Louis Partridge Imagine

●Trouble sleeping●

Warning: maybe a little depressing?

This imagine is self experience... but I'm okay and it is better to let it out that have it inside:)
(Don't expect people to feel bad about me and have concern about me♡ this just gave me an idea what to write)

I'm so tired but I can't sleep..I feel like i have been awake for 100 years. I checked the clock it is 2.40.am. I really want to scream I want to let out all my emotions I want to punch somthing and scream on the top of my lungs...but I can't..
I dont know how to explain but every week or month I can't wait to go to sleep so I can cry..cry so hard let all my emotions out every bad and good emotions I have been feeling and just gather them up and just cry them out even if it is flash backs frome my whole life.

But I have a little problem..Louis not in a bad way it is just that if I want to cry I have to do it when he is filming but ther have been times where I just bald my eyes out when he have been sleeping beside me then I wake him up and he gets worried about me...aghh I love him so much and I still can't belive that he can do this with me.

I just can't hold my tears I can't stop it!
I felt something shift in the bed but I didn't care and I couldn't stop.
" Y/N baby..shhh it's okay I got you"
I could here Louis say,yes he knew about this but he never knew when the 'break downs' happened. But he always got me safe in his arms.

"I..I.cant b..breathe" I say and hold my chest "I can't stop" I say screaming a little.

"It's okay it's okay" " I'm here I got you,just relax a little " I can here him say several times.

After a few minutes I finally calmed down, it was a little hard to breath but it became easier after a few seconds. I was still in Louis arms and I dont think he had any plans on letting me go either.

My eyes starred to get heavy soon I closed my eyes right before I fell asleep I could feel Louis kissing my forehead and saying somthing probably ' God night'.

Then everything went black.

THE END.

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I'm sorry i haven't been posting but I have been busy with school and i hope y'all can understand ♡
And I'm really sorry if you are going through stuff and can understand this. But know that you are not alone and you can always send me a message if you want to talk not just about this but anything and I will reply as fast as I can!♡

LOVE YOU❤ THANK YOU FOR READING THIS!❤