weird feelings

Chapter 26

Chapter 26: 
Normal pov:
“are you fucking kidding me?!” I yelled he looked away “all right, I know I was a jerk and I never made you happy but I want us back as friends, like before. I want the other y/n” he whispered “yeah well I don’t know where she is all right?” I said tearing up “I fucking don’t know, I can’t even remember anything of these past 2 weeks” I exclaimed. He came to me and hugged me patting my back, “im fucking scared tom, I don’t know who I am anymore. You were the person I trusted the most in the world and now, I – I don’t even know who you are..” I said as soon as he let go of me, he looked at me in my watery eyes and I saw a tear forming and running across his cheek. “im sorry, I am you deserve someone better” he mumbled and I looked at him, “tom I never said we had broken up, I just I need to take a break to think about it all” I said and he shook his head “no, y/n” he started and I looked back at him “I – I break up with you” he said and my heart sink, I couldn’t breath and the air was thick. “what do you mean? Im ready to give you an another chance maybe one day and you just break us even more apart?! What is wrong with you!” I yelled “you shouldn’t, you should have never loved me. Im bad for you I never made you happy!” he yelled back and I turned to face him. “Tom” I started and make him look at me “you never cheated on me, did you?” I asked crouching down and putting my hands on his knees. He wasn’t looking at me “no he didn’t!” haz yelled from upstairs, tom turned his face and sighs “what the hell, Mate!” tom yelled after haz. “why did you lied to me?” I asked getting tears In my eyes “because you were never happy with me, and if I lied to you you wouldn’t feel obligated to stay cause you promised it” he explained. I sat next to him and sighs loudly “you know, if I wanted to go away I wouldn’t have kept the promise” I said and he looked at me nodding. “so hear me out, I love you” I whispered in his ear. “great your back together, now can you move your asses up here to help me?” haz shout, “all right, all right” I said and got up. I pulled tom by the hand, but suddenly he fell on the floor and started convulsing. “omg, tom! Haz help help!” I yelled as I got on my knees and took his hands. Haz runned downstairs and cursed as he saw tom on the floor he called directly 911 and the ambulance arrived 10 minutes later.
“come on tom, stay with me” I whispered, I squeezed his hand. We arrived at the hospital and a group of doctors came to me and started asking me a lot of questions while all I could thing about was tom getting a cpr cause his heart had stopped. “miss, what happened what did he take?” “miss concentrate” was ones of many things the doctors yelled at me “I I don’t know, he fell down and started convulsing. I don’t know if he took something” I said empty, I was empty. “ma’am, let’s go in another room” a doctor came to mer and lead me to an empty room, “here, sit down” her said and  sat on the chair, “so tellme what happened” he asked and I sighs, “we were home and he fell down, and starts convulsing” I explained “okay, and did he took something? Like Viagra or a new lube?” he asked and I looked confused at him. “I beg your pardon” I said confused, “that’s right you should beg” he mumbled “I think I should go my friend waits for me” I said and tried to go up. “wait, no it’s not what you think. Viagra and new formulas in lubes contains drugs, and if he took to much he could overdosed of that” he explained and I sat back down. “no I don’t think he took Viagra, it isn’t his type” I said and he nod. “all right” he said raising and falling his eyebrows quickly, he put his hand on my thighs, I tried to push him away but couldn’t. “where do you think you’re going darlin’?” he chuckled in my ear. “please just let me go” I begged, “not until I decide to” he whispered In my ear before taking my leggings off and slapping my ass, he put his hand on my mouth to muffle the sounds of my screams. I tried to run away but he was to strong. I began to cry as he entered me, forcing my entrance. He went all the way in hurting me, he used me like a toy and I almost couldn’t breath. I collapsed on my knees and he chuckled again, he went in front of me and pushed himself in my mouth, I screamed and tried to do everything to go away. But he had me in hostage, “please let me go” I cried out, “it’s okay darling, im gonna let you go but you have to promise me you’ll never say what just happened to anyone or I’ll kill your precious tom” he said and I looked down “did you heard me?!” he yelled and I nod “yes, I promise” I said and he grinned “good girl” he patt my hair, and slapped my ass. “now go to your mr holland” he said and let me go. I  I walked out shaking, people looked at me strangely. I arrived at tom’s room and haz walked up to me “hey, where were you?” he asked softly and trying to take me in his arms. I flinched and avoid his move, “you okay?” he asked and I looked down “yeah i-im fine” I faked a smile. “y/n, I can see your not, tell me” he said and I shook my head “no, I can’t” I shook my head again and again. “y/n, tell me!” he insisted, “i- a, a doctor took me in a r-room and he umh, he asked me strange , questions. And then h- he umh, he” I said sobbing “y/n, what did he do?” he asked “he entered me, but I screamed and he choked me. He told me if I tell this to anyone he will kill tom” I said sobbing he looked at me shocked. “where is he?!” he exclaimed “haz, please stop. He’s gonna kill tom” I cried “he’s not gonna do anything” he said “what’s his name” he asked and I looked at him “umh, it’s David joonhson” I spit out. “stay here” he ordoned me and left, I began to cry again. I tried calming down, but it seemed that everytime I closed my eyes I saw this man, grabbing my sides forcing me to to what he wanted.
