Surviving Bucky

Keeping it 'Lowkey'

After the fight Mya and Bucky had, the only person she could call was Nat. Nat came by to the hotel a few hours later, finding the door open and Mya on the ground crying.
"Hey, hey. It's okay,  Mya. I'm right here."
"No Nat, nothing about this is okay."
"Come on, let's get you up and in the shower. You'll start to feel better."
"Bucky hates me. I told him I wished we had never met. I blamed him for Rumlow."
"Bucky is a grown man, he knows you're just hurting.  He knows you don't actually blame him for killing Rumlow."
"Nat, he didn't kill Rumlow. I did."
That made Nat stop dead in her tracks as she looked at Mya.
"Are you okay?" Mya laughed at her question.
"No I'm not," Mya said quietly, Nat helped her out of her clothes and helped her into the shower. Mya stood under the hot water for almost an hour before she decided to step out. Wrapping a towel around her hair and body. She really didn't want to wear the same clothes, hell she never even wanted to see them again. Nat was on the phone with someone when she got up to hand Mya a duffle bag.
"I figured you'd want some clean clothes since you left everything at at cabin."
"Yes thank you," Mya took the clothing and walked back into the bathroom.

Nat loaned her a pair of her jeans and a long sleeve orange sweater. The jeans were a little big and loose, but right now Mya was not about to complain.
"Who was on the phone?" Nat looked over at her and gave her a worried look.
"It was Tony. He thinks you need to come back to the compound. The secretary of state is investigating the death of the Rumlow  and his associates, they think that you killed the associates and Bucky killed Rumlow."
"So we're being blamed for each other's mess?"
"Yes, and it's going to get very messy, but since neither one of you did it, you each have a solid alibi."
"Nat I don't think it'd be a good idea after what happened for me to go to the compound."
"Bucky's not there."
"Where is he?"
"Steve took him to Sam's house to keep a low profile until Tony gets this mess figured out." Mya chewed the inside of her cheek as she tried to think of her options.  But honestly she didn't have that many but to go back with Nat. Mya finally looked up at her and nodded her head.
"All right, let's go. "

They arrived to the compound an hour later, everyone was already in bed or gone for the day. Nat left Mya downstairs in the kitchen, drinking hot coffee to try and relax from all the events that unraveled earlier that day. Out of no where, Mya's stomach rumbled loudly.
"Sounds like you're hungry," Mya turned around to see Loki walk into the kitchen.
"What the hell are you doing here?"

