Why can't I be wanted from the very fucking beginning
Why am I the second choice, the backup plan
And why do I obsess over that like I have any room to talk
I want to be adored and loved and cared for
Not for just my body but for my goddamn soul
I want you to moan my name in love, not lust
And I want you to understand your love for me
Use it to become a better person and who you wanna be
I'm tired of the shit I put myself through just to be loved in mediocre ways
You don't understand
You don't understand
How much I want to fucking love you because you love me in the right way
Is there even a right way? Am I just destined to live with the curse of never knowing my soulmate?
Or do I just rot in the depths of pain that every man has introduced me to?
I want to be adored... I want to be loved
In all the ways that a person can be
YOU ARE READING
the line between you & me
PoetryWelcome to the pages of my life that haven't been read yet. This is the line between me and you. All my love, Maddie ♡︎
