Once Upon An Us

KABANATA 24

Okay...

It's been two months since Gavin and i broke up. Just to be honest that two months really make me depressed. I took a leave and i gave my self more time para makapag-isip. After that Gavin really never showed up. In my mind i always want to fix our realationship despite all the things that happened to us. Call me whatever you want. But i rather fix our realationship than date another men.

I am crying everday. Wishing that i will be okay. My friends are always in my apartment to make me feel better. I am grateful to have then in my life. I once cry to them very hard because i can't take it anymore after that they never open the cheating topic in my face. They respect my privacy.

How do someone sleep peaceful when they know that they hurt somebody's feeling. Paano nila nakakayanan na makangiti at makatawa pa din despite that they hurt somebody that is crying and asking themselves are they not enough? May kulang ba? Who always questioning themselves. The two months is like hell for me. I just stayed in my apartment crying all day. Asking my self if am i not better?

But sometimes i felt like maybe Gavin isn't really for me. Because if he wanted to be with be in the rest of his life he will not hurt me in the first place.

He's not sorry because he hurted me or because he cheated on me he's only saying sorry because he got caught. Let's face the truth.

We have a reunion this day and they asked me if i wanted to come thinking that Gavin will be there. It will be held in Zeus's bar. He just opened his bar last week. It's not that wild bar. He even asked me if i could sing again there. He has some live bands there and by just thinking it i knew that it will be awesome.

I wore my black fitted dress with a slit and i partner it with a black stiletto. I look my self in the mirror. Damn i look good. In the past two months i don't have a complete meal everyday so i loss weight. But i look more sexy than i thought with this dress. I wore a simple and natural make up i just conceal some spots, fox eyeliner, a little bit blush, and the highlight of the make-up a red wine lipstick. Damn i look fine.

I am a bad bitch...

They fetch me with a van. Nandoon na silang lahat and they are shocked to see me. Of course two times pa lang akong lumabas sa apartment ko.

"Omg Gemini the bad bitch is back!," Holl said in a very energetic voice. I smiled at her. They all look good then Holly wore a not that scandalous dress it is a red backless dress.

"We're going to have fun this night is our night!" naeexcite na ani ni Jade. I missed them kahit na last week nakatambay sila sa apartment ko.

"Ay pak ang red lipstick 'di niyo kinakaya." of course the judger is here. Ngumuso pa ako kay Trix para ipakita ang red lipstick ko. Aba dapat lang mahal kaya 'to.

Nag thumbs up naman sa'kin si Peter. "Luhod mga hampas lupang bitch nandito na ang bad bitch ng taon!" sigaw pa ni Peter na ikina tawa namin. Zeus is already in the bar. Nag-aasikaso siya doon and he's waiting for us. I heard na kami na kang hinihintay doon.

We're all excited when we reached the bar and tama nga ako may live band na kinuha si Zeus. I started walking with a lot of confidence. Dapat irampa 'tong outfit na 'to.

Nang makapunta kami sa table namin as expected nandoon si Gavin with Alysson. I didn't pay attention at them at mas nakipag-usap ako sa mga classmate namin. Actually dalawang section lang kami dito not really a whole school reunion.