I looked over at Tom, and saw in which state he wsa and thought for myself how this day went this badly, and chaoticaly.
I took his hand to sooth him and myself at the same time, I wished this day had never happened and that we were all in the living room watching a movie. I pulled out my phone and called Lizzie, “hey lizzie, I’m at the hospital can you come please?” I cried “hey, what happened?” she asked worried, “I umh, we think Tom overdosed” I sobbed “I-y/n I’m on my way!” she exclaimed, “can you just stay with me on the phone?” she asked and I looked over at Tom “yeah” I whispered. “great, so you know I’m in the car on speaker and I hear you. Everything will be okay, I’ll be there soon and you’ll be safe” she tried to reassur ème so I don’t have a panic attack, “lizzie, Im not safe in the hospital” I said with a shaky voice and looking everywhere around me as if people were all around me, I felt like I was watched and I needed lizzie to be here so she could take me In her arms.
“y/n, it’s okay you don’t need to tell me on the phone I’m on the road and I’ll be at the hospital in 5’” she said and I nod as a reflex “okay? “ she asked “yeah, I-okay” I said still crying. “all right can you tell me what happened today?” she asked and I began to cry again “it’s okay to cry you can, you just have to tell me what happened y/n, it’s really important” she said, cause she know I always keep things and then it end up badly.
“I, Tom talked to me to explain he didn’t really cheat on me and he just said that because he think I’m not happy with him, and then he fell down and started convulsing. So we rushed at the hospital and he won’t wake up” I explained ignoring the other part of the day…
“y/n, I’m pulling over. Okay? I’m here” she said and I looked at the door, it opened wide and Haz came in “I’m sorry, he’s not here” he said and I sighs looking at the floor. “y/n ? Are you still there?” lizzie asked me on the phone “yeah, I’m I’m here” I replied and she sighs in relief. “okay, I need you to listen to me y/n, there is a storm outside and the staff asks to turned out phones off so I have to hang up but I’ll see you in 2 minutes” she said and I started panicking, “wait, no you can’t leave me” I exclaimed. “is okay y/n, I’m right here” she said and hang up. I looked at the door and waited for her to walk through it. The minutes felt longer than usual and every second that passes without lizzie walking trought the door, the more I tough she will never came. Fortunately, she walked in right at the moment I lost hope and began to cry. I looked up and see her jogging to me, “hey, hey hey, I’m here it’s okay, I’m here” she said taking me in her arms and swaying us as she patted my hair. “It’s okay, I’m here” she whispered In my ear and I tightened my grip on her. She sat down and didn’t let go off me. “It will be okay, I promise” she reassured me, I sniffled and looked at Haz “are you okay?” he asked and I tuck my bottom lip inside my mouth shaking my head and tearing up again as I rewatched what happened. He walked closer and hugged me “im so sorry” he said “what happened?” lizzie asked confused, I looked back at Haz “can you tell her? I have to go in the bathroom” I said and he took a breath nodding. “thank you” I said as I got up and walked towards the bathroom, I heard haz sitting on a chair and started talking. “a doctor took y/n, and he umh he – he raped her” haz said and I let out more tears streaming down my face. I got out of the bathroom and walked closer to them, lizzie got up and took me in her arms “im so sorry baby” she whispered and I looked up not to cry again, “ ‘m fine” I lied and sat down next to Tom, I brushed my fingers on his cheek and pass my hand through his hair, I then took his hand in mine and made little circles on it with my other hand. I wanted to let him know that I was here, and that I wouldn’t move I leaned in and put a kiss on his cheek.  “I love you” I whispered in his ear, I felt him move his hand and I looked at him. He opened slowly his eyes and I smiled for the first time this day, I runned the tip of my fingers on his face, he smiled as he saw me “hey” I said softly “I love you too” he whispered and I smiled than kissed his cheek again. The doctor came in and they saw him awake “we need everybody to walk out of the room please” a doctor said and I looked between them and tom stressing. “she won’t leave” tom said talking about me “mr. we can’t-“ tom cut her off “she’s my fiancé, she’s not leaving” he said and she nod. I looked at tom and took his hand to my mouth, put a kiss on it and smiled at him, “how are you feeling mr?” another doctor asked “im fine, I want to go home” tom replied and I sighs. “we need to run some quick tests and then you’ll be good to go” a doctor said. I nod, “all right, did you take something today?” he asked and I looked at tom “no I-“ he stopped and looked at me “yes I took Xanax” he said and looked down “mr, how much did you take?” he asked and I sighs “I took 9 xanax” he said quietly and I looked back at tom, and rubbed my thumb on his hand. “okay, so you overdosed. Could you tell me why you took Xanax’s?” the doctor asked and he shook his head “no I don’t, I just I saw them and took them” he said shrugging huis shoulders. “this isn’t going to be good, but you have to drink this mixture, it’s charcoal to get rid of all the toxins” a woman said and gave the bottle to tom. He nod and drank it, he gave back the bottle and she thanked him. “we’re gonna check your pulse and your vitals and then you’ll be good to go”. The doctor said, they checked everything and they said it was normal “miss, take care of him and he can’t stay alone. Cause taking 9 Xanax isn’t nothing and it is considered as a suicide attempt.” The doctor said and I nod “ thank you doctor” I said as tom  was changing in his clothes. The doctors went out and I walked to the bathroom where tom was. “hey, your okay?” I asked as I walked closer to him. He looked at me and nod faking a smile, “tom?” I warned him “all right, tom this isn’t anything so since now you have to tell me whatever you want and think. You have to talk to me” I said and he nod taking me in his arms, “im really sorry, for everything” he said and I shook my head “please stop, it isn’t your fault” I said and he looked at me, “if I haven’t overdosed we wouldn’t be here and you wouldn’t-“ I cut him off “please tom” I said tearing up “im sorry luv” he said. And I hugged him “let’s just go home” I said and he kissed the top of my head.

Chapter 26:
We get out of the hospital room and I saw lizzie and haz sat down on the chairs in the hall, I took tom’s hand and we walked towards them. Lizzie got up and hit harrison’s arm, she walked towards me and hugged me then Tom. “im sorry tom” she said referring to the fight we had 2 days ago. He smiled weakly and nod “all good” he replied, “hey mate” haz said hugging him “hey” tom replied. “lets go home” he continued and I nod. We all walked out of the hospital and waked towards lizzie’s car. “tom you go in the backseat, haz passenger and I am going with tom” I said and they all agreed. Haz and tom sat inside the car and closed the doors, I hugged lizzie and she kissed the top of my head. I let out a tear, and she wiped it “im gonna stay with you guys at home, okay? So you can talk to me” she said and I nod letting more tears stream down my face. “okay, let just go home. Im tired” I said and let go of me to go in the drivers seat while I was wiping my tears and got in the car. “are you okay?” tom whispered as I got in and I nod “im fine” I lied and faked a smiled “come here” I said and pulled him so I was side hugging him. He closed his eyes as I played with his hair, we got home in a bit of time and we all walked in. lizzie took my hand and rubbed it with her thumb to reassure me, “im gonna sleep on the couch” she said and I walked towards the living room. I opened the couch to make it bigger for her to sleep on it. I took pillows and a blanket and put all on the couch, she kissed my cheek and put her phone to charge.
