B×B Bangtan Smuts by stackedbrokenthyrsus
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drops of rain started to hit the ground as the clouds turned more churlish in color, hiding the little glittery embellishments of the night sky. jin was leaning against his window sill, opening the window as a cool breeze grazed over his cheeks.
he let out a small sigh watching the rain drops fall, just like his tears did. he buried his face in his folded arms as his tears started to soak his pastel blue hoodie.
he lifted his head again to see people running here and there to seek shelter from the rain which was now pouring heavily. nobody was at home, it was just him and his lonely soul, both crying tears of misery and sorrow. he did not expect his life to fall apart this way.
his life was so amazing. nobody would've imagined a life like that. he was the happiest human being. no sorrows, no regrets. a beautiful life, filled with beautiful people.
supportive friends, loving parents, amazing relatives and a 'loving' boyfriend. he wouldn't want it the other way. first six months of his relationship were adventurous.they'd try new things, almost everyday. jin would bake him cakes, cookies, make him waffles, pancakes, his favorite foods, everything. he had told him all his secrets, which even his parents didn't know.
he trusted him so much. he loved him so much. he put his heart and soul into loving him.
that was two years ago.
everything had changed ever since he saw his boyfriend hooking up with some other girl. they did break up but the 'tears' and 'apologies' of his boyfriend made him trust him and accept him back into his life.
first mistake. or second?
they continued their relationship. jin made their relationship bloom to life. it was jin who served him whatever he wanted. it was jin, who did all the work at home while his boyfriend was hooking up with other men and women. it was jin who ignored all the suspicions and blindly trusted his boyfriend. it was jin who left his job for his boyfriend.a month later they got into some argument. it was jin who got beaten up.
for the first time. with a belt.
and jin? he trusted him, loved him, blindly. god knows why? if someone came to him saying that his boyfriend was cheating, he would reply with a, "he'd never do that, maybe you're jealous...."
his boyfriend would come home, sometimes drunk, lipstick stains on his chest and hands and face. sometimes with a girl, sometimes with a guy. "oh it's just a friend."
well, friends don't come to your house at one in the crack of midnight, to finish your office work. jin would be fast asleep in his room while his boyfriend.....
one day, jin just wanted to prank on him. his so called friend had come over that day. he opened the tik tok app and whispered saying, "guys, my boyfriend is working in his room. i'm gonna open the door and pretend as if i fainted." with a giggle he started the challenge while recording.he walked towards his room to hear harsh breaths. "he's working out or something?" and bam. the door was opened to his boyfriend being balls deep into the other person. the phone dropped from his hand, mouth went ajar.
and what is always said by cheating boyfriends and girlfriends, "babe, it's not what it looks like..."
yeah right, y'all just tripped and fell on each other while practicing baepsae. perfect.
"i'm leaving you... forever..." supposedly were jin's last words. "where will you go? you don't even have a house, nor a job. what will you do, huh? it'll take me not more than a minute to expose all your secrets to the whole world."
