Until I met you (Captain Swan fanfic) (based in New York)

Chapter 28

Robin's P.O.V Wednesday (10:30am)

Yesterday I got Emma's statement and ever since I have been trying to find Neal to take him in, she told me everything that happened and what she was feeling when everything was happening and it almost made me cry for her. I love her like a sister and everything that we have been through, we have been friends for forever and knowing she could have died and I could have not stopped it. I'm just glad that Killian found her when he did because I know she would have died if he found her any other time then he did.

I walked into Regina's office to see her because I didn't make it home last night because I was looking for Neal. "Hey luv, sorry I didn't make it home last night" I say to her when I get to her desk.

"It's okay, I know you are trying to find Neal and everything, how is Emma?" she asks.

"She's doing as well as can be expected, Killian called David yesterday and I don't know what happened with that but I know Killian is just happy that she is awake and to be honest so am I"

"I'm happy that she is awake too, I'm going to go see her today"

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Emma's P.O.V (11:00am)

I hate hospitals, they are the worst places, I just want to go home. Killian hasn't left my side and I know he is still blaming himself for what happened but I have been telling him that it's not his fault but he won't listen to me. At the moment Killian is asleep on the couch in the room but I can tell he hasn't gotten much sleep in the last week. He looks so peaceful when he is asleep but I know he has been stressed and worried, I love him so much and seeing him this way breaks my heart.

I just watched Killian sleep and everything hits me, all of our memories and the little moments hit my mind. I'm thinking of everything, from the day we met to the last time I saw him before the Neal thing happened.

(12:30pm)

I woke up to see that Killian was still asleep, I'm just glad he is getting some sleep, I then see Regina at the door. "Come on in," I say quietly.

"How are you feeling?" she asks.

"I'm okay, I'm just glad that Killian is getting some sleep"

"Me too, but are you feeling okay?"

"Other than being sore yeah I'm okay, Killian keeps blaming himself and it's breaking my heart"

"Yeah Robin's doing the same thing and I keep telling him and Killian that they didn't do anything and that it wasn't their faults but they won't listen"

"Robin's blaming himself too?" I asked her.

"Yeah" she says.

"I thought he got over that"

"Wait you knew"

"When I was in my coma I could hear everything"

"Everything?"

"Yes, I heard you talking to Killian, I can't believe you told him that"

"If she didn't then I would most likely think that you were going to leave me" Killian says.

"Oh you're up, why would you think that?" I asked him.

"I was afraid you would blame me for what happen and leave me"

"That doesn't make any sense, why would I blame you for this, it's not your fault"

"I thought it was, then when Regina said that you wanted a family with me one day...it gave me hope that you would stay with me"

"Of course I'm staying with you, I love you"

"I love you too"

"Okay well I'm going to go, I'll see you guys later" Regina says and then leaves.

Killian looks at me with love in his eyes and I can't believe he thought I was going to leave him because he thought it was his fault, that is the stupidest thing I have ever heard. I scoot over to one side of the bed then Killian gets in next to me, I love him so much and having him hold me like this makes me feel safe and loved.