I walked with tom upstairs and went into his room, “im gonna take a shower” he said and looked at me, I was bitting my cheek and he walked closer to me “what’s up?” he asked “im coming with you” I said and he frowned “what?” he asked and I nod “im coming with you” I repeat. “all right” he chuckled, we both walked inside the bathroom and I sat on the toilet after closing it. He looked at me and squint his eyes “why aren’t you taking you clothes off?” he asked and I stared at him. “im just checking on you tom” I said and he looked down. “okay, but can you just take the shower with me. I won’t do anything I promise” he said and I swallowed. “I know you won’t, it’s just i- okay” I agreed after looking at him. He took his clothes off, turned the water on and got inside the cab, I did the same and walked inside. He turned around and looked at me, I looked down at my body and saw bruises he walked closer and touched them. “did he do that to you?” he asked and I sighs I didn’t wanted to reply. He understood it was him and he put a strand of hair behind my ear. “you know you can touch me” I whispered and he passed his hand on my cheek “you know that’s not what I mean” I replied and he sighs “I don’t want to make you uncomfortable love” he said “you aren’t it’s the opposite Tom, I need you” I whispered. “I need you cause at the moment you are the only man I trust and I love you” I said and he kissed my lips. He took me by the waist and pulled me closer to him. My skin was damp and and his was wet caused by the shower hitting his skin. “if you don’t want to we don’t have to y/n” he said and I nod “i- I want to” I replied and he sighs, he kissed down my neck and pushed me gently on the wall, he trailed kisses down to my chest and I pushed the flashback away. He trailed his hand to my belly and just upper my core, he stayed like this so I took my hand and pushed his hand to my core. “is it okay?” he asked and I cut him by kissing him, I felt his erection grow on my belly and he aligned himself at my entrance, I took a breath and he entered me slowly not to hurt me. We put our foreheads together and he looked at me in the eyes, he began trusting in me and I gasped at the pleasure. “does it hurt?” he asked and I shook my head. He continued trusting in me and I closed my eyes, I soon had my high and tom his. Fortunately tom didn’t saw the tears on my face cause of the water, we got out of the shower and I wrapped myself in a towel and gave one to tom. I got out of the bathroom the cold hair hitting my body, I shivered walking to the bed and taking a large hoodie from tom’s closet. I lied in the bed and tom followed me. He fell asleep but I couldn’t, I couldn’t because everytime I closed my eyes I saw the scene. I saw him.
Hours passed and I couldn’t let myself fall asleep, I looked up from the wall and my eyes met the ceiling, i analized it for about 5 minutes before I got bored… I sat up facing the window, the moon lighting my face. I looked over my shoulder and saw Tom, he was sleeping and I couldn’t resist but put a strand of his cury that had fallen on his forehead, back in place. I smiled shyly as he scrunched his nose at my touch. I looked back at the window and got up, I walked towards it and looked at the empty street. I wondered if I didn’t froze when I saw tom getting cpr, I wouldn’t of had been rape.
But y/n have been, and we don’t know what would of happened if she didn’t froze or if she wasn’t at the hospital but at lizzie’s. We don’t know and we never will.
y/n in this story? She lost a lot of things, but she isn’t the one who lost the most.
Lizzie did, she lost her parents in a plane crash, her best friend died and her other ones want to did. But she lost mostly her trust in y/n and that will cause a lot of issues. Once they were inseparable and now her trust is lying on a thread ready to break at any moment.
To come back with y/n, she moved from the window and walked quietly to the door. She got on her tippy toes not to wake tom up, she closed the door and walked tiredly down the stairs, she walked towards the kitchen and sat on it looking at the wall blankly “can’t sleep?” lizzie ask and y/n turned her head to the left to face with her best friend “nope” she replies and lizzie just nods. y/n bits her cheek indicting she’s anxious and thinking. “I can’t sleep either come here, we’ll watch a movie” the blonde girl said and she tap a spot on the couch to indicate y/n to sit next to her. y/n get out of the counter and walks towards her friend. She sit next to her and look at her hands fidgeting with them, “so what do you want to watch?” lizzie asks “I umh- can we watch uh, we can watch izombie?” y/n asked and she chuckled “course, come here” lizzie smiled, and y/n lied on her lap.
Lizie chuckled and turned on the show, I looked at her then at the tv.
I felt myself relax after about 4 episodes and fell asleep, she was playing with my hair and it made me feel safe.
When lizzie realized y/n was sleeping she allowed herself to do the same, so she turned the tv off and closed her eyes, falling asleep within 5 minutes.
Tom woke up when he didn’t feel y/n next to him as he tried to snuggle to her, he sat up and palmed his face. Walking down the stairs he saw lizzie & when he walked closer he saw y/n on her lap, snoring. He looks at her face and decide to go back upstairs, she is in good hands and nothing will happen to her. He walk back upstairs and lie back in his bed looking at the ceiling, he want for y/n to be okay. But he doesn’t know how to help, after an hour of trying to find a solution he fall back asleep.
