You Da Boss

Chapter 11: Lost

Paris…

Kourt was taking entirely too long for me to keep my composure so I pleasured myself, I was minutes from cumming when I heard to door open.

Yes she’s here.

"Come on bae, I’m ready…" I moaned loudly as I came, I went to the bathroom, washed my hands and started walking down the stairs. "I kinda started, I just couldn’t wai-" I Kout on the floor crying hugging her legs. I ran to her side and confront her. "Babe what happen?" I asked very worried, she would say anything she just kept crying…

"He’s gone…that BITCH stole my brother from me.” Kourt said very painfully I looked in her eyes and I saw hate, I’ve never seen Kourt this upset. Kourt took the gun out her sock and stood up, wiped her tears then headed for the door I stopped her. 

"Kourt you can’t…" I said looking deeply in her eyes, she was emotionless and it’s brought chills to me..

"Why not? She killed my brother, I know I should of killed her when I had the chance." Kourt said trying to get away from me but I held her and she tensed up. "This isn’t you…be the bigger person…" I said and shocked myself it’s usually the other way around. Kourt would be telling me this as I’m really to kill a nigga.

Kourt body fell in to my arms and she begin crying I just consoled her then took her up to the bedroom. I hate seeing her like this…

The next day…

"Kout bae you gotta eat…" I said wrapping my arms around her waist kissing her next but she wasn’t responding I was she was suppose to."I’m not hungry." Kourt said and had her back to me, she’s falling a deep depression and I just know how to get her mind off of him. I caressed her leg and starting kissing her neck, Kourt turn around and looked at me pissed.

"Really Paris? Vince just died and all you think about sex?" She folded her arms but that wasn’t gong to stop me. I pinned her to the bed and she struggled. "Paris, start." Kourt said trying not to smiled but it was hard, "Paris Nichole Richardson, let me go before I kick your ass." Kourt yelled and I bit my lip.

"Oooh can me spank me inside?" I laughed then started kissing on her neck, she tried to pledge but I know she needs this more than I need it. Our lips met and she loosen her guard.

got her…

Our kiss was very sensual, Kourt couldn’t stop moan and biting my lip, I was tugging at her jeans she quickly took them off and then I massaged her clit. “Mmmhhhh.” Kourt let the moan escape her mouth and I put my hand in her panties and start massaging her clit faster making her breathing get deeper. “Tell me that you want it…” I moan into her ear.

"Shit Nicole, I want it bad…" Kourt moan grinding her hips into my hand. I took off her panties and substitute my hand with my moan and started sucking…"Ohhhh shitttt…."

Nate….

This is all my fault…

She wouldn’t be here if it wasn’t for me, I let her down and I know it. I can’t forgive myself if she doesn’t wake up, I didn’t even get to tell her how I truly felt about her. Damn shit’s just fucked up, I wake up with a sift neck; damn hospital couches. I looked at Kira unconscious body and really just wanted to lay in the bed with her still she wakes up but I have business to take care of i.e. get rid of Cassie. While I rub Kira’s left hand the nurse came in to see if she was improving, she couldn’t even look in my eyes. I can’t lose her she’s starting to become everything I need right now…

"She’s going to be fine…" I heard a unfamiliar female voice say as she put her hand on my shoulder. 

I looked up and saw this white chick with a really low hair cut wearing a really cute dress, she tried to smile but I could tell she was very hurt. “I’m Amber, Kira’s best friend. You must be Nate?” she asked taking a seat on the other side of Kira.

I nodded and she smiled. “Sorry we had to meet like this…” She smiled. I just couldn’t do it, how can I smiled when my girl is in a coma? “Don’t beat yourself up, who knew Cassie was very crazy?” She joked but I didn’t laugh.

"This whole thing is my fault, I put Kira in danger and I will never forgive myself if she doesn’t wake up…" I said rocking trying to stop the tears from escaping but they then and Amber held me and laid her head on my shoulder, I felt a tear from her fall on my shirt.

"Don’t think like that, Kira is a fighter she’ll get through this I just know it…"

but what if she doesn’t?

Kourt

I can’t lie, Paris was getting my mind off of losing Vince but once she had to leave I couldn’t stop thinking about him. Who’s gonna walk me down the ale when I get married? Who’s gonna be my godfather to my children? It will never ever be the same and I just couldn’t deal, I called the one person who I knew I can talk to…

"How are you doing?" Honey asked, she knew how much Vince means to me.

"Okay I guess…I just need a normal conversation with my bestest friend in the whole wide world. Let’s meet at chipotle." I smiled, "I’m down with that chica."

I pulled in Chipotle and saw Honey sitting at one of the table, once she saw me her whole face lit up and she came and hugged me tight. “I’m sooo happy you’re okay.” She sighed, I smiled hard god I love my best friend.

"I’m okay physically…."

So went got in and line and waited for what seemed like forever. Once we got our food and sat at a table and just talked. “So how was Pairs when you came over? I know she’s a handful.” I chuckles but Honey had a straight face like she wanted to tell me something.

omg please don’t tell me they had sex. That’s my fear for a lifetime, you always hear about your partner cheating with your best friend but you never think it’s gonna happen to you until it happens…

"Pairs is a big flirt…."

oh god they did..

"How so?" I asked trying to get the answer out of her.

"My friend Omi flirts with every girl she think is hot, even if they are in a relationship…and Pairs took the bait." Honey looked at me like she let me down or something. I can’t think of Paris flirting with anybody but me, I mean after all we’ve been together for like 6 years….wow that’s a long time, maybe she’s bored.

"I’ll talk her about that…"

Ryan..

Damn I can’t believe he’s gone…

Man we’ve had so many funny as story that I’ll have to tell by myself, it will never be the same. “Ryan can I make you feel better?” Jasmine asked kissing my neck. 

I met Jasmine at the store she was buying some goodies for a party and gave me her number then invited me to the party. When I came she was all over me and we end up fucking, the next day we went out to the beach and I told her what’s been going on and she didn’t walk away. Usually when I’m trying to get serious with a girl and I tell them I sell they say it’s too much baggage and leave, but she stayed.

for how long tho?

I looked at her and smiled and kissed her lips, she straddled my waist and we end up having a make-out session. “I can protect you Ryan…” Jasmine moaned and I pulled away from the kiss. “Isn’t it the other way around?” I asked smirking and she bit her lip. This girl got me wide open and that hasn’t happen since high school. I know it might me too early but I think I’m falling for her…

Jasmine…

"It is but I wanna protect your heart…" I said playing in his hair looking in his eyes. I love being in his arms just talking, that what we seemed to do the most. we really haven’t had sex since the party we just really enjoy each other company. I’m actually surprised I thought it was gonna take months to get him to open up but it didn’t…I think he could be the one…