming right back in. He kept an even pace but it wasn't fast enough for me. "Faster." I told him, panting. He obeyed me and started thrusting faster. I was a moaning mess. I felt my stomach tighten in pleasure. I closed my eyes and held onto him like my life depended on it. His rhythm was getting messy and I knew he was close. I felt myself release as soon as he did. I had tears of pure pleasure running down my face. "Are you okay? Was I too rough?" Nash asked with worry. "I-I'm fine." I told him. He put me down and I felt my knees go weak. Nash picked me back up and turned the water off. He wrapped a towel around me and then one around himself. He carried me out of the bathroom. "Well that was steamy. Do I get that same pleasure Laura?" Jeremy asked with a grin. I flipped him off as Nash carried me to our room. He set me on the bed while he grabbed clothes for me. He handed me one of his shirts and grabbed some of my shorts and panties. I put them all on and he put his clothes on. When he looked at me in his shirt, his pupils dilated. "We need to sleep." I told him with a laugh. He sighed dramatically but got in bed beside me. We layed down and I rolled over so I was on my side, facing away from Nash. He pulled me into his chest and turned the light off. I felt a tear roll down my face, followed by others. I felt like I couldn't breathe. I started getting rapid flashbacks of Alex and Nash. My chest burned as the images kept flashing between the two. I started panting to get air to my lungs. Nash sat up, pulling me with him. I was shaking like a leaf.  All of a sudden the flashbacks changed to my mother and her funeral. I let out a scream, followed by others. My throat burned from the screaming but I couldn't stop. The memories terrified me. "Laura, listen to me. You need to breathe." Nash told me worriedly. I tried to breath but it felt like someone was clawing my throat. All of the sounds started to fade out and all of a sudden the flashbacks faded away, being replaced with darkness. I heard Nash call out to me one more time before I went limp in his arms.
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Author's Note!!!
I'm sorry for the long wait! This chapter took really long for some reason. I'm honestly not happy with this chapter either but I need to post something and this is all I could come up with. The next chapters will be better and longer I promise. The next chapters will mellow out and there won't be as much drama. Thanks for reading!!