Anti - You (ChanBaek)

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Baekhyun's POV

I'm excited for no reason... that's because that Park Chanyeol kept teasing me....

Now it's very awkward for me to be around Ssaem...

May be the way he lift his glasses is my weakness?
Or those fingers that I'm seeing while he's writing on board...
Or his kind voice?  
Or his smile ?

No... it's everything...

"Baekhyun?" Ssaem snaps me out of my thoughts and the time I realised.... He's sitting beside me and his face.... Is so close to me... "Are you sick?"

I slightly lean back... fuckkkk... don't blush.. don't blushhhhhhh....

"Your face is really red... do you have fever?" Ssaem says as he puts his palm on my forehead....

Okay... I give up....
His touch is so soft and warm...
I just want to keep staying like this...

"It's a bit warm. Make sure you drink medicine today.. okay?" He says

"Nae"

Just like that... he keeps sitting beside me for the whole session.

I seriously need a revision of today's lesion... I'm not catching up anyone his words!!!!

I'm such in idiot!!

........

He kept sitting beside me through tout the session and finally..... first special class of the year is over...

But I think it was well spent...
This heart fluttering feeling..... it is worth to feel.
And I love it.

I just love how things are right now.
I'm satisfied.
Because I'm not trying to get into a relationship.
This unrequited love is...really satisfying.

I walk out of the school building and ...

"Baekhyun ya!"

"S...Ssaem.." ewh... why did my voice cracks

"Here" he says and give me a "Drink this hot tea on the way and warm your body a bit. It's quite chilly in the evening so.. make sure you take warm shower at home"

"Nae... Thank you Ssaem"

"Take care of yourself.. you look so pale and fragile and small that... this Ssaem wants to protect you"

No... don't blush... fuckkkkk.... Did my heart.. stop?

"Nae.. Ssaem too.. take care"

"Where do you live? Should i give you a ride?"

"No.. I live nearby...I will just walk there"

"Then I will walk you till the school gate"

"Ssaem will be cold.. you are already tired from the whole day work"

"It's okay.. let's go"

Why... is today is my luckiest day of my whole year?????
Are all my luck being spend on this moment???

I'm afraid he might be able to hear my heartbeats

"Do you have any other choices other than M University? It ranks 2 among the university so, don't you aim for our rank 1, S University?"

"It's a bit too much for me I think. And I think if I set a very specific goal, it is easier for me to achieve it. That's why, I'm aiming for M University"

"I'm loving how confident and determined you are"

Loving.... What a nice word.
And we finally arrive at the school gate...
I really enjoy the walk... well, it was a minute walk but still....