Chapter11- LISTEN TO ME!

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Hello, 

How are you all.

Yeah, I understand.

Okay, love you. *kiss* *kiss*

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ZAYN'S P.O.V:

 My phone blurted out my ringtone of 'Thriller' by Michael Jackson.

I picked it up, and looked at the caller.

Its Em.

"Hey Babe" I said into the phone.

"H-Hello, is this Z-Zayn Malik?"  An unfamiliar voice, asked.

"Yes, who's this? Wheres Emily?" I panicked.

"This is A-Anne... Emily's... Emily's in hospital"

"WHAT?! WHAT HAPPENED!" I shouted,

"She took sleeping pills, and.."  "S-She's in Leighton Hospital" Anne sobbed, as she hung up.

I jumped into my car, and sped off.

She took sleeping pills? Why on earth would she do that!

I ran inside the hospital, "I'M LOOKING FOR EMILY SANDERS!?" I roared,

"U-Um she's in... Room15"

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'There's the room- b-but why is it closed?' I said to myself.

"Are you Zayn?," Anne stuttered, and I nodded,

"She's going to be alright.." She smiled, wrapping her arms around me,

"I need to get inside there Anne, I need to see her!" I cried, as I threw my head into my arms.

"Shh, it's all going to be f-fine" She mumbled, unsurely.

"W-Why'd she do it, Anne? Why?" I sobbed, looking into the window. 

"She has a very tough life Zayn, you should know that.. being her boyfriend and al-"

"I'm not her boyfriend.." I croaked, looking at the ground.

"What?! She talks about you all the time!" Anne whispered, patting my back.

"She does?" I sniffed,

"She does." Anne clarified.

"I really love her, she can't leave me!", 

"Zayn-" She interupted.

"She's not strong enough, she won't be able to hold on-"

"Zayn-"

"She shouldn't be dealing with this, she's only sixteen-"

"ZAYN!-"

"What if things get hard, and she does it again-"

"ZAAAYN!-" 

"-I wouldn't be able to cope next time.. I can hardly cope now-"

"ZAYN LISTEN TO ME!" Anne shouted,

"She is fine. I promise you!" She whispered, taking hold of both my hands.

"WE'RE NOT EVEN IN THE SAME ROOM AS HER, BECAUSE HER CONDITION ISN'T STABLE ENOUGH! HOW IS 'SHE FINE'?!" I bellowed, as my emotions began to take over, "I'm sorry, I just-", "I just.. I just miss her" I admitted looking into Anne's eyes.

"I know you do Zayn, and so do I, but like I said before.. she is.. and is going to be... fine" She added.

"I just want it to stop" I sobbed,

"What d'you want to stop?" Anne frowned,

"The pain... Everytime I see a new cut on Emily's arm, I can feel the pain. I act as if the blood is litterally gushing out of my arm, when in fact my arm is clear not a scratch to be seen. Everytime a harsh word is thrown at her, I take it in, and act as if it was directed at me. Everytime one of her bullies hurt her, hit her or punch her, I go straight up to a concrete wall, and I punch it with all of the power I have, and each time I make sure that I either get, a 'Boxers Fracture' or a 'Broken Hand'. I know I sound crazy, but I do it to make sure, that she doesn't feel alone. To make sure, that if she's hurt. Then I'm hurt, and that we're both hurt.. together." I smiled.

"You don't seem crazy Zayn, you just seem.. inlove" Anne laughed.

"Mr Malik, and Mrs Cox?" A doctor asked,

"Yes" I nodded eagerly.

"She seem's to be unconscious for the time being, but she's... going to be fine" The doctor announced, "You can go in if you like, try speaking to her aswell, she might be able to hear you.. But then again, she might not" The doctor sighed, as he walked away.

I ran into the room, and my heart dropped at the sight of Emily's pale skin.

"S-She looks.. d-dead" Anne stammered..

I walked up to Em's bed and placed a finger on her face, as I brushed away the hair that was clinging to her forehead, "She looks beautiful"

***WEEK'S LATER***  

Emily is still in hospital, I have tried continuos times, to stay the night, but the nurses always tell me to get some rest.

I never get rest.

I can't get rest.

I won't get rest.

It's Logic.

"Hey Em," I whispered, to the unconscious body.

"I d-dont know if you can hear me, but I'd l-like if you wake up today" I stammered, "Please Em, I just, I need you.."

*Hours later*

"I love you, and I know I've told you this for the last four weeks, but you seem to never respond..Obviously" I continued, "Anne talks to you, she does, but she can't stand seeing you like this, I cant stand seeing you like this either, but I know I have too, and even if I don't have too, I want too"

"I miss you Emily", "I really do" I sighed.

"Well, I have to go now, I'll see you tommorrow" I croaked, kissing Em's cheek and walking out of the room.

I don't know how long I can cope like this..

Not knowing if she'll wake up or not..

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HEY.

I know I know.

ITS SHORT AS.

LIKE OMG.

WHY AM I SO STUPID..

But I'll update quicker next time *smiley face*

Don't kill me </3 I IS SORRY

;).

-teddy x

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