5am: y/n wakes up and turn her music in her airpods on, listening to “when we all fall asleep where do we go” she remembers Billie, she hadn’t text her in a while and she feels guilty. She open Instagram and text billie
Texts-
y/n – hey bills, how are you ? I miss you so much but I have a surprise.
Billie- hey mamma! Im good what abt u?
y/n- fine, im fine thanks
billie – you sure?
y/n – yes!
Billie- okay, so what is the surprise?
y/n – I am planning in moving in LA :)
billie- wait, that’s awesome
y/n – yeah, it is I am so glad I’ll see you so often
billie – im glad, now im so exited when are you moving?
y/n – well I need to tell tom that im still moving so yeah
billie- wait he doesn’t know? What happened ?
y/n – can I call you it will be easier
billie- yeah of course e

end of texts:
billie called me and I walked on the porshe on the swing, I sat down and pressed ‘answer the call’ and put the phone to my ear. “hey, what’s up?” billie’s voice echoed in y/n’s ear before snapping back to reality. “hey, I uh” I paused “hey take your time” she reassured me “2days ago I find out tom cheated on me, so I had decided to move with lizzie in LA but then yesterday I was packing my stuff and tom faints and we got in the hospital and find out he overdosed, and I umh at the hospital I got raped while tom was having cpr” I explained to her “oh god im so so sorry love,” “and yeah I almost forgot, Tom didn’t cheat on me he told me that because he tought I wasn’t happy with him” I finished. “I I don’t know what to say, but you have to talk to a therapist, it’s really important”  she said and I nod “yeah I  should, im gonna call my therapist that I had when I was in LA” I said and she hummed. “okay, do you want me to flight to yours?” she asked me and I chuckled “it’s hours” I said and she scoffs “it’s no problem, tell me and I’ll take the jet” she said and I laughed “of yeah that’s right, I forgot you had a private jet” I chuckled and I could tell she was rolling her eyes right now. “I -I yeah I would-“ billie cut m sentence off “im coming, im doing my suitcase and im coming” she said and my eyes widened. “can we stay on the phone please?” I asked her and she agreed. We both turned put cameras on and I could see her doing her suitcase “just tell me, you’re in London right?” she asked and I nod “allright!” she exclaimed “you do know it’s like 9 pm in LA right?” I asked her and she squint her eyes looking at the clock, “oh yeah, it’s no problem. Wait you do know it’s like 5 am in London ?” she exclaimed and I laughed “I know” I laughed. “mom! Can I go to y/n’s? she needs me” billie shout from her room and I frowned, I saw Maggie walking inside billie’s room and she waved at me. “hey y/n!” she exclaimed “hi Maggie” I replied smiling at the camera. “how are you doing?” she asked and billie hit her leg and made a sign to zip it, “im fine don’t worry” I reassured Maggie and she smiled back at me. “mom, can I go then?” she asked again and Maggie looked down at the blonde haired girl. “yes you can” her mother smiled “thanks!” she made the lama voice and face, we both laughed and Maggie left the room. “okay, I just need to call paul so he knows” she said and I furrowed my brows, “paul is the pilot” she smiled. I nod and she looked at me “your gonna be okay mama” she said and I sighs looking at the street. “y/n, look at me. You will be okay” she repeated, and I nod my lips tucked in my mouth. “let me just call him and I will be on the road to come to yours.” She said and I smiled, she took a phone next to her and called paul. Saying she needed to flight to London as soon as possible, occasionally she looked at me and smiled. She eventually hang up and forced a smile “im finishing my suitcase and im coming” she did a little dance and I laughed. “good, so finish it! I want to see you” I exclaimed and she put her hands in the hair like I was arresting her. We talked till she was on the plane which was 15minutes later and I hung up. I looked at the sky and the sunrise was gorgeous, after I bit I fell asleep and rest.