"Come on now love, it's almost if you're not happy to see me," he said it with an evil smile.
"I don't have time for your shit tonight Loki, I've had the night from hell."
"Such a bad mouth, I'm simply here to offer peace, and I was about to make myself something to eat because I'm feeling rather peckish." Mya narrowed her eyes at him as he walked around the island, the only physical form of separation they had between them. She knew she would have to keep her guard up, but she was just so tired. Loki went to the fridge and took out two packages of sirloin steaks, some asparagus, and carrots.
"Peckish?" Mya laughed by all the items he pulled out.
"What? You expect a God to eat a bowl of captain crunch and to be satisfied?" He rolled his eyes as he grabbed a pan from the overhead and began to prep the meat.
"Do you need help?" Mya wasn't trying to be nice, but she really was hungry and didn't want to wait for the food.
"You can help cook the asparagus and carrots," he pulled down a second flat pan as he turned on the stove on a low setting. Mya walked over and washed her hands as she watched Loki scoop up a generous helping of butter and throw it into both pans. He then grabbed the fresh rosemary and thyme that Vision and Wanda would use for their meals, and threw it into the same pan. Mya stared at him, as he drowned himself out in the food he was cooking. Mya grabbed asparagus and carrots as she washed it first. Grabbing a cutting board, she began to cut the bottom end of the asparagus and set it into the pan first. Loki grabbed salt and pepper sprinkling over the asparagus as he scooped the melted butter over it. Mya wasn't going to lie, she was slightly impressed that Loki knew how to cook. Mya began to peel the rough outside of the carrots until they were nice and smooth. Loki then motioned for her to put it into the air fryer.
"I love how that little contraption can cook meals so quickly. How do you want your steak?"
"Medium."
"Gross, only way to eat it is rare. While it's still pink and soft in the middle," he had leaned over and whispered it in here ear.
"Don't push it Loki." Loki let out a hearty laugh as he placed the sirloin in the pan, spreading seasoning over them and running butter over them as well. After a while, the food was finally ready. Mya grabbed the plates and handed Loki his as they served themselves. Loki grabbed two wine glasses from the cabinet as he pulled out a bottle of Merlot from the fridge. Pouring each of them a generous cup of red wine, he handed Mya hers.
"Thank you."
"You're welcome."
"Not just the food Loki."
"I know."
Mya cut into her steak first, the first bite was heavenly. She didn't even notice how fast she was eating until she had finished the steak and almost all the vegetables.
"Did you stop eating after you left?" Loki asked as he took a slow sip of his wine.
"No, I just had a day from hell today and forgot to eat," Mya wiped her mouth with a napkin, grabbing her glass, she downed the wine all in one sitting.
"I don't even know if you enjoyed it after practically inhaling it down. "
"OH no, trust me. I did. You surprised me Loki," Mya got up as she took her plate to the sink to wash it. She looked up expecting Loki to still be eating, but his seat was empty. She quickly turned around to come face to face with Loki.
"What happened today, Love?"
"Jesus! Nothing Loki!"
"If you won't tell me, then show me," Loki slammed his hand on Mya's forehead as all her memories from the past few days came flooding back. Her staying at the cabin, Bucky showing up, their hot sex scene, all the way to Bucky bringing her to Rumlow and her killing him. Mya began to weep as the memory popped up of the fight she had with Bucky at the hotel, and then of him leaving. Once Loki removed his hand, Mya fell to the ground as she was crying.
"You had no right, " Mya whispered to him.
"No love, he had no right."
"I hate you," Mya stood up as she rolled up her fist, aiming for Loki's face, but he caught it easily.
"No you don't. You're hurting and need a vice."
"I don't need anything from you!" But before she could get anything else out, Loki kissed her. He felt her fight underneath his grasp, trying to pull away. But he held her tightly to his body as he moved his lips over hers. Mya was too tired to fight, she was hurting to much she just wanted to forget about what has happened. What happened next surprised the both of them, Mya grabbed Loki by the collar and pulled him down.
Lokis head snapped up in surprise, but she wrapped her hand behind his neck and pulled him back in, kissing him with so much force.
Loki wrapped his arm around her waist as he picked her up, still kissing each other Loki grabbed the hem of her sweater and pulled it over her head so she was standing their half nude. Mya pulled off his ridiculous outfit until he was just standing their naked in front of her. She looked at all the scars on his body, some were horrific. Loki noticed and turned Mya around so she was no longer facing him, and with a strong pull. He pulled her jeans down so they were pulled around her ankles.
"Are you sure about this love?"
"Yes," taking that opportunity, Loki bent Mya over the island. Grabbing her hips and pulling her towards him, he pushed himself inside of her, making Mya gasp. She felt her whole body overheat by the penetration, she wasn't expecting him to feel so....good. Loki began to thrust inside of her as Mya attempted to stay as quiet as possible. Loki then lifted one of Mya's legs over the counter, opening up Mya more and making it feel so much tighter.
"OH God," Loki whispered as his nails dug into her sides, as he began to thrust faster and harder. Mya gripped the side of the counter, trying to keep herself from falling. She bit her bottom lip as her eyes began to roll back, she knew it was going to hit her hard like a wrecking ball. The climaxes with Loki always hit her hard. All the memories of her and Loki sleeping together came rushing back.
"Loki... I can't hold it."
"So don't love, let go," he said in between pants. His cock thrusting inside her making her clench as she felt the orgasm rock her entire body. Mya shook from pleasure as she let out a long ragged breath.
"OH fuck," she said as she slid her naked body onto the counter, the cold marble surface felt good on her.
"Is this a bad time?" Both Loki and Mya's gaze looked up to see Nat standing there, wearing a robe and a towel in her hair, her arms crossed and a cocky smile on her face.
"OH God," Mya buried her face in her hands.