Bakugou x Depressed Reader

"So I'd Rather Be Alone"

-your pov-

         I don't have much of a back story.. My life as a child was honestly plain. I have a mother, but she works constantly to support me and my older brother Eijiro Kirishima.
      
         My older brother is on his 3rd year of UA and I'm technically on my 2nd, but this week theyre moving me to class 1A since I have a powerful quirk.

         My quirk is called malfunction. I basically can make someone's quirk stop working, make their aim off, or not do the correct trick, so I'm also very good at predicting different movements. My only real negative effect is I can only do one person at a time.

        I've never had a real love interest, I've always been focused on school, training, and helping with the house. Since my mom is working constantly I usually cook and clean, my brother offers to help but I guess I can be kinda stubborn-

       When I'm not busy, I usually hang out with my brother and his friends, or their inside joke, calling their ground the "Bakusquad" but in all honesty I think Bakugou's an asshole. He may be good looking, but he absolutely hates me for some reason.. He hates everyone but he always tries to get rid of me..

       It's not like I really care or anything.. But it gets stressful having to take care of the house, work on school and training, and the last thing I need is someone in my house being a jerk..

      My mental health had already declined over the past couple years.. I guess.. Really declined.. I've had nights where I couldn't stop crying.. Feeling worthless.. and like I was never good enough.. Which I'm not even the only person who thinks that.. Bakugou does.. And so does everyone else in that school.. No wonder I don't have friends.. Hell I have to hang out with my brothers friends..

     I've tried to find different ways of coping.. But I haven't found anything better than cutting up my arms with a blade.. No one has really seemed to notice.. Kiri has asked multiple times if I'm okay.. And I eventually told him I was depressed but he doesn't know about the cutting.. He wanted me to see a therapist and I've thought about it but I'm not sure if I'm ready to talk about it a lot to anyone yet.. So I've convinced him I'm doing better and he laid off a lot more.. Which I'm glad about.. He doesn't need anymore stress either..

              So id rather be alone