Like rain, I fell for you

Part 12 *Something different*

Can's POV

"Come on guys, one more time" says the director as we are filming a scene in which we couldn't concentrate enough and couldn't stop ourselves from laughing.
Come to think about it, this is what it's all about. We live for these moments, for the laughs and for the good memories.
Time is passing really fast, since we are working so hard because of the finale of the shows , we didn't really have much time to relax and enjoy with one another except during filming breaks, and that's why I cherish these moments a lot.
To be honest, I didn't even have time to talk with Demet, we hardly have any scenes together because our characters broke up on the show.
I really miss her and having her with me, but she seems to be ok with us being like this.
I can't understand the way she talked to me that night..
Maybe she doesn't feel me the way I feel her, or maybe worse, she already has someone on her mind and heart.
Just thinking about it drives me crazy.
But there's gotta be a way that I can make her mine and I am planning to fight for her in any cost.. what I feel for her it's what I have never felt for any other woman that I have been with.

Demet's POV

It's been so long since I last had an opportunity to talk with Can and I miss him.. it seems to me as we kind of fell apart and we don't have much time to be with each other... last time I was with him was that night in my apartment when he came unexpectedly and we said those things to each other..

Flashback..
"Can, no.." I say as I pull away from him
" Why? What's wrong? You don't want me"?
"No, it's not that.. it's just that I'm starting to think that you only come here to make out and get to the point where you sleep with me and leave me because you are obsessed with having me in a certain way" I say, as I start feeling a heat on my face, as if I'm going to start crying in any moment..
"What are you talking about Demet? You know how I feel about you. Can't you tell that from the way I look at you or the way I'm trying to use every second I can, every excuse I can to come where you are and spend the moments I can get with you.."
"Can there is something inside me that tells me to go ahead and be yours and forget about the rest of the world, but the other part of me is telling me that you don't like me enough for us to be destroying our friendship for a desire that both of us have"
"You know very well that this is not just a desire.. this is way more than that. I just can't get you out of my mind. I want to spend every day and every night with you, in any way that I can. You are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen Demet, and I'm talking both inside and out and that's why I frankly am obsessed with you. Your smile, your laugh, the way you talk, the way you don't need a man to complete you and the way you don't let anyone tell you what to do"..
Oh Can, if you only knew how badly I need YOU to complete me.. I say to myself as he continues
"Your independence it's what gets me everytime and I can't help it.. so don't tell me this is just some stupid desire because it is way more than that.." he says and I stand there speechless, not knowing what to say but I sure know well what to do.. it's just that I don't know what's gotten into my head that I think he is lying to me, that I think he's doing this just to win me over and make me his and God knows I want that too but it's not the right way to go with him... I love him and care about him too much for us to rush things this way and get to a poiny where we won't even talk to each other..
"Can, I want you to leave, please".. I say and I don't know why I am doing this, what has gotten into me.. "and please, don't do this anymore, it's wrong".. I add and I think I did the right thing for us because if he really wants me he has to prove it to me.. I am not gonna make it so easy to him because I don't want to lose him..
"Okay. I am sorry if in any kind of way I offended you for coming here and kissing you like this." He says, and I can see it in his eyes that he is hurt or didn't expect this reaction from me..
"I just want you to know that I am not giving up on you and I will prove you that what I feel for you goes beyond anything else, and I am willing to wait for you as long as you ask me to".. I listen as he continues..
"Also, even though it's going to be very hard, I promise that I will not touch nor kiss you until you ask me to.. until your heart wants to and your body feels the NEED to do so.. I will give you the time you need so that you can think and decide what is it that you feel for me.. but the moment you ask me to touch you and to kiss you, know that I will not stop until I have kissed every inch of your body and drive you insane until you understand that you are mine and I love you GOOD." and just like that, he left without saying anything else.. and thank God he did, because I was about to tell him to kiss me.. it's just that there is something in me that makes me want to forget the world and let him make me his, let him love every part of me..

Flashback over

Just thinking about it makes me want to scream my lungs out..but I asked for it and knowing myself and the pride I have, it's going to be a very long journey until I can feel his lips on mine again.. but I won't give up.. if that's how he wants to play, let's get to it than because I also have my ways of playing and oh boy, the one who's gonna end up breaking his word, it's gonna be him..

"Demet, can I drive you home?" Says Can as I am about to enter my trailer and take this dress out that I used for a scene we shot today.. and just as I was saying no, I had a better idea going on my mind..
"Yeah, sure.. But I gotta change first, so come on in and help me get off this dress that it's starting to bother me alot now.." and I noticed that his eyes got darker and he lost it..
Don't worry Yaman, I am about to beat you at your own game..