Electric love

Giving in

Kakashi's POV:

    I've been laying in this bed for thirty minutes, I refuse to get up. I can't take the embarrassment of what went down a couple of hours ago. What is wrong with me!? Why would I let someone do that to me? I know I'm a pervert, I read smutt for gods sakes. I had no clue I was into that sort of, uh, thing though.

Just thinking about it could easily give me another hard on, but now is not the time. Now is the time for the walk of shame, and embarrassment. Oh god. I can't let her know that I was totally into it, nor can I let her know that I'm totally into her!

What would she do if she knew? Leave me like everyone else, no, she'd probably die, tragically. It would be my luck after all, everyone I once knew and loved were killed.

Yes that's it, I'll just have to tell her it was a mistake, and that it'll never happen again. Yes, tearing someone else down to make myself feel better, no doubt the cowards way to go, but I'm afraid. I'm afraid to lose anyone else who's dear to me.

Moving on from my self-deprecating thoughts. I unfortunately have to remove myself from the cloud like bed I'm currently wallowing in. I uncover myself from the luxurious covers, and leave my only safe haven from extreme embarrassment.

I peek my head out the door and look down the hall, hoping that I get lucky and she's no where in sight. Unfortunately my luck is still shitty, which means I obviously catch a glimpse of her sitting on her couch. Which obviously means she also saw me out of the corner of her eye, and I know this because of the slight smirk that graces her gorgeous face.

"Come on out Kashi, I know you're hiding. Don't make me come get you." Her voice alone tempts me to listen to every word she speaks. The tone in which she uses, her facial expressions as she commands me to do something. Everything about her is exquisite, but, you can't always have what you want.

I exit the room fully and walk down the hall towards what can only be described as a beast in waiting. Waiting for their prey to let its guard down, so they can jump it, and devour it. The look in her eyes is almost predatory, the way she locks onto me the moment I fully enter the room. Her eyes watch my every move, taking in my everything.

"You sure slept quite awhile. Something ware you out?" Something alright, an animal, a crazy, sexy, shit focus.

"I don't know what you're talking about. All I did was sleep." Her brows draw forward and she frowns looking contemplative.

"Well I remember every little detail of this morning, if you'd like a refresher? I'm sure we could do it again?" She smirks and uncrosses her leg, getting ready to stand up.

"No, uh, it's fine. I think my memories are coming back to me now." Damnit, she's too smooth, it's hard to fight back. She always has a retort, and they always seem to leave me breathless. "But you should know that it won't happen again."

"And why not? I thought we both had a pretty good time."

"It was a mistake ok. What happened will never happen between us again." There, I've said it, I've gotten it across. She'll probably be sad for a bit, but that way neither of us will get hurt in the end.

"And what if I told you it wasn't a mistake on my part? Mhh? How would that make you feel?" How does that make me feel? Like my hearts about to beat out of my chest, is she confessing right now? No way, there's no way a gorgeous girl like her would fall for a measly friend killer like me. "I like you Kashi, I want to spend more time with you. Get to know you better; mind and body of course."

"That... that's not, no. We can't, I'm sorry but I'm just not interested in you." Fuck! Damnit! Just give in, stop making this so much harder!

"Ok that's fine, but I'm interested in you. Which means I'm going to pursue you until you admit that you actually do, in fact, like me."