Tom’s pov:
As I walk downstairs I don’t see y/n, so I walk upstairs I check in her room, in haz’s in the bathroom I look everywhere but I couldn’t find her. I start to panic and try to remember when was the last time I took my pills, and I can’t find to remember. I take my head in my hands and try to think where y/n could be, but I don’t know that either. I turned to take some coffee and look over the window and see foots on the swing, on y/n’s swing. Anger start to boil in my veins and I walk out of the house on the front of it. “excuse m- y/n?” I turn my behavior as I realise it’s y/n that is laying on the swing, I crouch at her level and brush a strand of her hair and press a kiss on her forehead. She wakes up and I look at her, “im sorry I fell asleep” she said instantly without opening her eyes, she sighs and open them “hey” I mumble “hey, how are you feeling?” she asks me “im fine” I reply. I take y/n in my arms and carry her bridal style in the house. “tom…” she mumbles her eyes closing “shh, it’s okay” I reply and she let herself fall asleep. I open her bedroom door and lied her gently down on her bed, I put her under the sheets and covered her with them. I opened her drawers to search for my pills, since I couldn’t find them. But I never thought I would find what I did…
I opened the drawer and found boxes pilled up, boxes that contained pills and blades, I looked over at y/n and shook slightly my head. I took the drawer out of the nightstand and walked out of the room with it. I walked downstairs and put it on the counter “goodmorn- what is that?!” lizzie exclaimed and I turned to face her “that’s y/n’s drawer and what is inside of it” I said taking a box to show it to her before throwing it again in the drawer. “wha-why- where is she?!” she asked worried, “she’s asleep in her bedroom” I replied simply, she walked upstairs and I followed her before she did something stupid. “lizzie stop” I whispered as I got at her level, “we can’t just do nothing!” she whisper-yelled, “just let her sleep, she needs it besides I’ll talk to her” I told her and she grinned at me. “what?” I asked as she was still looking at me. “you better go there with her and do something” she threatened and I sighs.
I walked in the room, closed the door behind me, walked closer to her and lied down taking her in my arms.
“Tom?” she mumbled and I looked back at her, “yeah?” I mumbled back “I need to talk to you” she said and I nod.
Y/n’s pov:
I took a deep breath and closed my eyes again just for a second, “I’m moving in LA and Billie is on a flight to come over” I spit out and he let go a bit of me to look at me in the eyes. His arms now on my waist as we both sat up in front of each other, he looked at me confused like he didn’t understood what I had just said and I sighs.
“so your leaving?” he asks and I gulp, “yeah, I need to make my experiences and live my life.” I said and he shrugged his shoulders furrowing his eyebrows. “then I’m coming with y’a” he said and I looked away letting out a big sighs then bitting my lower lip. “Tom you have your life here, you can’t love in LA that is crazy” I tell him and he shake his head.
“no, I have nothing exept you and if you leave… you can’t leave me” he said eyes glossed. “I’m not Tom, I it’s just a lot right now” I whispered, brushing my hand over his cheek and palming his features with my thumb, our foreheads glued together…
“so I’m moving with you” he said and I looked at him in desblief, “I-what about Harrison” I asked and he shrugged “I I don’t know” he confessed and I shook my head. “no Tom, I’m moving with lizzie in LA, your staying here with Harrison. I don’t want him to feel like he’s being abandonned” I said and tears flew his eyes “it’s not harrison that you are going to abandon but me” he said before walking towards the door, his palms turned into fists.
“Tom, when was the last time you took your pills?” I asked and walked next to him looking up at his face. “tom” I called him taking his hand slowly in mine.
“leave me the fuck alone” he said in an angry tone and I gulped, “Tom it’s me, look at me” I said, my hand making her way to his cheek.
“it’s okay, I’m here” I repeated till the moment I saw him relax and turning back into his true self. I took him in my arms and swayed us, “it’s okay, it’s okay I’m right here. I promise I’m not going anywhere without you” I mumbled in his ear. “you have to take your pills love” I said and played with his curls. “yeah…” he whispered and I walked him towards my bed, sat him down and gave the browned haired boy his pills. I sat on his lap my legs wrapping on his waist and facing him. I kissed his cheek and hugged him tightly, “I have a question” tom said and I looked at him “go ahead” I encouraged him. “why was your drawer filled with blades and pills?” he asked and I gulped looking away. “y/n?” he called me to have my attention, “I-I don’t know I found them and I needed to tide them away” I explained and he sighs looking down. “why didn’t you tell me?” he asked and I puffed my cheeks “it was when I was packing to move out… we were in a fight.” I trailed off, “y/n whatever is going on between us you can always talk to me, always.” He insisted looking straight into my eyes.
My phone dings and I look at the direction where the sound come from, I took my phone and saw a text from Billie. “I just need to answer this” I said and he sighs “yeah right you HAVE to” he said rolling his eyes “what is wrong with you?!” I exclaimed and he chuckled “you know what? Go fuck yourself!” he yelled and I looked at him right in the eyes. “get out! Now!” I yelled back and he smiled “with pleasure!” he replied and I sighs “were done”.