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Part 15: The ReDo

The next two days was spent sleeping. It seemed that the whole apartment was just emitting a sleepy aura and no one could put up a fight against it. We all napped in my bed Max and I cuddling close on the one side while Mina and Luna napped on my right side. It was nice and relaxing- just sleeping with our small family.

"The girls are sleeping in Mina's room. Watching Moana again." Max says as he comes from the small hallway. Laying in bed, I look up at the canopy above me and just sigh.

"They are adorable. I love them so much." Closing my eyes briefly, I take in the silence and before I know it, Max is over top of me- holding himself above me slightly as he kneels in between my spread legs. "Mmm, what are you doing?"

"Just taking you in." Leaning down, he kisses my lips before moving to my neck as he presses his pelvis down into mine.

"Mm, I feel you taking me in." He blushes as I reach between us and rest my hand over his member. His eyes close and his breath becomes slightly shallow. Opening his eyes, he looks down at me and searches my eyes.

"A...are we?"

"I want too...but the kids..." I quietly say and I hate that that is my excuse, but I can't have Mina or Luna- or both seeing or hearing us getting busy.

That...

And I'm a bit nervous.

What if I'm not what Max expects.

What if my body isn't his type.

What if my breasts aren't big enough for his liking or my arse is too voluptuous?

I have thick thighs- what if he isn't into that?'

"Helen? Baby?" Shaking my head, I try to dispel my negative worries from my brain, but it's hard. I've been thinking about this moment for a long time now- yet only now am I thinking about these worries. I cover my eyes with my hands and try to calm myself. Getting off, Max sits beside me and pulls me up and into his lap. "Talk to me, Baby. What's wrong?"

Cradling me to his chest, he kisses my neck and tries to remove my hands from my face. When he does, he sees my tears and just pulls me close.

"Why are you crying? Honey? It's okay, you're okay." Pushing my face into his neck, I'm not only embarrassed, but I'm so nervous about all of this. "Hey...I love you- Baby. Just talk to me."

Looking up at him, I push my anxiety down and try to stop my tears.

"Wh...what if...my bo...body...I'm not..." Nothing comes out right and this frustrated my nerves even more. "I have...tiny....and...and a big...a...."

"Helen- baby- if this is about you think your body isn't what I'll like then you're certifiably insane. I mean- look at you. You are beyond gorgeous. All of you. I love all of you. I'm attracted to all of you. If I wasn't a we wouldn't be here. I'm attracted to your mind and your heart- this gorgeous body of yours from head to toe. I love you." My chest swells as he says these things. He's so sweet and caring. "You don't ever have to feel self conscious about anything. Extra toe, lazy eye, forked tongue, crooked ass crack- baby, I would love it all. You are perfect and even if you weren't- it wouldn't matter."

"I'm a man." I say as seriously as I can and he cocks his head to the side slightly- probably trying to contemplate if I'm joking or not, but then he just kisses me.

"Well, if that's the case- you have to give me the secret on how you get it so your face shaved that close." He smiles and squeezes me. "Was your birth name Henry? Can I call you Hank?"

"I'm kidding!" I growl and he smiles wider.

"I know- but even if you weren't, I would still love you."