(Loki) Did I Deserve This?

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I can't breathe

Pain, that's all he knew.

That's what he said

It hurts, he cannot speak, he cannot eat, he cannot even move.

And she said, "Stop! It hurts

She lost again.

I don't want this no more."

No more new mechanical parts, please.

"Spare my life, my wife and kids are inside."

What ever happened to, "family forever?"

"If you won't do it for me

Family does (not) end in blood.

Just think of them."

"Thor! Heimdall! I know you can see me!"

"Was I really that bad

But he didn't do anything wrong... did he?

Did I deserve this

"No one deserves such extreme torture."

Do you call this justice

"You're right."

I call it murder."

"But I got it, and so do you. So it is justice for the both of us only."

You didn't stop

He faded.

You could've stopped

Gone.

"Did I provoke you

Runt.

Did I offend you

Witch.

Did you really think that

Scrambled mind and twisted heart.

You'd come out a hero."

Little fallen prince.

Even if the world doesn't know your name

So small.

You know who you are

No, I've lost myself.

And I know, she knows, he knew

Sister, sister, brother. Not by blood, but by father.

You didn't stop

Extreme.

"I can't breathe!"

Gloved, golden fist.

That's what he said

Tear stained cheeks.

As they begged for you to stop

Frozen lips.

You let him bleed

Bloody tatters of what's left of his soul.

Don't come closer

Wild emerald eyes.

Please have mercy

That closed.

Spare me scars that I have to carry

And never open again.

Forever

Perfect porcelain skin no more.

"Was I really that bad

No.

Did I deserve this

No.

Do you call it justice

No.

I call it murder."

No, it is simply only torture.

You didn't stop

"You think you know pain?"

You could've stopped

Choking blackness of the void.

"Did I provoke you

To a home for monsters.

Did I offend you

Oh, yes. All the damn time.

Did you really think that

Never think, it is always the unexpected.

You'd come out a hero."

But he's an undeserving villain...

Even if the world doesn't know your name

"Loki."

You know who you are

He lost himself.

Cause you pushed, and you pulled

She doesn't even know who she once was.

And you weighed on my neck

Gamora is plain old good.

And you hurt me you took

"You took everything from me."

But I didn't wanna give

Only take.

That you pushed, and you pulled

You struggled.

And you weighed on my neck

The look in her eyes showed him regret,

And you hurt me you took

...but the movements of her hands had no mercy to spare.

What I didn't wanna give

Keep it to yourself.

But I didn't wanna give

Even if they try to take it away.

But I know, she knows, he knew

Knew.

You could have stopped

But alas, he did not.

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M/D/Y

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