Like rain, I fell for you

Part 16 *Changes*

A/N
And, as I promised loves, here is the brand new chapter of this incredible story.
Note that everything I write here is pure fictional and has nothing to do with the characters real lives.. I just like those two people and that's why I am making this fanfiction.
I hope you guys enjoy reading this chapter as much as I enjoyed writing it.
Without any further ado, here comes Part 16.
Enjoy, xx ❤️❤️

Demet's POV
Last night was amazing.
I just kept thinking of how much I enjoyed everything Can had prepared for me.. I just couldn't ask for more, but, as I always say.. when I finally find a time of day to relax and just be happy for an instant, something always has to happen and everything gets ruined.. but Can was there.. he never left my side, not for a single second and I wouldn't have it any other way..
"Can, are you awake"? I yell as I walk myself down the stairs..
"Oh hi sleepy head. You're finally awake" he jokes as he comes near me to give me a hug
"Oh boy. I thought I won't be able to sleep after all that happened last night, but I was wrong. I did sleep like a baby" I say as I lean into the bear hug
"Soo, Bay Yaman.. what's for breakfast"? ..
"Oh, I prepared some scrambled eggs with avocado toasts, sounds good"?
"Sounds excellent" I say as I dig in eating right away..

Cans POV
After we finish eating our breakfast we went to set to finish our last day of filming..
To be honest, everyone here became like a second family to me so saying goodbye is gonna be a little tough but we can't do anything, I just wish them the best in this world..
As we say our final lines I can't help but feel joy and sadness at the same time.. We all did an incredible job on the making of this film.
I am sure going to miss this, them.. but mostly her.. I am going to miss everything about her and I can't accept the fact that this may be goodbye for the both of us as well.. I must think of something, I can't let her go!!
"Do you need a ride"? I say as I lean in to hug her and kiss her head.
"I would love to Can, but I have to go somewhere else first than head back home to see if they cleaned the mess and get ready for tonight.. But hey, I will see you tonight at the party, right"?
"Wouldn't miss it for anything.. see you tonight".. I say as I hop in my car wondering where would that somewhere else be...

Demet's POV
After I waved goodbye to Can, I went straight to the hospital to get my results.. the thing is that I had a checkup routine at my gynaecologist and they found something like a cyst so to make sure that it was only a cyst I went to do an MRI and that's the somewhere else I am going to..
As I arrive at the hospital, I see the very friendly doctor who was expecting me to go..
"Hello doctor Yildirim. So how are my results, anything to worry about"? I say laughing, being so sure that I have nothing to worry about.. but the doctor's face worries me
"I am sorry Demet, you are diagnosed with ovarian cancer.. frankly, we found out early and that gives us hopes that we may have a chance to win this battle, but you do need the surgery as soon as possible".. and the rest was all a blur.. I never thought something like this would happen to me, not that I really care anymore since I have nothing to lose.. but just as I started feeling an extremely intense love for Can and imagining my life with him, this has to happen..
"I understand.. thank you Doctor".. I say, speechless.
"I am sorry. Will tomorrow be Ok for you to come so we can arrange a date for your surgery"?..
"Yes. I'll be here tomorrow. Thank you for everything"..
I leave the hospital, having second thoughts about the party but I also want to forget everything at least just for tonight..
So I do what I have to.. dress up,make up and head off to the party..
Once I arrive there, I see everyone is already there and Can also.. he looks so happy, so full of life so kind and caring, just what I always wanted the man of my life to be like.. but I have no rights to drag him with me now.. I don't even know if I am going to make it alive and I can't have him go through that.. but, I promised myself that just tonight, I will forget the world and maybe, just tonight I will live my life and than I will throw everything away..
"Hi beautiful" Can says as he comes near me and kisses my forehead..
"Hi, Can".. I say, leaning in for a hug.
" I thought for an instant you weren't gonna come.. I am glad you're here"..
I stand there silently, clearly not feeling the same thing..
"So, shall we dance" he says and I agree.. dancing away the pain I feel..
After we danced for a while, I couldn't stop thinking of what the doctor told me earlier today.. I just can't believe it.. so I went to take something to drink with Can coming right behind me..
I ordered some shots and immediately started drinking as if my life was depending on it..
"Easy there warrior.
You would want to remember our last night together now, wouldn't you "? ..
Last night?? Is he really saying goodbye for good?? Was I just entertainment for him? So the movie ends and we end along with it, it's that it??
"If it's going to be our last night, I'd rather not remember"..
"Are you alright"? He says as he puts his hand on my cheek
"I am perfectly fine, why wouldn't I be"? .. I say already feeling that the shots I am taking are starting to kick in..

Can's POV
Demet is drinking too much.. the shots she took are showing her off already.. she looks happy though but I know she's not.. I know there is something wrong with her.. I can see it in her eyes, she can't lie to me..
"Come on champion, enough drinking. You should stop that" I say as I take her hand stopping her from taking more of that trash she has been taking all night..
" Here I aaam, watching the clock that's ticking away my timeee, I'm too numb to feel right now" .. she sings and dances and drinks at the same time.. Now I know for certain there is something wrong with her..
"What's wrong Demet, tell me please"? .. I say as I take her hands in mine, our foreheads touching even though I am sure she is too drunk to hear a word I say..
"Just tonight I will stay and we'll throw it all away".. she continues singing and drinking as if she is trying to drown in that bottle..
"Tell me what is it Demet.. I can see it in your eyes that there is something wrong with you, just tell me what it is"... I say as she looks me right in the eyes now
"Can you Can?? Can you really see through me?? What if I ever lie about something and you end up believing?? Would you ever, is that how much you know me??"
"Of course I know you.. of course I care about you and of course I would know when you are not telling me the truth..I can see it in your eyes"... I try to reason with her, not really understanding where this conversation is going..
"You want me to leave right? You want me to leave so you stay here getting other bitches on your bead, it's that it"?.. she says and now I completely lost it, she really isn't making any sense at all, I mean I know she is drunk but whatever is happening to her it can't be good.
"Just tonight I won't leave.. And I will lie and you'll believe"... she started singing again but I think she is trying to tell me something because I know my girl.. she is sad, she looks so destroyed on the inside that I want nothing else but to take her in my arms and listen to what she has to say, that's all I wanna do..
"Can, I want to dance. Can we"? She says all of a sudden
"Okay, we can but only a little and than I am sending you home okay?" ..
"Mhmm".. she says, ignoring my words..
We danced for a little while and than she told me she needed to go breathe some fresh air but it's been a little while so I decided to go after her.. and as I imagined, I found her sitting on the stairs that lead you on the rooftop..
"Feeling okay"?..I ask as she sits there, lost in her thoughts..
"I feel bad"..
"Look, now I am gonna get you a coffee and you'll feel better okay"?..
"No.. I just want to do something I have wanted to do since the beginning of the party".. and she leans in and kisses me so softly yet with so much passion and as much as I am enjoying it I pull her away..
"You don't like that I am kissing you".. she says, her voice so soft and her eyes locked to mine filled with lust..
"No, no no, Demet it's not that. I love your kisses, I really do. It's just that you are drunk and I don't want to take advantage of you and than when you wake up tomorrow, you'll regret it"...
"No but shh.. don't think of tomorrow.. think of today".. and she leans in once again, this time kissing me like there is no tomorrow..