She Moans Chresanto.

The baby

"Have you taken your prenatal vitamins?" Chres asked through the phone.

"Yes Chresanto." I replied.

"Did you finish your food?" He continued to question me.

"Yes Chresanto." I told him again.

"I want you to finish that vegetable platter, it's good for the baby." He said. "Okay?" He asked to be sure I heard him.

"Yes Chresanto." I said again.

"Am I driving you crazy?" He asked I didn't even have to see his face to know he was smiling that perfect smile.

"Yes Chresanto." I chuckled.

His perfect laughter sounded from the other end of the phone. "Good." He said. The talking in the back round put our conversation at halt as he responded to them. "I gotta go baby, the awards are about to start soon. See you in a few." He told me.

"Will do." I told him.

"Our love is forever." He reminded me.

"Always will be." I smiled before ending the call.

I placed my hand onto my stomach rubbing it as I stared at the computer. My paper about fear is due tomorrow and I haven't even started yet.

He just expects us to write a 5 page essay on our biggest fear?

I have so many fears I don't even know which to focus on.

I fear failure.
I fear rejection.
I fear loosing Chresanto.
I fear being a terrible mother.
I fear that one day I'm going to destroy everything.

But then again those are all just fears, not guarantees. Maybe these terrible fates will only ever be fears, nothing more.

The physic told me to be expecting death, but she was wrong. Instead of death I received a gift.

A gift so beautiful from God himself.

I closed my eyes realizing that I was getting off focus.

If I don't find something to write about soon, I'm going to fail this class for sure.

~*~
Chresanto pov

"Alright man!" I cheered as prince went to the podium to claim his coin. The rest of the boys let out howling sounds showing our approval.

He smiled as he stood in front of the mic. "This past year has been my worst year yet." He began. "Iv been through a lot, done a lot and as a result to that I drank a lot." Prince explained. " but thanks to the man above, I'm a changed person." Prince smiled pointing his finger upward. "Im 30 days sober and I'm extremely happy to have such an Stable support system. My bros." he said pointing towards our table.

He received a ton of applause as he excited the stage.

"Let's blow this place." Prince mumbled as he approached us. "I'm starving and if I have to stay to hear one more person whine I'm going to go crazy." He said earning laughs from us as we exited the building.

He stopped drinking but he surely didn't become a new person. Still the same old Princeton we knew and loved.

"Rest in peace bro." Princeton groaned as he got into the car.

I don't think we could ever truly be over his lost. Ray was the center of our circle and now that he's gone there isn't much to hold us together, but for his sake we gone hold on tight.

~*~

It was now going on 9:30 and I couldn't get home any quicker.

"Morgan." I called out as I slipped out of my shoes.

I went upstairs going into our bedroom to find her laid out with her hand in a bag of Cheetos.

I chuckled as I approached her I glanced at the computer screen seeing she only made it as far as giving her paper a title.

I sighed looking at her blank screen.

My biggest fear...

I sat on the bed taking the computer into my hands. I knew this paper was due tomorrow and I really didn't want to wake her.

So before I knew It I began to type away.