Emma's P.O.V (10:30am) Friday *2 months later*
It's been 2 months since I stopped working at Roni's and I started working at Bail Bonds, it's also been 2 months since Killian and I started dating. I love him so much but I haven't told him yet and I know 2 months is a long time not to tell someone you love them but I'm just scared. One time we were in bed and he thought I was asleep and he said he loved me and I felt happy but I was scared to say it back; but I am deeply in love with Killian Jones and I am going to tell him tonight. Life is crazy and I hate that I get so scared so easily, it's all Neal's fault for that, he made me not trust and get scared of people.
I love Killian and I am trying to find a way for myself to tell him what happened between me and Neal, but I don't want him to bolt once he finds out and I hope he doesn't. Sex, sex is one thing I love doing with Killian abd I hope him with me. Life is the best when it comes to activities in the bed.
(12:30pm)
A couple hours go by and Killian is eating lunch with me, I met him at Granny's. For the past 2 months my relationship with Killian has gotten really serious and I love him with all of my heart. "Killian, I have to tell you something," I say to him.
"What is it Swan?" he asked.
"I remember one night we were falling asleep and you said something when you thought I was asleep...and I think that this is long time over do but I want to tell you, I love you"
"I love you too"
After that we went to the docs and we just sat there in silence, everything is perfect. One person that is trying to destroy my happiness with Killian and I'm afraid that she will win. Milah is the one that is still around and it's pissing me off.
(5:00pm) *at Killain's Place*
4 and a half hours go by and Killian and I have been watching our show on Netflix. I want to tell Killian about my past and I want him to understand but I'm terrified that he'll find out and think I'm too broken and he'll bolt.
"Luv, you okay?" Killian asks me when he sees me spacing out.
"Yeah, I'm just thinking" I tell him.
"Penny for your thoughts"
"I'm just thinking of my past and how you will react to it"
"You can tell me anything"
"I'm just terrified that you'll bolt once you find out"
"No matter what it is I will be here for you, nothing is going to change that"
...To be Continued...
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