Losing It All // Alex Bowman

Chapter Eleven // Alex

Content Warning: [detailed] sexual relations between two consenting adults.

I was in heaven, absolute heaven. 

I don't know what I did to land the sponsor of my dreams but I will do it again and again if it meant having Bombshell Designs on my car.

I've been following Bethany and her company for years now, always wanting one of their designs on my helmet or car but wasn't able to land any consultations. They were mega popular within the car community, always doing custom designs and shows. I attended one of their reveals at Barrett-Jackson one year and almost creamed myself at how hot it looked.

"Like what you see?" I was staring at Rat Rod in the main lobby, black matte paint scheme with a pin up of Bethany on the side. She was completely naked from the waist up and there was no denying the fact that it was really hot, of which I shouldn't even admit.

"I always appreciate good artistry when I see it." I turned to look at her and I swear she eyed me up and down. I couldn't stop the blush from rising to my cheeks though. I'm so used to girls looking at me like that, but something about Bethany doing it caused a reaction... more than one.

"So, this sponsorship," I tried, walking away from the pinup and followed Bethany into her office. The walls were covered in more of her artwork and visions of her work on my car made me excited to get this deal signed officially. I sat down in the chair in front of her desk as she leaned on the edge right beside me.

"Bombshell has been wanting to get into the racing industry and the moment I saw you, I knew you'd be perfect. I know you love cars and truth be told, we have a lot in common." Bethany reached over to her desk and I couldn't stop my eyes from looking as her shirt lifted up to reveal more tattoos on her stomach. "I was wondering if you'd be interested in seeing I Prevail with me tonight?" My eyes narrowed in on the two tickets she held up with a giant smile on her face.

"How did you get these! I've been trying all of my contacts. They're sold out." I stood up and took the tickets from her and stared in awe.

"I know the drummer, we used to fuck." The way she said it had my mind going to a place it shouldn't go. I shouldn't think about her like that, laid out on a bed in all of her naked glory. "So, what do you say? Or do you need to get permission from your little PR girlfriend first?" Bethany laughed and rolled her eyes. "It was cute how jealous she got of me. Surely she has nothing to worry about."

"She's just protective of me, that's all." I laughed, sitting back down in the chair as Bethany moved in even closer. "And no, I don't have to ask permission, she's not my mom." I cringed when I said that but I did have to let her know. It wouldn't be right for me, disappearing for the night with another woman in tow. She was going to have a fit but I'd make it up to her. This was all for sponsorship and nothing more.

However, my eyes betrayed me when she leaned in closer, her breasts on full display and I had to force myself not to stare. Maybe I should say no...

"Then it's done? Sign the papers and I'll send over the money first thing tomorrow morning. We're going to have a blast." I smiled brightly as the deal was officially made. I couldn't be more ecstatic and knew my team was going to love this. "Now, about this commercial shoot."

I drove back to the shop with a huge smile on my face. Bethany gifted me some new pieces she was working on which I knew exactly where I was going to hang it up. I even left with one that I thought Gwen would like. I was so excited to give it to her that my heart dropped when I walked into her office and saw that she was crying.

"Gwen, what's wrong?" She wiped her eyes and shook her head, continuing to type whatever she was working on.

"Nothing. How did things go? Is everything a done deal?" I knew she was avoiding the question and quickly shut her laptop so I couldn't see anything as I walked around the desk.

"Yes, she's sending over the money tomorrow, but."

"Of course there's a but."

"Gwen, stop, this means a lot to me." She sighed and chewed on her lip. "Baby, what's wrong?"

"It's stupid, Alex, never mind, what's the but."

"No, tell me." I grabbed her hand and pulled her up and out of her chair so she stood in between my legs as I sat on her desk. "Talk to me." I lifted her chin up and she would barely look me in the eyes.

"I don't look like her Alex..."

"I know that."

"No, you're not getting it. She has all the right curves, huge tits, dark hair, tattoos. She has everything you desire. I can't compete with that, Alex. I can't be the pinup girl of your dreams. I don't know how to drive those fancy cars or even do my hair and makeup like her. I bet she even listens to that same type of music you like." I cringed when she said the last part and she rolled her eyes and pushed away from me. However, I grabbed her arm as she did, pulling her back to me and held her hand in my palms.

"Baby girl, I'm with you, not her. She's not who I want, she's not who I desire to be with. She's just the CEO of a company that I love and that's it. Yes, she does seem like the type I would normally go for but why should I when I have you?" I kissed her forehead as she sighed.

"You're right, I'm sorry, I just got in my head. I saw how happy you were and thought the worse."

"Let me show you that you don't have to worry about anything." I didn't give Gwen time to say anything but crashed my lips to her, stealing the unspoken words right out of her mouth.

I lingered for a moment, trailing my fingers down her front and to the hem of her dress. I licked into her mouth, tasting the sweetness of the gum she was chewing as I lifted up the material of her dress.

Gwen let out a gasp as I slipped my fingers into her underwear, her wetness giving away just how much of an effect I have on her. "You're all I want, Gwen, always remember that." I kissed her neck as she leaned into me, her breath coming out heavier as I dipped down and inserted two fingers inside of her.

I moved them slowly, in and out and then up to her clit. Her breath would hitch when I hit a spot that had her holding onto me.

"Right. There." She whimpered as I added more pressure and then felt her wetness explode all over my fingers. I kissed her through her orgasm, my fingers moving even slower until she had to push them away. She never broke the kiss until she had to catch her breath and even then she kept going back for me until she pulled away from me with blush on her cheeks.

"One of these days were going to get caught." She looked out the door to where a few of our co-workers walked by, leaving for the day.

"You're worth the risk and then some." She smiled shyly and sat back down in her chair with a soft smile on her lips.

I knew I had to tell her about Bethany and the concert tonight, but I didn't have the heart. Not after what she just confessed with being jealous of her. Gwen had no right to be, I was with her, not Bethany. However, the moment I opened my mouth up to tell her a lie, I knew that was the start of my downfall.

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A/N: Sorry this chapter is lame lol but I felt inspired soooo.