" shit"
< bo was already losing it>
< bo was drowning himself in booze.... his pain was over taking his sense.... bo just climbs up their back garden - bamboo tree house still with his hands filled in booze....>
" its my birthday.....my fucking 18th birthday... this is the day i have been waiting for so long.... to have a drink together with my zhan ge...as he promised me ... im already old enough now to have alcohol with him..with my zhan ge..."
" but what the hell am i doing here... drinking all the fucking alcohol all by myself..."
< tears were running out his eyes nonstoppingly ... >
" shit shit shit shit shit "
" why is my life a shit.."
" why.. i mean why"
< screaming his lungs out>
" why the hell did i fell for him"
" when he thinks me only as a brother , so why the hell should i fall for him"
" why?????"
" why should i love him"
" shy should i even meet him.. "
"why the hell was i even born.."
" whyyyyyy??"
< bo clenched his hairs within his hands and crashed over the bamboo floor with folded legs , still his tears were leaking out >
"to feel this..."
< bo just clenched his chest and squesed it so hard , that the pain he is feeling within might ease out from his external pain , but no ...>
"to feel this shit"
" to feel this shitting pain , killing me alive "
< bobo was crying his hearts out , he was screaming like hell , his sence and emotions were already a mess >
<he just shattered a booze bottle into a million pieces spreading all over the bamboo floor... still his pain was no were near to ease out , it was eating him inside out...>
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'his Shinigami (Zhan❣ bo FF) - Mpreg
Fanfiction⚡ ON-GOING ⚡ bo has been in love with his zhan ge for eternity. even though zhan knows how bo feels for him, but he is still hesitant. can a mere adventure change their life upside down... will zhan accept his bo... ever... Or will yibo finds out...