Until I met you (Captain Swan fanfic) (based in New York)

Chapter 22

Chapter 22

Killian's P.O.V Wednesday (3:00am)

It's 3 o'clock in the morning and I haven't slept in almost 2 days because we still haven't found my Swan. She is my everything and I can't function without her in my life, when I met her I felt a connection with her and now I can't imagine my life without her in it. "Emma where are you my love?" I ask myself. I leave Emma's apartment to go for a walk to clear my head, but all I do is think of Emma and having her in my arms, we were looking for a house for us to move in together and then this happened. She went to work then when she didn't come home I didn't even know what to do because I didn't know whether or not she wasn't coming home because she didn't want to talk to me but now I know that she might die if I don't find her. I love her with all my heart and if she dies then I will blame myself for not protecting her and not seeing what was wrong with her when Neal was over.

She was scared and in shock when she saw him and I didn't see it and I didn't protect her like I should have. I don't deserve her and I would understand if she doesn't want to be with me after this, she deserves someone who will protect her better than I can, I really hope she doesn't but I will understand if she does. I somehow end up at the park where me and Emma had our 2nd date and all I see is her, everywhere I look, I can't do it without her, knowing she is in danger because of me, because I didn't know she was scared...I just can't do it, I need her.

(5:00am)

By the time I'm back at the apartment it's already 5 o'clock in the morning and I have to get ready for work in a couple hours anyway but all I'm going to do is look for my Swan.

Robin's P.O.V

After I called David last night he said he is coming down to New York to help look for her, I'm only up at 5 in the morning because knowing my best friend is most likely being tortured because her ex is very abusive and wants her dead. I know David and Emma haven't talked in a long time and one thing that I know that no one else does is that David and Killian have met before, David hates Killian so this should be interesting. I know Killian is awake because he blames himself for not knowing Emma was terrified when Neal was over. He says it's his fault and the fact that he loves her so much that he would understand if she didn't want to be with him because he didn't protect her. Knowing Emma though she won't ever leave him, she would say it wasn't his fault and I agree with that it wasn't his fault because I didn't even know that Neal Cassidy was Neal gold. All Killian has ever done is try to protect and love Emma with all his heart and her with him.

Emma's P.O.V (5:30am)

I don't know how long I have been here and I really just want to go home, Neal stabbed me yesterday and I have been bleeding ever since. I have lost a lot of blood and I can hardly move, I keep blacking out and I don't know if Neal raped me or not but I think he did because I have been bleeding down there too. I just want Killian, I just want him and only him, 'come on Killian find me.'

I see Neal in the corner staring at me like he wants to kill me. "If you want to kill me then get it over with" I spat at him.

"In time Emma, in time" he says slowly.

"What are you waiting for?"

"Nothing, I'm just not ready to kill you yet"

"So you are going to kill me?"

"When I kill you, I will hear your neck break from my hand"

"Then just do it"

"In time, anyway I gotta get going, don't go anywhere"

He left and I was sitting there bleeding and having it become harder to breathe and stay awake. Either I want Killian to find me soon or for me to just hurry up and bleed out so I can die already, anything is better than this, anything.

Writer's P.O.V Wednesday (7:30am)

Killian had been looking for Emma today for about an hour and he is going crazy not knowing where she is or if she is safe or even alive. He is so worried about her that he can't eat, he can't sleep, and all he can do is think about her. Robin and Regina are worried about Emma as well but they are also worried about Killian because he is not taking care of himself like he should. Since he found out she was missing he has only been worried and wanting to find Emma. Robin loves Emma like a sister and he would do anything to bring her home but he was not as bad as Killian was. He knows how much Killian cares and loves Emma and he knows Killian blames himself for Emma being taken but it wasn't his fault because he wasn't the one who took her.

Emma is handcuffed to the wall bleeding out slowly, she doesn't want to die but if Killian doesn't find her soon she will die and she knows Killian would never forgive himself for that. She can't have Killian go through that again...she can't have him lose someone else he loves, he's lost his mother, brother, and police partner, she can't let him lose her too. She is fighting as hard as she can to stay alive but it's hard, she is bleeding non-stop and she keeps passing out, she knows she doesn't have long to live.