Don't Ask Why

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After the scene that had unraveled downstairs with Loki, Mya went up to Nat's room where she was sitting by the bed waiting for them to talk.
"Are you all finished down there?"
"Nat I have no idea what happened down there, I was not expecting to sleep with him."
"OF course not, it was obviously an accident that was never suppose to happen. I don't know if I am more upset that you two had sex, or that you had sex with my clothes on."
"The second one?" Mya asked carefully as she saw Nat smirk.
"Look Mya, you don't owe anyone an explanation for your actions. These last 7 months have been chaotic for you and I imagine a little too much. You're not with Bucky anymore. You don't have to worry about what you are or aren't doing." Mya walked over and sat right next to Nat as she rested her head on her shoulder.
" I miss Bucky. And maybe some small sliver in me thought that if maybe I slept with Loki I could forget him for a second. But it didn't, all it was was amazing sex."
"Well you are sleeping with a God, so I know."
"Wait.... you and Loki?" Nat smiled as she nodded her head.
"Yeah one time years ago, it was amazing, but not that great for the emotional baggage that came with it. Besides, I like girls alot better." Mya looked at Nat with a surprised look on her face.
"Good for you Nat. That's awesome."
"Plus Loki gets around. You, me, Wanda."
"He slept with Wanda?!"
"Yeah but that was before her and vision became a thing."
"OH my God, what a slut."
"Yeah he is, also there were rumors about him and Jane."
"Thors Jane?!"
"Yeah, that's why they're no longer together. "
"Well it was fun while it lasted, but I think I need to map out my next move."
"Well Tony wants to see if you'd be a valuable asset to the team, so he wants us to start training you. Starting tomorrow morning."
"I don't know if i should. "
"Do it for me, now I really think you should go to your old room and get some sleep," Nat squeezed her shoulder as she gave Mya a reassuring smile.
"But I don't have anything here, it's all back at the cabin."
"I left you some clothes on the bed and tomorrow after training, we're going shopping again. But do me a favor , Mya."
"Absolutely,  anything Nat."
"Burn those clothes you have on." Mya laughed as she nodded her head. She left the room and walked down the hallway to her old room. When she walked in, she spotted a long night gown and a workout outfit for tomorrow. The room looked like it had been untouched since she left.
Mya took a hot shower and got ready to go to bed. She attempted to fall asleep, but she kept getting an uneasy feeling. She sat up as she saw a dark figure in the corner of the room.

Bucky popped out of the darkness into the lighter part of the room

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Bucky popped out of the darkness into the lighter part of the room.
"Creepy much," Mya asked as she lifted the covers, trying to cover up the skimpy nightgown she was wearing.
" I didn't mean to, I just wanted to wait till we were alone to talk."
"So you and Steve being at Sam's place was a load of shit?"
"Please Mya I don't want to fight." Bucky looked at her with pleading look as he sat at the edge of the bed.
"Did Nat set me up so we would talk?"
"No, Tony called to tell me you were safe at the compound. He also threatened me to stay away, but I feel bad about how we left things."
"Why? I was the one who said all those cruel things. Can't you see Bucky? I'm a terrible person. This is why I'm better off alone."
"I love you."
"Excuse me?"
"I love you, Mya. These feelings never went away, not six months ago, not yesterday. Not today. I think I've known it for awhile but I didn't want to scare you away. "
"Bucky I don't know what to say....."
"So don't say anything. Just shut up and listen for once. I know you have been alone for so long, so have I. We have both had trust issues and commitment issues because of what we have gone through. But I want to be that man for you. I don't want to run anymore. I want to be the one you turn to for anything and everything. And I swear I will never let anyone hurt you ever again."
"Bucky... there's something I need to tell you."
"I don't want to know Mya, I want this moment right now to be a clean start for us. I'm sorry for dragging Rumlow back to you and triggering all those memories. But starting from this moment it will be a clear start for both of us. " Mya bit the bottom of her lip as she contemplated telling him about Loki.   Bucky must have thought she was having second thoughts, so he leaned across and kissed her, softly at first but then more urgently.
" I missed you so much," Mya whispered against his lips.
"God baby I've missed you too,"he leaned over her as he pinned her hands above her head and made out with her, his hands teasing her body and playing with the night gown.
"Bucky.... can you just please hold me tonight?" Bucky looked at her concerned,  but he smiled and nodded his head. He got off the bed as he stripped out of his leather jacket and jeans. He then got into bed next to Mya as be pulled her into his strong arms and they fell asleep holding each other.

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