First Comes Hate (Calum Hood Fanfic)

Chapter 11

Zoey's P.O.V

"So are you mad at me?" Dawn asked me looking at her hand as she fiddled with it. She looked up at me for a second before looking back at her hands. She swing her feet back forth as we sat on top of her roof. Yes we were on top of her roof. We usually sit here often when we are at her house. We sat at the back of the house so her backyard was the view, which was pretty big considering both her parent owned very successful business.

"Would I be here if I was?" I snapped at her. I starred at the pool and watch it sparkle against the sunlight.

"No." She stopped fiddling with her hand and looked down at her feet, which was now in place.

"Exactly" I snapped but soon regretted it, because it came out to rough. "I'm sorry." I was being too rude, I didn't want to be mad at her anymore but I couldn't help it. She made this ridiculous arrangement up and expects me to do it. And she won't back down from it.

"It's okay." She sighed. She voice was low; she didn't seem like her bright self anymore. She seemed to be afraid of me, afraid that I might yell at her again. But that wasn't my intention, I came over to talk to her not yell.

"I'm sorry for yesterday too." I apologized.

"Its fine, I'm mean, I knew you wouldn't like the whole arrangement."

"I was mad that you would think I would and also because you called my mom.

"That's was the only way I knew you would do it!" She protested.

"You really want me to do this don't you?" I sighed. Even with the car and the apartment my mind was saying no. I just simply didn't want to do it but my mom and Dawn, they want me to. I closed my eyes and let out a sigh. I have been so blinded by the things I could get that I never thought about what I wanted.

"Is that bad-" She started but stopped herself. "You know Calum said yes." That's a shocker.

"Really?" Never in a million years would I ever think that Calum would agree faster than I did. Especially after everything we have been through.

"Yeah he said yes faster than you." I guess he really wants to be in the band.

"Wow for a guy who seems to hate my guts that was fast." Dawn nodded.

"I know right. So what did u decide?" I didn't want to decide yet. But I didn't need more time I just knew what I wanted but need I wasn't ready to do what I am suppose to do.

"Well." I started.

"You know things can change as this whole thing goes on. You might not even care; you might get use to him." She was planning something I know it. I just hope it's not what I think it is.

"Why don't you go out with him?" I asked

"Oh I am not into him." She said getting up to go back inside. She stood up and dusted her pants.

"Yeah I know you're into Luke." I followed her steps to head back inside.

"What? Who said that?" I can tell that she was blushing even though her back was facing me as we headed inside.

"Oh come on the other day at the party you guys were practically having dry sex while making out." I said bringing back that gross image.

"No we weren't and besides we were drunk." She tried to brush it off. If she thinks she can hide this from me than she is wrong. I will find away to get her to admit that she likes Luke.

"I don't know I'm feeling Lawn."  Okay, let's get this straight I am bad at coming up with ship names, but at least their funny dumb ones.

"What? Lawn? What the fuck?" She laughed.