Without realizing how long I was sitting in the group room with Jungkook, I came back to reality as the door opened. I immediately stood up and walked towards the door.
"There you two are, come on now we are going to the court yard. The indoor one as always," Becca explained. I walked out with her and tried erasing everything that had just happened out of my mind.
I saw that people were starting to line up at the door. I quickly ran so I was near the front of the line. I like being towards the front so I don't get left behind. I didn't get to the very front, but I was fifth in line with Max, Kaide, Justin and Annabelle in front of me.
I was bored as all four of the people in front of me were talking with one another. I turned looked at the wall and slowly ran my finger over the bumpy wall. I saw a finger next to mine, also being run down the wall. I looked to my side, knowing who was next to me. Mainly based on the tattoos on his hand.
He smiled at me and grabbed my hand. He examined my hand before taking the hair tie I had on my wrist. "Who's is this?" he asked, scanning the hair tie. "It's my mom's," I rolled my eyes and tried to grab the hair tie from him. He lifted the hair tie out of reach.
I pouted annoyed while he smiled. "Turn around," he instructed. I furrowed my brows but did what he said. I felt something heavy on my head and felt my hair being gathered into one bunch. I knew Jungkook was tying up my hair, which always makes me shy.
I am very insecure about my forehead, I always think it's very huge. Jungkook turned me towards him once he was finished and smiled. I covered my forehead with one of my hands. Jungkook looked around the room, once he saw that the nurses weren't nearby, he quickly removed my hand from my forehead and pecked my forehead.
"You're forehead is perfect," he smiled at me. I couldn't help but smile back, he always makes my day with his compliments.
I turned back towards the front as I heard Becca's voice. "Alright guys, let's go." she said as she walked out of the hallway and towards the unit exit. She scanned her keycard and opened the door for Annabelle, who was first in line.
I was excited, today I was planning on playing a card game with Kaide, Max, Justin and Jungkook in the corner of the courtyard. I skipped my way to the courtyard and waited for Becca to come with her key card.
She fast walked to me and opened the door. I smiled at her before running to the corner of the room and sitting down facing the wall. Max and Kaide sat so their backs were against the wall and Justin sat next to me. Jungkook grabbed one of the chairs that leaned against one of the walls and sat behind me.
Kaide started shuffling the cards, his favorite thing in the world. I chuckled at how invested he was in the cards. I was interrupted from staring at Kaide when I felt two hands on the top of my head. I was pulled back by my waist until I met a pair of legs. I looked up, resting my head on whoever's legs they were and saw a smiling Jungkook.
"Hi baby," Jungkook smiled. I widened my eyes and blushed. I covered my cheeks and lifted my head off his lap. Kaide had already handed out all of the cards. There were two piles of cards in front of me, which Kaide later asked me to hand one to Jungkook.
I slowly grabbed one stack of cards and reached my arm back without facing him. He chuckled and grabbed the cards from my hand and quickly interlocked our hands together. I was in an extremely uncomfortable position and whined, trying to pull my hand out of his grip.
He leaned forward and placed his arm over my shoulder and near my chest, as our hands were still locked together. He moved his chair and sat behind me with his front end touching my back and his legs touching the sides of my thighs. He continued to wrap his other arm around me and placed both of his hands in my lap. He proceeded to place his head on my shoulder and handed his cards to me.
"Jungkook it's your turn," Kaide said. "Y/n and I are one so she's playing for both of us," he said before digging his face into my neck. "I get it, you want to cuddle. Whatever," Kaide rolled his eyes. I looked at the cards I had in my hand and put down a card. When I reached forward, Jungkook groaned. I rolled my eyes as I sat back up in the position I was in before.
He smiled into my neck and hugged me tightly. Throughout the game he would sneakily peck my neck multiple times. Some of the pecks he would suck on my neck. I wasn't sure what he was doing cause you know I'm dumb with these relationship type stuff.
"Hey, you two," I heard from next to me. I looked to see Becca and widened my eyes. "Come with me we need to have a talk," she said. I pushed Jungkook off of me, which was harder than I thought. Both Jungkook and I followed Becca to a small room.
"Alright you guys, so I know about you guys and Kaide and Max. Usually we are supposed to seperate you two, but with all the lawsuits we've had, we can't afford it and I really don't fucking care anyways. So, you guys are lucky, and I'm just telling you this so you don't have to hide being all cute in front of us." Becca explained.
I let out a sigh of relief. "I was worried you were going to seperate Kaide and Max, they are my besties I would hate for that to happen." I looked down at the ground and frowned.
"No, don't worry. You guys can be as touchy as you want just know sex. Those hickies are fine and such but no sex, okay?" Becca explained. "Hickies?" I questioned, confused as fuck.
"Go look at your neck in the mirror," Becca said. Becca led me into a bathroom. I examined my neck and saw many purple marks and screamed. "Oh my god, how did I get so many bruises," I looked at all the hickies that covered almost all of the skin on my neck. From the back, to each of the sides was covered in bruises.
Becca walked in and calmed me down. "It's hickies not bruises." Becca said. I still looked at her confused, "How did I get hickies? Is it like another word for bruises?" I asked, completely confused.
Becca chuckled. Jungkook walked in and stood behind me, placing his hands on my shoulders to help calm me a bit. "You see, hickies are created when someone sucks on your neck for long enough to make purple marks. Which Jungkook really went at your neck," she was shocked at how full my neck was of hickies.
That's when it hit me. The entire 20 minutes I was playing card games Jungkook was kissing all over my neck and sucking on it, which meant he had done this. I turned around, glaring at Jungkook who smiled sweetly at me.
"What? Your neck was beautiful, but it looks better when I mark it as mine," he smiled, running his fingers over my neck. "I hate you," I pouted, walking back to the indoor courtyard.
It's been a while since I've last updated this story, so today is a double post.
And for those of you who celebrate Christmas, it's 2 days away!!! Can't wait for 2021 to end I'm so done with this year.
You all have a wonderful day/night, I appreciate you all so much<3
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80 Pills
FanfictionY/N decided to try and end her life by overdose by taking the remaining of her antidepressants, 80 pills in total. What happens when she meets the love of her life at the mental hospital, but they fall apart and meet again years later. Find out in...