80 Pills

Chapter 3

"All right Y/N let's get you a room." the nurse walked over to a list of names on a whiteboard. "Well, the only ones open are with boys. So, you're choice Jungkook or DJ?" the nurse asked. Before I could answer, Kaide came running up to me. "She chooses Jungkook." Kaide said for me, before dragging me into the dayroom.

"Why did you pick for me?" I asked, frustrated. "Even though it doesn't seem like you and Jungkook are on good terms from knowing each other, DJ is homophobic, racist and sexist. He would treat you like shit, so trust me you are glad I chose Jungkook for you instead of DJ." Kaide explained.

I didn't really know any of the kids that well, even Kaide. So, I hope Kaide made the right decision for me and didn't lie to me. I walked to the room Jungkook was staying in followed by the nurse, which I later learned her name was Rebecca. She wrote my name underneath Jungkook's before walking away to give me time to look around the room.

I didn't really need any time to look around the room since I had already been in it. But, I layed down on the bed to see how comfortable it was. The pillow was very small and the blanket was sewn to the bottom of the bed which confused me.

I quickly walked out of my room and ran into Kaide. "Why are the blanket sewn to the bed?" I asked, hoping he would know. "Some kid tried to hang themselves with the blanket so the blanket is sewn to the bed. We also can't sleep in hoodies for the same reason as the blankets. There are a lot of rules here, I just don't have the energy to explain. I'm going to go take a nap." he explained before walking into the room next to mine.

I wandered back into my room and was welcomed by Jungkook who had soaking wet hair. He made a confused face at me before asking, "why are you in here?" he raised a brow. "There were only two rooms open, so I'm your roommate." I explained. He quickly walked out of the room, and I followed him.

He stormed up to the front desk and scanned over the whiteboard. "Why aren't you staying with DJ?" He asked angrily. "Kaide said he's homophobic, racist and sexist." I explained, a little frightened at how angry he was. "Becca, girls aren't allowed to stay in boys rooms and vise versa. Why is she in my room?" he yelled. "Yours and DJ's were the only option. There is a girl coming in an hour that is going to have to room with DJ. It's just how it worked out sorry." Rebecca explained.

"Ugh fine. Don't touch my stuff though." he warned me before walking back to his room. I followed again so I could put some stuff I was given by the front desk people on the nightstand next to my bed.

"Why are you following me?" Jungkook asked annoyed, as I walked in the room behind him. "I'm just dropping stuff off then I'm leaving, no worries." I said before placing my stuff down and quickly exiting the room.

"Group time, everyone in the group room!" Andrea yelled. I looked down the hallway to see a woman with a handful of papers. "I'm Diana, I will be your therapist for this session." she announced as she walked to a room not far from my room.

I walked in and sat got first dibs on the chairs, I sat in the corner by the wall. Kaide and Jungkook walked in a few seconds later and found their seats. Kaide, who looked very tired, sat next to me. Jungkook sat next to Kaide on the end and stared up at the clock before sighing.

"Look." Kaide whispered to me, grabbing my attention. He pointed at the wall behind us and peeled paint off. "I made a monster out of the paint that I've peeled off so far." he said proudly. I chuckled and looked at the masterpiece that was made on the wall, just by simply peeling off paint.

"Welcome to group, I see some new faces." Diana looked at me. I smiled shyly, a little anxious from someone randomly looking at me. I moved my eyes to the floor and waited for her to start talking.

Diana handed papers out to everyone, which confused me. Once I was handed a paper, I looked around the room and my eyes landed on Jungkook. He was the only one in the room wearing shorts and a t-shirt while sitting very comfortably, while his veins popped on his arms.

As I was scanning his look compared to others, he looked up at me and furrowed his eyebrows. I looked down at the ground, embarrassed. My anxiety goes up when someone looks back at me when I look at them, scanning people's bodies is something I do a lot. But, when they look back I always think they are judging me or something bad.

"All right. Let's go around and say names, pronouns and something you love." Diana explained to everyone in the room. "How about you first." she pointed to a girl in the front. "My name is Laurie, pronouns she/her and I love anything but my family cause they fucking suck." she explained. Diana nodded as I was a little shocked how harsh she was about her family. "Uh my name is Max, pronouns are he/him and I love you guys because you guys are dope." he smiled widely.

"My name is Rose, she/her and I love myself." she smiled and looked over to her friend. "My name is Jisoo, she/her and I love my girlfriend Rose." I stand corrected they are in a relationship.

"If only I could have a girfriend." I heard Jungkook mutter and looked at him confused. He glanced at me quickly and ignored I was there.

"Ok uhm, hi I'm Carsten, pronouns are they/them and I love the food here cause it's delicious." he made a chef kiss gesture with his hand. "Anthony, he/him I love my brother I guess because I'm here with him so yeah." he looked over at Carsten. I could tell now how similar they looked.

Then my turn came. "Hi uhm, my name is Y/N my pronouns are any really and I love my dog and yeah." I smiled shyly and looked down at the ground. Kaide put a hand on my shoulder for comfort which made me almost immediately relax. "Hey guys, I'm Kaide, my pronouns are he/they and I love you guys because you guys help me so much, so thank you." he smiled cutely.

"My name is Jungkook or as Y/N calls me bunny." he smiled at me. "Pronouns are any really just like Y/N, oh yeah and I also love my dog. What a coincidence." he smirked at me. In return, I glared at him and held back from flipping him off. That would've been very childish, so don't do it Y/N. I told myself over and over again, but I just couldn't hold back and raised my middle finger at him. He quickly stood up and ran up to me, before proceeding to grab my middle finger and twist it.

I love that I was gifted with such strong legs, I didn't hesitate to kick him. He glared at me as he fell back onto the floor before getting up and heading back to his seat like nothing had happened.

"Ahh another couple." Annabelle rolled her eyes. "Well, I'm Annabelle, pronouns are she/her and I love you guys because you are the closest I have to parents and siblings." she said. That's when it hit me, she was an orphan. I felt so bad and I hope that she would find a home soon.

"I'm gonna do an intro for me and Lisa because she has bad anxiety and we are siblings anyways. So, I'm Justin and this is Lisa, my pronouns are he/him and Lisa's are she/her. We both love each other because us siblings are really all that we have because our parents treat us like shit so yeah." Justin explained and looked over at the DJ who was sitting on the end.

"I'm DJ, pronouns are Clifford the big red dog, beetlejuice and the joker." he chuckled. It was actually so disrespectful that he just joked around with pronouns like that. Pronouns can be very important to some people and he just plays it off like it's not a big deal. "I love trans people. Nah I'm just kidding, anything but trans people and gay people for sure." he finished and smiled up at Diana.

The entire room was filled with silence, as everyone and Diana stared at DJ in shock, disgust and anger. I rose my hand without hesitation and was so glad I didn't have to room with this asshole.

"Excuse me, why is he here?" I asked Diana. "I'm not sure, DJ we don't talk like that around here, that is very offensive." Diana explained, nicely to DJ. "I don't give a fuck, have fun you faggots." DJ said before dipping out of the group room.

"I've never wanted to murder someone more in my life." I blurted out. "I was thinking the same thing. Wanna go fight him with me?" Jungkook raised a brow. "No then we have to stay longer." I pouted. "Aww poor carrot, you'll have to deal with me for longer." he mimicked me, pouting as well.