Insecure.

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Hey!
Sorry for not posting in a while. I have been busy with school.

But I want to say that if you are sensitive please don't read this❤

Warning ⚠️: bad word's and body shaming!⚠️


















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1am.
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I was standing in front of the big mirror in mine and Louis bedroom.

I am scanning every part of my body.
My belly,stretch marks my face. Everything about me is a mess.

The hater is right about me I'm fat I'm ugly I'm not enough for Louis.
What if he wants to break up but won't tell me because he don't want to hurt me.

Tears were streaming down my face I was crying so hard that my head was hurting and it was hard to breath.

I heard the front door open and close I rushed under the sheets on the bed and pretended that I was asleep. Louis came home frome filming. He told me that he was going to come home late since they needed to film some night scene.

He came upstairs and did his night routine and came to bed, he started to cuddle me and then he kissed my face.
'OH shit' what if he thinks I'm sick because my checks are soo red and burning hot. He laid back down on his pillow and then we both fell asleep.

Skip morning.
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I woke up and I didn't see Louis,I forgot that he is out to take some photos and some filming.

I didn't bother to eat breakfast so I fell asleep again.

Skip time.
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I woke up to louis kissing me.
"Hey love" he said in a tired voice.
"Hey" I said smiling.

"Have you had anything to eat today " he asked while he changed into some comfortable clothes.

"Yeah" I said and tried to fall asleep again.

"Okay, want anything special for dinner" he asked,then he turned around and saw that i fell back asleep, he came to my side and gave me a kiss then he went downstairs so I could sleep in peace.

I opened my eyes and went on my phone,once I opend it I saw all the hate comments I started to cry again.

I forgot that Louis was home so my crying was loud I was crying extremely hard that I thought I was going to pass out.

Louis hear me crying so he came running up the stairs "Y/N ARE YOU OKAY" He said while he entered the bedroom then he saw that I was crying and his face soften "I'm sorry I'm soo sorry " I kept saying that he pulled me into a hug then he saw my phone was unlocked so he saw all the hate comments. His heart broke "Babe don't cry it's okay" he said in a soft voice while he kissed me on the forehead.

I told him everything about how I felt about my self and that i don't want him to leve me but if he wanted he could.

He told me that he wasn't going to leve me he wanted to stay. And for the rest of the day we just cuddled and watched TV and we ordered pizza.


THE END.

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