Hi I want to say Thank you for all the comments, votes and reads! I really appreciate it♡
So this chapter is made by me...Take it as a thank you gift. I know I might not write the best things but give it a try and give me feedback please :)
And this is angst with smut(which is not the best)
The idea came from the interview ^^^
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3rd persons Pov:
,,Last question...celebrity crushes?" Interviewer asked ,,Do you have any?"
Everyone started to feel a little uncomfortable but decided to answer just with favourite celebrities.
When NamJoons turn was, he said ,,I think shes married too...I-I like Blake Lively"
Something in Jin was hurting, he felt like Namjoon said the name with so much adoration and plus the marriage part .He thought he doesn't have any chance with Namjoon, they are both boys and the biggest boy band in the world. 'I would only make things worse by saying anything or hinting to something' Jin thought.
When it was finally Jins turn he said ,,I like Anne Hathaway" Jin said this name because She played The White Queen character in film "Alice in Wonderland" what he just had watched yesterday and Jin really liked the way she was acting there.
He didn't want to make the same mistake what he did in the past. Jin said in interview that his celebrity crush was Rap Monster. And of course all people took it as a joke and Jin too because he didn't want to be embarrassed about it after.
Like a week ago they had the same question in the interview and there Jin said ,,Brad Pitt" and again other laughed it off. After day or two he saw that people found it funny or some of them found it disgusting and gay. (Actually idk was it before or after idc and you should not care either)
Jin thought that it would be better to say Brad Pitt than Namjoon again because others would think it's weird. But he guessed wrong and thought that next time he would choose some random woman to be more seriously taken and not to get hate.
~Little time skip~
When the interview ended everyone were tired of all the interviews and just wanted to go back to their hotel. Everyone noticed that Jin was little too off but no one decided to say anything about it.
The ride to hotel was quiet, almost too quiet. Only Jimin and Taehyung made fun of other answers, but they whispered so no one got the joke.
After some time, they made it to the hotel, everyone going to their own rooms.(Let's pretend like they have this dorm like private hotel place ok?)
~2 Days Later~
Everyone has three days of free time in America. They have been going out together and eating. Tomorrow is the last day and everyone were really worried because of Jin. He hadn't done anything in these two free days, just lying in his bed. But no one knows why Jin locks the door always and doesn't let anyone see him.
Jins Pov:
I think it has been two day since I have done something. I don't even know what to do. I feel so empty these day because of that stupid interview. It still haunts me. I can't get Namjoon out of my head.
Everyday I'm only thinking that NamJoon will never love me. And even if, that is not happening, we can't have a relationship.
One: It would ruin Namjoon dream begin so famous and well respected celebrity. Two: I'm pretty sure Namjoon would not want me, who would want me...
Three: We would not get privacy and we would get hate.
