I sat down in the dayroom while yawning tiredly. "Okay guys. You got an hour before bed time." Becca announced. "Come to the bin room if you want to change into your pajamas or shower." Loki walked towards the closet that kept all the bins of clothing.
I sauntered to the hallway to see a long line of people. I sighed and say down on the floor while blinking tiredly. "Hey, don't fall asleep yet." Max waved his hand in front of my face. "Why is the line so damn long." I whined. "Oh hush, the line moves fast." Jungkook said, a few people in front of me. I glared at him annoyed and talked with Max until it was my turn to get my pajamas.
I grabbed a long sleeved shirt so I was nice and warm since it is winter time. My mom didn't bring me an extra pair of pants, but luckily, Max being the nice person he is, let me borrow his oversized sweatpants.
I proceeded to walk towards the front desk as the bottom of my pant legs dragged against the ground from how big they were. I even had to hold the waist band because it was so loose.
"Y/n, toothbrush or shower?" Becca asked. "I guess I'll brush my teeth." I said as she grabbed a toothbrush and squeezed toothpaste onto the toothbrush before handing it to me. I backed up and ran into to someone, I looked up to see DJ.
I had never talked to him until this moment. "Sorry." I looked down at the ground embarrassed. "You should be." He pushed me harshly, making me hit the floor. I scooted towards the wall in shock and looked up at him. He didn't care about anyone but himself, he went on and on to Becca about how attractive he thinks he is.
I slowly got up and ran to my bedroom. I ran into the bathroom to hear the water running. "Hello?" I heard a voice inside the shower. "Oh I'm sorry," I responded before quickly exiting the bathroom. I ran over to my bed and sat on the floor next to it, faced towards the window. So, Jungkook couldn't see me and tease me about walking into the bathroom.
I put my head in my knees and hugged my knees tightly. I looked at my fingers and examined them before biting my nails. I have a habit of biting my nails or pulling my hair when I'm really anxious, just like I am now.
Once I heard the water stop in the bathroom, I stopped biting my nails since I was quite loud. I heard the curtain to the bathroom open and heard Jungkook sigh. I peaked my head a bit over my bed just so I could see.
He was stretching and looking around the room which confused me. He starting walking towards the area I was in, making me duck and burry my head in my knees in fear. I heard a chuckle and then felt a hand on my head.
"I found you," he chuckled. I didn't lift my head, as I was still terrified of DJ. I couldn't get the scene where he pushed me out of my head, he reminded me so much of my father. I just couldn't do anything in the moment. I just closed my eyes, so my tears wouldn't fall out and stream down my face. Sadly, that didn't help, as the still fell out of my eyes.
"Hey." Jungkook said quietly next to me. I didn't respond and just stayed in my same position. "Do you want a hug?" he asked. I finally rose my head up from my knees and shook my head rapidly. "I've had enough men hurt me in my life, I want to see my cat." I cried out.
"Who hurt you?" he asked, gently brushing my hair out of my face. "DJ pushed me. It's not a big deal but with my past trauma, I can't get it out of my head." I looked down at his shorts. He sighed, "Don't you worry DJ is out of here in two days, he'll be gone in no time." he explained which made me a little happy.
"You can pretend I'm your cat, I can comfort you whenever you'd like." he smiled sweetly at me. I nodded my head and sniffed. "How are you not overheating?" he broke the silence. "I am, but it's to keep me warm." I explained, grabbing my hair and tugging on it.
Jungkook stopped me and held my hands in his and set them on his lap. He knows my habit of pulling my hair when I'm anxious. "You want shorts so you won't overheat all night? I guarentee you that you will wake up sweating." he explained. "Sure, I'll have to ask around to see who has extras." I stood up.
He stood up with me and stopped me. "Take mine." he said. "You don't have any extra clothes tho." I responded. "I'll take the pants you were wearing earlier," he smiled cutely before walking into the bathroom. Within a few seconds, he walked out and threw his shorts at me. He had my pants on, and man did they look tiny on him.
I quickly changed into his shorts. I had to roll the waist band as far as I could which made the shorts look like short shorts and gave me a mega wedgie. I walked out of the bathroom and waddled my way quickly to my bed so my underwear wouldn't peek out of the shorts.
Jungkook chuckled, "They're so big on you." he smiled. I quickly layed in bed and covered myself with the blanket. "Hey, get up brush your teeth," he tore the blanket off of me. I glared at him before wandering to the bathroom and grabbing my toothbrush.
I unrolled the waistband all the way and held the front of my shorts up with one hand while the other held my toothbrush. I began brushing my teeth and looking in the mirror to make sure I got all of my teeth.
Jungkook walked in which confused me. I stopped brushing my head and turned towards him confused. "I'm almost done don't worry," I turned back towards the mirror and continued brushing my teeth.
Jungkook reached in front of me and grabbed his toothbrush. He walked behind me and looked at the mirror since he is taller than me. He looked down before I felt a tug on the back of the shorts I was wearing. I looked behind me to see him holding the back part of my shorts up.
"They were sagging," he explained. I just nodded and continued brushing my teeth. He began brushing his teeth and would glance at me every once and a while. I shrugged it off and finished brushing my teeth.
I spat out the toothpaste into the sink and scooped water in my mouth. I used the water to rinse my mouth out, before I spat the water out in the sink. I quickly moved to the side, since Jungkook was also done brushing his teeth.
He still held onto the back of my shorts as he cleaned out his mouth. Once he was done he looked at me and chuckled. I crashed my eyebrows together in confusion, I knew he was going to tease me about something though.
"Silly, you forgot to wipe your mouth," he laughed scooting closer to me before using his thumb to wipe the corner of my lips. "There," he said wiping his hands on the towel next to the sink.
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80 Pills
FanfictionY/N decided to try and end her life by overdose by taking the remaining of her antidepressants, 80 pills in total. What happens when she meets the love of her life at the mental hospital, but they fall apart and meet again years later. Find out in...