Anti - You (ChanBaek)

Finals - 78>

Chanyeol's POV

"So, why did you call me?" I ask

"Funny how the table turns huh?" Oh Sehun says

"Yeah"

"How's baekhyun?"

"Why ask me when you can just go and see him?"

"Don't you see I'm giving you a chance?"

"He's getting better.... "

"So, are you two now back together?"

"Do you think Baekhyun would be that easy? He still likes you a lot" I say

"But he has you in his heart... all these times" oh Sehun says

"What are you? His therapist?"

"No.... He just shows that he misses you a lot... every time he gets drunk"

"But.... I think he is traumatised because of me"

"Yeah... I just found out on a day when he first met you again"

"So... are you sure you don't like him?"

"Are you kidding me? I like him a lot... more than a sunbae hoobae"

"Then?"

"I told you right? He still likes you"

"So you sacrifice?"

"I'm not. If you ever hurt him again... at that time, I won't let him go and make him mine"

"That time... will never come"

"What a confident brat"

"I'm .... Leaving to Singapore in a month"

"What?"

"And I'm taking him... with me"

"Is that so?"

"But only... he fall for me for real again.... Right now, I'm not confident. Baekhyun likes you a lot...."

" And as I said earlier.... The one in his heart is.... You.... Fuck.. so cringe"

"Perhaps you have some kind of psychological trauma that you can't be in a relationship?"

"Why? You gonna send me to a therapist?"

"As if"

"But when I asked him to follow me.... He said 'no'. That really hurt... because he looked so disgusted by the idea. So Oh Sehun, what if I ask you to take care of him?"

"Are you giving up?"

"As I said, I'm not confident"

"Why not wait for him to make his decision? Let's give him some time.... Because if you let him go now, I won't ever give him back to you"

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With many thoughts, I arrived back at my house.
Like... a lot of thoughts.

I'm starting to believe that love comes in different form.
And I can feel that Oh Sehun here really loves baekhyun in his own way too.

I'm not confident.... Actually.
I feel very .... Still very guilty and wrong.
What if I end up hurting again?
Can I even make it up to him now?

He wants me to stay beside him but... he still doesn't like me.
Was that even sincere?
Why am I so scared and not confident right now?

The way Oh Sehun loves baekhyun is a right way of love?
Letting him go for his happiness.....