Ultraviolence -Damiano David

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"I'm surprised John let you go to your ex-boyfriend's concert. "

Bella tells me while I follow the directions of the gps in the car, to find the stadium where Maneskin is performing,

"I didn't tell him the truth. I told him we were going to the cinema. "
"You're evil. "
I laugh at her and concentrate again on the road.

A few minutes later, we have arrived just in time.
I see their fans shouting happily, waiting to get into the stadium to hear them.

The stadium is huge and I doubt I'll be able to see them.

We wait in line for several minutes and I feel nervous.

"My name is Stella Ricci and my friend Bella Alario. Dam. . . Damiano told me that he has spoken to you. "

He looks at us for a moment and then nods positively.
"Come in. You are right in the front row. "

That's all he says and we move on to the inside of the stadium.
I am surprised when I hear that we will be ahead and my heart beats even faster.

I'd rather he didn't see me or rather I didn't see him.

There are several people and I'm holding Bella's hand so I don't lose her, I move forward.
It's kind of dark and I turn on my phone's flashlight.

"Are you ready?"
Bella is shouting in my ear for me to hear her and I don't know what to say.

Am I ready?

A few minutes later the lights are turned off and screams are heard even louder.
Fans screaming their names and cheer and then footsteps are heard.

"hi everybody, this is Maneskin you listening to chosen and listen clear now. "
The lights turn on and my heart stops when I see them.
They have all changed so much since the last time I saw them in person.

I watch the guy who doesn't even wear a shirt and spins around the stage like he owns it. He's so comfortable and so handsome.

So are the others.
They are so cool, nothing like the guys I knew back then.
I was so happy that they made their dream come true.

They were different.
The blonde girl, my best friend at the time, was prettier than ever. So is Ethan. The one who made the most impression on me was Thomas, although we were never close.

Bella next to me was dancing wildly with the rest of the audience, unlike me who couldn't take my eyes off them.

My feet are stuck to the ground and my heart is beating hard.

And then he saw me.
His eyes met mine.

I can feel my body shaking and my hands sweating. His eyes don't leave mine as he sings and shakes hands with the audience.

And then, Victoria, Ethan and Thomas, they get shocked when they see me at the same time.

I look at them with remorse. Victoria tried to find me when I left but I never spoke to her. I needed to have no contact with anything that had to do with Damiano.

While they play the musical instruments , their eyes are still glued to me.

Not Damiano's though.
He dances with such confidence that I can't take my eyes off him.
His tattoos make him even more impressive.

I can't even concentrate on their songs but only on him.

For a moment, for that moment I forget everything else that exists.

I pay no attention to anyone next to me while ignoring my cell phone that ringing.

But let me tell you something, baby
I just wanna hold you close tonight
And I wanna live just you and I
Baby, I just want you close tonight

You got me trapped in your mind
But tonight I won't be yours
You got me trapped in your mind
But tonight I won't be yours
Tonight I won't be yours, baby

I forget how to breathe and choke when he comes close to me and kneels.
I can smell his cologne and see his body clearly.

Oh, this is more than a kiss for me
You left me with no breath
And I'm feeling so bad for you
I'm feeling so bad
You were lying in front of me
Naked in your bed
No, I got something to teach ya, baby

He sings the verses looking intently into my eyes.

I almost want to faint from how close he is to me right now and how I feel.
I feel like a teenage girl in love and I hate it.

I know that these lyrics are not random.
I know what he's doing.

He's playing with me right now, but I can't think clearly.

I can feel the air cutting off and my breathing getting shorter.

"I'm going to get some fresh air. I'm drowning. "
I shout in my best friend's ear and with a lot of effort I manage to get through the audience and out of the stadium.

What do I do?

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