Gone days || reader x mingyu ||

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Night comes, and the "low gas" light turns on, so you take it to the gas station, and your stomach growls

As Mingyu is filling his car up with gasoline, you sit in the driver's seat thinking about the fun you had with Mingyu today.

And it was going to be your last time.  You wanted to respect your mother's wishes, and hanging out with your ex this much was wrong. It doesn't matter how you look at it; from the outside, it looked terrible.

Your stomach went into a knot at the thought of cutting ties with Mingyu just when you had become close again, but as Mingyu got in the car with a big smile on his face, you decided to worry about that when the moment comes.

-Are you hungry?- Mingyu asks you agree, and before you know it, you have driven to a taco stand

Mingyu suggests going to his apartment to watch a movie, and you agree, since eating the food in his car, knowing how clumsy with food you were, you would most probably stain his car

This was your first time going to his place, and you were excited to see how it looked like.

You arrived at his apartment, which was small but nicely decorated. It felt cozy and warm, unlike how you expected it to be.

You set your food in his living room, and he plays a movie

You receive a text message from your mom asking if you were still out. You could feel the disapproval in her message.

You send her a message telling her that she was right and that halfway through the day, you cut ties with Mingyu and you went to visit Wonwoo. There was no need to lie to her about it which made you feel guilty because maybe, by lying to her about being with Mingyu, you were proving her point. You roll your eyes as you remember the conversation your mom and you had before you met up with Mingyu and threw the phone at the other end of the couch. You wanted to focus on the movie.

You go back to watching the movie, Mingyu was sitting on one couch, and you were sitting on the other. You were just friends, but in the end, you still kept your distance.

without looking at him, you take a deep breath and get your words ready

-I won't be able to see you anymore, Mingyu... After today we can't contact each other, and we shall go back to being unfamiliar with each other- you say

A couple of seconds go by, and there is no response from him. You are starting to doubt if he heard you, so you turn to look at him, but you see that he is looking at you too. You hold eye contact for a second, but you break it and turn your eyes to the tv again.

-Why?- he asks in a sad tone

-It feels wrong- you say and gulp, holding back the tears. Why did it feel like a breakup all over again? Was it because you hoped to keep this friendship for years to come?

-Why does it feel wrong? It's all in your head- He says harshly

-It's not me. It's people around me that keep saying this is wrong- you whisper

-And you believe them and let them change how you see me- he scoffs

-no, I don't let them influence that- you say

Mingyu angrily pauses the movie and stands up from the couch; he walks over to you and puts his face close to yours. your breaths are colliding, and the smell of his cologne fills your nose

-Do you feel something?- he says

you gulp at his sudden action and shake your head in denial

he comes closer and grabs you by your shirt to come closer to him

-Not even now?- he asks. When he spoke, your lips lightly touched each other. You whispered to say that you dont feel anything towards him.

-Then why are you letting them tell you what you think about our friendship?- he asks in an upset tone, still not moving his head back

-I don't know- you reply

Mingyu rolls his eyes and lets his hold of your shirt go; he steps back and looks at the paused tv screen, then he sighs, and before you knew it, he pressed his lips against yours

You widen your eyes in shock and want to move away; however, you don't. 

Your brain told you to stop immediately and to leave, but your body was metaphorically chained down to the couch

you close your eyes and let yourself follow the kiss

-You feel nothing?- Mingyu says as he pauses the kiss, you roll your eyes and say no, but your body was longing for him; you were the one that brought him into continuing the kiss.

He lifts you from the couch and pushes you against the wall. You moan in surprise as Mingyu moves on to kissing your neck; you pull at his hair gently as he moves along, following your silhouette

you continue kissing passionately as Mingyu takes you to his room and lies you down on his bed

He pauses again and looks at you. You could see fire coming from his eyes

-You don't feel anything towards me?- he asks, and you roll your eyes and once again tell him no, but yet, when he moves on to unbutton his shirt and removing yours, you were more than gladly helping him, and your arms moved fast as if hungry for what came next

You are lying down on his bed with him on top of you; while you keep kissing, he holds your right hand and rubbing your fingers with his thumb; you feel his thumb trace over your ring.

He lets out a groan of frustration, and with a quick swift move, he removes it and throws it to the wall, and you were too into savoring Mingyu that your mind blocked out the sound of your engagement ring hitting the wall and falling to the floor.