Jin × BTS Oneshots by buubbletae
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SeokJins Pov:
Lately Namjoon have been really busy, like really busy. NamJoon is a photographer for a very popular model, so he haven't really had time for me anymore. It's been going for about two and a half week now, so I have been very lonely. I have been feeling sad a lot these days, whenever I near Namjoon he's editing photos or talking with his boss. I have been trying to cuddle him while he's working in our bedroom but he either ignores me or shoves me off. Sometimes I have to sleep alone, it makes me a bit depressed, and thinks I'm not good enough for him. My very close friend Jimin have been comforting me a lot. I sometimes spend the night over at his, and we watches movies. I'm so grateful that he wants to hangout with me, but I really misses Namjoon.
Jin: ugh!~
I laid on my bed, while Namjoon was at work. I felt really sad today, he haven't been talking or texting me today, he normally does that in the morning. I looked at my texts with him. It's been a while since he have said "I love you" to me without knowing I began tearing up. I hugged my body and cried a bit.
Lately I haven't been sleeping well, my eye bags became more visible, and darker.
I didn't really care about how bad I looked like and stuff.
I calmed down after a few minutes, and one last tear left my cheek.
I heard a "ding" noice from my phone. I took it and looked at the text Jimin send me.
"Meet me at our meeting spot at 3 pm, don't be late.
From Jimin your bestfriend"
I smiled a bit by the last sentence, he was right, he was my bestfriend. He have been for years now, and I care about him a lot.
I got up from the bed, and took a quick shower.
I took of my loose clothes and got in under the hot water. I washed my hair and body from soap. I got new and less smelly clothes on, and fixed my hair.
I took my keys, phone and wallet, and headed to my car. I got in and turned it on. I started driving to our meeting spot, it was a cafe me and Jimin always loved being since we were kids.
I arrived after 10 minutes and turned off my car. I got out again and opened the door to the cafe until it said "ding" I looked over at one of the tables and saw Jimin ordered my favorite drink and waved at me. I smiled and walked over to him and sat down.He smiled at me with his joyful smile, it always made my day better.
Jimin: how is my bestfriend today?
Jin: I'm doing fine
I saying lying.
Jimin: i know your lying Jin, I know Namjoon have been working a lot, and haven't really spend time with you. I see the eye bags on you, your stressed and in this period maybe depressed hyung.
I nodded looking down, he was right. Namjoon made the pain go away, and without him it just came back. I love Namjoon with all my heart but right now I can't feel any love back from him.
Jin: your right, I'm doing bad in this period, Namjoon haven't spend time with me at all, and all I'm doing is being sad and lonely. Does he even love me anymore.
Jimins Pov:
I looked at my bestfriend with worry. I was worried about him. He was doing bad without any love from Namjoon. I know Namjoon's work is important, but isn't Jin a lot more important to him? They have been together the last 5 years from high school. When they first fell in love everyone in our friendgroup saw the love in their eyes. But all I can see In Jin's eyes now is sadness. I got up and sat right beside him and hugged him from his side. He immediately hugged me back, tightly. Soon I felt tears on my shoulder, I patted his back and comforted him, seeing him in pain made me sick to my stomach. He pulled away after 5 minutes.
