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" shit"

< bo was already  losing it> 

< bo was drowning himself in booze.... his pain was over taking his sense.... bo just climbs up their back garden - bamboo  tree house still with his hands filled in booze....>

" its my  birthday

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" its my  birthday.....my fucking 18th birthday... this is the day i have been  waiting for so long.... to have a drink together with  my zhan ge...as he promised me ... im already  old enough now  to have alcohol  with him..with my zhan ge..."  

" but what the hell am i doing here... drinking all the fucking alcohol all by myself..." 

< tears were running out his eyes nonstoppingly ... > 

" shit shit shit shit shit " 

" why is my life a shit.."

" why.. i mean why"

< screaming his lungs out> 

" why the hell did i fell for him" 

"  when he thinks me only as a brother , so why the hell should i fall for him" 

" why?????"  

" why should i love him"

 " shy should i even meet him.. " 

"why the hell was i even born.."

" whyyyyyy??"

< bo clenched his hairs within his hands and crashed over the bamboo floor with folded legs , still his tears were leaking out > 

"to feel this..."

< bo just clenched his chest and squesed it so hard , that the pain he is feeling within might ease out from his external pain  , but no ...>  

"to feel this shit" 

" to feel this shitting pain , killing me alive " 

< bobo was crying his hearts out , he was screaming like hell , his sence and emotions were already a mess > 

<he just shattered a booze bottle  into a million  pieces spreading  all over the bamboo floor... still his pain was no were  near to ease out ,  it was eating him inside out...> 

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