You Da Boss

Chapter 5: Memories...

Paris…

I watched Kourtney as she licked the blunt then lit it. She look so good when she’s rolling, I looked at my g-shock and Ryan was talking entirely too long so we started smoking. If my mom could see me now…just thinking about he is bring tears to my eyes. “Bae what got you this upset?” Kourtney asked as she straddles my lap, I wrapped my arms around her waist and let her wipe my tears. I couldn’t say anything, I was speechless…

Who knew loosing one person would hurt this much…

"Bae speak to me…"Kourtney said looking deeply into my eyes.

As soon as I was about to speak, the front door flew open and in come Honey with bags in her hands. Kourtney went to help her and sighed relived then looked up and smiled.

Thank you god…

I got up from the couch and went to Honey’s car to help her with the bags. When I walked outside our eyes met and my heart started beating fast. Honey is Kourtney’s roommate/best friend and I feel bad every time I think nasty things about her. “Hey Paris…” Honey said smiling. “Sup.” I said trying not to stare too long at her, I picked up four bags when I hear Ryan pull up. He jumped out the car and helped up.

"Is this for our session?" Ryan asked referring to the smoke session we’re about to have. "Naw Honey went shopping." I said then walked in the house. I could feel somebody walking behind me, I thought it is was Honey I felt Kourt’s small arms around my waist. "Bae you staying the night?" She whispered then kissed my neck.

"If you want me to…" I don’t like to stay the night because I usually have to pee in the middle of the night and since Honey sleeps through the day she’s always up doing weird things. The last time I stayed she was rapping while working out…in her undergarment. Luckily she was in the privacy of her room, but her door was a little open. Kourtney snapped me out of my day dream with her standing in front of me pouting.

"You know if you don’t wanna sleep over then just say so, I hate when you said ‘if you want me to’ that’s the reason I’m asking you." Kourtney rolled her eyes and walked away, I sighed; I love her death but she’s way too sensitive…

I walked in the living room and Ryan and Honey were sparking up and getting a little too familiar…

"You know I think that sexy as fuck…" Ryan said then touched her inner thigh, she scooted closer to him biting her lip. "Oh yeah…" she took off his snap back and got on his lap. Ryan gripped her ass hard and she moan. "Hell yeah, why don’t you show daddy how you ride…" Ryan bit his lip, I rolled my eyes. "Why don’t y’all take that upstairs." I folded my arms and they both jumped and looked at me. Honey looked guilty and blushed, which didn’t really bother me cause I’m with Kourtney. "You two have a nice night." I said walking up the stairs. "Wait what about our bomb session?" Ryan yelled from the living room. "Honey smokes, I’m going to bed…" I walked into Kourtney’s room and she was laying on her side with her back turn toward me. I took my pants, got in the bed and wrapped my arms around her and kissed her neck. She turned around and looks like she’s been crying.

"How come everytime we smoke you always get emotional and shut me out…who do you be thinking about that you can’t tell me about?" Kourtney asked confused.

I took and long pause then sighed…

"My mom…"

Kira…

I’m kind of disturb from what happen earlier; I mean I’m okay with hanging with his friends, but it’s another than when he gets up from our table, goes to talk with these other girls and goes outside with them. They looked young and pretty and the jealous type. I didn’t want to discuss this over dinner so I just enjoyed dinner as he laughed and had fun with his friends. During the car drive we said nothing, I just pretended I was playing on my phone. I was just a little concerned as to who those girls were, If this was months back I wouldn’t have a problem with him talking to girls but after finding out that Sam cheated on me I just don’t really trust guys. When we got home he tried to kiss me but I just walked passed him and went to my room to change.

I started humming fool for love which made me think about Sam and how much he hurt me. He’s been trying to get in touch with me but I haven’t answered now of his phone calls…until now.

"What do you want Sam?"

Nate…

I wonder what I did to piss Kira off, I mean we were just laughing and having fun and then you know it she won’t even give me a good night kiss. I went to my bedroom and sighed; she’s not laying in my bed. I rubbed my head then walked to her room, I noticed her door was half way closed which meant she was upset but she wanted me to come in. I get ready to touch the door knob I hear her talking on the phone.

"What do you want Sam?" Kira asked annoyed,

Sam is her ex that she is still in love with, I hope he know she’s taken.

"No Sam I’m not coming back, you fucked up. No Sam, look you can send my shit to my moms cause I’m done. I want nothing to do with you, don’t you get it." I looked at her face and she looked like she was about to cry. "Oh course I still love you but" she rolled away tears "You disrespected me by fucking her in our bed that we shared. You have needs? Okay I’ll remember that when I go see your son…" She hung up and threw her phone on her bed. I heard her sobbing and looked at her face and she was crying.

Whoa she has a son…

Sam…

Damn…she just had to put our son in it.

Each day without him is just giving me the blues, with her gone it’s just depressing. When we lost Junior to a car crash I just didn’t care about life anymore. I started drinking more, partying I even lost my job as an Assistant General Manger at this clothing store. Life just wasn’t important to me..I started fucking random bitches and that cause the ending of my relationship with Ky…I gotta get her back some way.