We Didn't Have a Choice

51 - Dear Draco

Y'all already know that the title of this chapter is inspired of one of the greatest Draco Fics of all time :)

Dear Draco,

I'm sorry. I never got to say it to you before you left for school, but I need you to know that I feel horrible.
Ever since we confessed our love for one another, you have been nothing but good to me, especially these last few weeks. I am not sure how you have managed to put up with my behavior. You are truly a saint for dealing with me.
However, it is unfair of me to treat you so horribly when you are in the same situation. I have been selfish, especially lately. You have been with me through it all, by my side, caring for me, and cleaning up my messes. I wish I could say I have been doing the same for you...but I can't, and I'm sorry for that.
You have done such an incredible job at concealing your emotions for the sake of my feelings, but you should not have to do that. You should be able to show emotion whenever you need, and once again, I am sorry for making you feel as though you can't show your vulnerable side around me.
However, I would like to thank you for loving me unconditionally because I really can tell that you do. Everything you do proves it...the way you comfort and speak to me, how you put up with me no matter what, and just how you look at me. I never thought I would be lucky enough to have someone treat me in such a way, so thank you, so, so much.
Not too long ago, I did not believe in love. It was a crazy concept to me, and I think you felt the same way. I mean, how could two people possibly fall into such a trance, making them want to spend the rest of their lives together? Well, Draco Malfoy, let me tell you, you made me do exactly that. It might have taken some time for me to realize my love for you, but I am so happy that I did realize because if I hadn't, I'm not even sure if I would be where I am right now.
Finally, I would like to say thank you for giving me a choice. Over the past year and a half, choices are not something either of us have really had since our lives are constantly being controlled. Although, I believe that we were given the choice to love each other, and I am just so thankful that you gave me a chance to do exactly that. So, thank you for choosing me.
I just can not express how grateful I am to have you, and to share Cordelia with you. We both miss you so much. Have a good time at school. I wish I could be there with you, but I hope all goes well there and I wish you the bestest luck. Visit soon and stay safe.

Love,
Blair and Cordi