Like rain, I fell for you

The truth

Demet's POV

I woke up this morning to the strongest headache I felt in a long time.. I remember dancing and singing with Can and than it's like I had a total blackout because I can't remember a damn thing not even the way I got home for starters.. I'm just grateful I came home safely.
Anyways.. I have a looong way ahead of me which includes analysis and doctors...
I don't even know why when I may be or may not be having even any chances to live.. yes, I could do the surgery but what happens after is what concerns me.. and another thing that does concern me is how on earth will I be able to tell Can that I have ovarian cancer.. I can't find the strength.. yea, he may not love me that much but I know he cares.. we've been through a lot together.. but I have to tell him and I am going to text him now.
"Hey Can, can we meet up for a coffee, I have something important to discuss with you"
"Of course. Same place right?"
"Yes, same old place."
"I'll be there in 10"
"Okay"..

Can's POV

From last night I knew that there was something wrong with Demet but now I am worried because something is up with her and I know it..
I arrive at the "Çay Bahçesi" we always like to meet and see that she is already there..
"Hi love" I tell her as she leans in for a hug..
"Hey" she says not letting go of the embrace
"Are you alright? What's wrong?" I ask her as I take her hands in mine and sit near the water, never letting go of her hands, making it clear that I am with her no matter what happens..
"Yeah..let's get something to drink.." she says and I get us something to drink and than had breakfast too as we continued talking and laughing and never even mentioning anything serious..
So we got up from that place and started walking near the water as we always do in movie scenes and started doing in real life too.. but none of us was even talking, not even a word so I had to break the silence..
"So, Demet.. are you planning to accept that leading role for a movie they offered you once we finish shooting Erkenci Kus"? ..
"No.. I don't think so.."
"But why, that's a really good opportunity Demet.. why not?"
"I'm sick"..
"Well yeah, I expected that you will be after the shots you took last night".. I say making a joke to lighten up the mood..
"No, Can. You don't understand. I'm sick.. I have ovarian cancer"
"No.. that can't possibly be right.. you were perfect two days ago, you're perfect now.. there must be a mistake ".. I say, struggling to even say my words right..
"I also thought so Can.. I found out yesterday and believe me I can't believe it as well but it is what it is I can't undo anything.. the results are 100% right. I have cancer"..
" No you don't. I refuse to accept it.. I will take you to the best doctors in Turkey or wherever in the World they are, but you will make those studies again and if... (I stop, struggling to take my words out) and if it happens to be true, I will be right by your side until I am 1000 % sure that that cancer will never again come back to you.."
She starts crying and I take her tiny little body into my arms and hold her tight, reassuring her that whatever happens, she has me.. she will always have me..