weird feelings

Chapter 9

"soo, for the trip I can choose your clothes?" he trailed and I chuckled, "first, it isn't a trip but my job and second no, I know you and I don't want to show too much especially at a masterclass" I said and he rolled his eyes. "who said I was going to choose revealing clothes, I like being the only one having the possibility to see you" he whispered in my ear, knowing exactly what he was doing. "never in life, you never saw my body you pervs" I grinned and he looked at me with big eyes. "you sure about that?" he smirked "don't tell me you" I made a disgusted face. "oh, darling didn't saw you naked don't worry, just in my boxers and a t-shirt where I can see you nipples" he teased pointing at my titties I hit his arm and laughed "I hate you" I complained and covered my chest under the sheets.

"oh, come on I was joking" he exclaimed getting the sheet of off me, I started to fell a bit uncomfortable "you okay?" he asked, "sorry, im just a bit uncomfortable" I whispered and he nod. "you don't have to be sorry, I have to I didn't mean to make you feel like that" he said and I smiled a bit, I was already feeling better and more safe.

He came closer to me "can I?" he asked and I giggled nodding, he put his neck in his favorite places aka the crook of my neck and layed with his left leg on top of mines and his left side on me, I smiled. "sleep now, tomorrow we have to pack our things" I whispered in his ear before kissing his head, we both fell asleep.

The next day we ate breakfast and tom did my bandage, again..

"hey, im going to make my suitcase" I said and walked up the stairs and stopped at the door, I took a deep breath and went in. as I walked into my room I once felt safe inside, I looked over and saw some more blood stains and went into the bathroom.

It was even worse, I took bleach and poured it in a bucket, i started rubbing the blood stains with a tissue and saw it coming off, I after 45 minutes of cleaning and letting few tears escape my eyes, I started to pack my clothes.

I took 5 different sports outfits with my usual dance stuff, like my shoes and elastic bands to stretch, city clothes, underwears, socks, my hygiene products, makeup, my beach clothes, 3 dresses, a suit, caps and sunglasses to hide from paparazzi's.

Especially since the media, knew that this would be my last masterclass because I got the first role in a show and I wanted to became an actress, I would still be a dancer though and give my lesson in my dance school.

Tom came in as I closed my suitcase and he looked at me "but I wanted to help" he complained talking about me packing things up, "oh, don't forget to take stuff to hide from paparazzi's." I said and he giggled, "I forgot you are a meme, everytime paparazzi's take shots of you" he said and I hit his arm shaking my head.

"anyway, go make your suitcase were leaving tomorrow" I said and he raised an eyebrow at me "we where supposed to leave in 3 days" he exclaimed and I sigh "they called me to come sooner, and it will be only 3 days so then we will have a whole week for us, isn't that cool?" I giggled doing little dance steps, he laughed and got to his room I followed hi and plopped in the bed he looked at me up and down and bite his lips. "tom, stay focused on packing up" I said chuckling "not, my fault your hot" he said and I shook my head. I was wearing black short shorts, with a sport bra cause we had to go to the gym after he packed.

"lucky for you, it's leg day" he said "more like, 'lucky for you'" I smirked referring to the squats, he chuckled and shook his head, he made his way towards me and sat next to me. He pulled me into his lap and I tried to run away but he catched me and throw my phone on the bed. "where are you going darling?" he asked and I shrugged smiling. He started trailing kisses on my neck and I tried to push him away, but he was stuck on my skin and I laughed "tom, stoop" I said laughing hardly he continued and suddenly he was on top of me. He layed on me and didn't move "tom your heavy, get away" I said trying to push him away, but couldn't...