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Chanyeol's POV

"Chanyeol ya?"

Kyungsoo snaps me out of my thoughts... we are walking back home after our last day of exam.

"Aw... Wha?"

"Was studying together with me good chanyeol ya...? and .. was my explanation clear enough for you? I'm sorry... I'm not very... smart..."

I keep... thinking about him....

He really left that day ... just like that...
And didn't contact me ...

Actually... yesterday, I went to his house ... but saw him getting onto Ssaem's car.

Seems like that evil man is playing him well..
he's going to cry like a crazy one day.
Wait....

He cried... only because of me so far...
I made him cried... twice already.

"You..."

"Yes?" Kyungsoo asks

"You used to like me ... right? What's .... I mean... how do you usually feel... when you like someone?"

He stares at me for a few seconds...
Why? Was my question too weird? Out of nowhere?

"You feel everything... happiness, sadness, loneliness, comfort-ness, jealousy, anger, worrisome ..... every of those feelings just concern with that only person.

Only that person can manipulate your feelings in so many ways...

That's when... you like someone..."

"Ah........... is it?"

"Chanyeol?"

"Wha.."

"Do you perhaps.... Like someone?"

That question left me hanging for a few seconds... may be I went quiet for a minute...

I like someone?

And that.... Someone is...

Impossible...
No....
Wait.....

Happiness, sadness, loneliness, anger..... jealousy?

It was jealousy?

The day when baekhyun first went out to meet Ssaem.... The day I was so bored at home waiting for him .....

When he finally came back, I was so angry and... I spoke perversely telling that kyungsoo will come and study from now on... and without him...

It was.... Jealousy?

"I know I'm not in a place to say but....." kyungsoo says as he stops walking .

I turn back and face him.. "what?"

"Do you..... like ... Baekhyun?"

I .... I don't know.....
I don't know what to say anymore... but standing still....

'Only that person can manipulate your feelings in so many ways...'

What happened to me?
When did it go wrong??
When was it?

The day baekhyun confessed that he's gay?

The day... he said he likes Ssaem?

When?

The day I hugged him?

The day I noticed his pretty face features ??

When was it?

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