We Didn't Have a Choice

41 - A Break From Our Problems

Heyyy! Tiny warning- this chapter contains a bit of smut:)
Any who, enjoy!

I met Draco outside the nursery after putting Cordelia to sleep. He linked his arm with mine and brought me to a balcony which overlooked the garden. Dinner was already set up and the sun was setting.

Draco poured me a drink and wrapped his arms around my waist while we gazed into the distance.

"I'm glad we're okay again," he said.

"Me too, and this night is much needed."

"It is."

I took a deep breath, letting myself forget all the negativities in my life and just focusing on having a good night with Draco.

I turned to look back up at Draco who was staring off into the distance. He looked really good as the lighting casted upon his jawline and his eyes sparkled in the disappearing sunlight.

"Got a staring problem?"

"You're my husband. I can stare as much as I'd like," I responded, wrapping my arms around his neck.

He smirked and rubbed my back gently. "I find it funny how we're married and have hardly had any date nights."

"Kinda sad, too."

"Okay, Miss Negative Nancy."

"Sorry," I mumbled.

Draco led me over to the table and pulled out my chair for me.

"Eat," he commanded as he sat across from me.

A pasta dish, salad, and champagne sat before me. Draco poured me a glass of champagne while I scooped food onto my plate.

"What do you think will happen if we win the war? Do you think Voldemort will keep controlling us?" I asked after a moment of silence as the question has been bugging me lately.

"I don't want to talk about this right now. It's date night and I don't want to think about what if's right now," he responded sharply.

So, the rest of the time we ate in silence and when we finished our meals, it was already late.

"We should head to bed," I said, standing up and making my way to the balcony doors.

"What're you, a grandma?" Draco teased, coming up behind me and wrapping his arms around my waist.

"No, I'm a mother to a newborn."

Draco spun me around, pressing me up against the doors. He began kissing down my neck.

"That's what you want? You could've just said so," I said, opening the door and stepping into the room.

"Really, you want to?" he asked excitedly.

I gave him a meek nod and he picked me up, running me to his bed and setting me down before climbing on top of me.

"Easy tiger," I laughed.

Draco rolled his eyes before slamming his lips onto mine. His hands traveled into my hair and I slid mine onto his chest, and I began to pull off his blazer.Within seconds it was on the ground so I started undoing his shirt buttons, but his cold hands snatched up my hands instead.

"What was that for?" I whined.

Draco slid off of me and I sat up in confusion. He got off the bed and got on his knees in front of me.
I immediately felt myself melt as he wrapped his arms around my thighs and pulled me closer to him.

"I want to show you how much I love you," he said as he pushed my dress up to my waist and pulled my knickers to the side. Before going between my legs, he returned to my lips once more. He then got down in front of me and hoisted my legs over his shoulders. "Although, I'd like if you remain quiet or I won't hesitate to turn this into a punishment," he said before he suddenly began to tease me by using his mouth.

"Draco," I gasped as my hands tangled into his hair.

"Shh," he silenced, not removing his face from between my legs.

I bit my lip as he started to use his fingers which also caused my back to arch so he had better access. My legs squeezed his head, but he didn't stop.

"I'll carry this out as long as I have to if you continue to act up," he said, stopping to look up at me.

Catching my breath, I sat up to look at him. He peered at me from between my legs, a small smirk rested on his lips.

"Draco, please," I begged, my legs shaking slightly.

"What a needy whore you are," he said as he started to pepper kisses up and down my thighs.

"Draco..."

He released an exasperated sigh and looked up at me. "I won't hesitate to punish you if you continue to misbehave."

I swallowed slowly and lay back on the bed and Draco went back to not being a tease, thankfully.

Moments later, he returned to my lips and I returned to unbuttoning the buttons that I didn't get to unbutton earlier.

His heavy breathing filled my ears as he reached behind me to unzip the zipper on my dress. Within seconds, my dress and his shirt were thrown to the floor and his trousers soon followed.

"Lay down," he said gruffly as my bra came off next.

I lay back on the bed and Draco climbed on top of me and started to kiss me.

"I need you," I said in between kisses.

"So needy."

"Please."

"Since you said please I guess I can."

Seconds later, he thrusted into me, making me cry out loudly.

"I love that sound," he groaned as he picked up the pace.

My back arched in pleasure once again and he buried his face into the crook of my neck. My nails dug into his back and my legs began to shake.

"Not yet," he whispered as he knew I was nearing my climax.

My teeth sunk into my bottom lip as Draco picked up the pace, but a few seconds later, we both finished. Draco flopped down beside me and we both turned to look at eachother; we gave each other breathless smiles as we locked eyes.

"I remember when you refused to give yourself up to me. How you've changed in the past year," he chuckled as he pulled the covers over us.

"Hard to refuse when I have a hot husband," I responded as I cuddled up to him.

"Good," he murmured as he placed a kiss on my forehead.

As I fell asleep, the thoughts of my shitty life were replaced by thoughts of my husband and my beautiful daughter that I'm so lucky to share with him.

For once, I felt like everything was normal; like I wasn't a Death Eater who carried a part of the soul of the Darkest Wizard of all time. I felt like Blair Malfoy, a girl with an amazing daughter and husband... even though she is only 17.

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How the heck do people write smut? I can't do it lol.
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-Sea<3