Naglibut-libut muna ako dito sa curricular hall ng BIS dito ginagawa ang mga activities namin for four days!
Napahinto ako sa paglalakad, may narinig akong nas-uusap. It's a girl and boy voice.
"I-im pregnant.." A sobbed voice of girl.
The voice really familiar, to me.
"W-what? Kailan pa?" Tanong ng boses ng lalaki.
"Sa k-korea pa t-tayo,"
Korea? As long as i can remember, kami lang ang kilala kung galing pang korea. Tinulak ko ang pinto, para makita kung sinong nag-uusap na yun.
N-no... This can't be! Sila?
"Please my parents disowned me if... If they k-know this!" She cried more.
"I don't loved you! It was just an accident," He said. "At napag-usapan na natin to nila Caleb diba?!"
Alam ni Kuya? Nakaramdam ako ng Galit sa kanya, sakanila! I'm sure all of them know about this already and they didn't bother to tell me. Parang pinagka-isahan nila ako.
"No D-davi please, please...huhuhuhu," She cried, napaluhod na ito.
"M-minerva, stand up.. if.. if Lexta will know this I'll go nuts." Sagot niya na pinipilit na tumayo si Minerva.
I suddenly feel my tears streaming down in my face, i felt a hard pang in my heart... Sumisikip, masakit!
I unconsciously slam the door, i step backward. I know they heard it! Hindi nga ako nagkamali dahil segundo palang bumukas na iyon at bumungad sila sa harap ko nanlalaki ang mata.
Suddenly the words I've heard sakanila ay naririnig ko sa isip ko.. I admit it, it's hurt like crazy! This is unexpected.
I look at them questioning. I can't suppress my sobs, it's continuing out in my lips! And, a hints hits me. Kaya pala parang ang awkward nila this past few days, parang iwas na iwas sa isa't-isa. Pagtinatanong kung magka-away sila they suddenly change the topic right away! Ito pala yun. Ito pala yung dahilan!
I inhaled so much air, "W-waeyo?"
I can't muttered a word, I'm so much hurt right now. Devi, want to hold my hand but i step backward uli para hindi niya ako mahawakan.
"I'm b-being good!" I sobbed, my voice cracked. "Did I've done bad? So i can feel this pain in me?"
"Mianhe," Minerva said also crying.
"Sorry? You think i need it?" Tanong ko, pinahid ko luha ko. I look at Devi he's tilting his head.
"Sorry..."
Di ko siya pinansin at tumalikod tsaka tumakbo.
"Lexta!" I heard Devi, called my name. I know his following me.
I run as i can, hangang makarating ako sa parking lot kung saan nakaparada si Manong driver namin. He's at the outside busy with his cellphone. I don't care about the competition anymore!
Binuksan ko ang pinto ng kotse, inistart ko iyon... Tinignan ko ang gilid ko i saw manong hurriedly came to the car side he knocked the windshield but i ignore him. Nagdrive na ako paalis dun, i saw Devi still running towards the car but i high the speed.
Paano nila nagawa yun? I know I'm not perfect but do i need feel this? Di ko na alam ang gagawin ko, my mind is full of anger and doubts about myself. Am i not enough?
Marami akong iniwasang sasakyan, yung mga luha ko ay sinasakop na ang paningin ko kahit anong pahid ko noon ay patuloy ito sa pag-agos. It's suddenly rain, pati panahon nakisama rin sa hinagpis ko. I continue driving with a high speed, I don't care if may mabangga ako o maaksidente ko!
I heard a car beeping from behind, i look at the view mirror. Can't figure out who it was, but I ignored it. I reach the limit, of the meter. I didn't see a barrier cover the deep, dumiretso ang kotse dun tila slow motion ang unti-unti kong pagbagsak kasama ng kotse.
Naglibut-libut ang kotse pababa ng bangin, sira na ang mga glass shield nito and i can't feel my body any more. I give up.. bumulusok ang kotse sa dagat at wala na akong narinig pa.
"This is my end..."
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Wews!
