Till Death Do Us Part?

chapter 4

I like the way Niall always tries to make me happy. No matter what is going on.

He literally put on the song smells like teen spirit by nirvana and screamed the lyrics.

And ofcourse as the good friend I am, I started screaming it with him.

As I said, I'm really starting to feel better and happier.

We arrive at Nando's and already see Zayn and Liam sitting at the table. Looks like they're having a great conversation. The two of them keep laughing uncontrollably.

''Now don't look so jealous all of the sudden Niall'' I said, looking at Niall who was indeed jealous of the good conversation the two friends had.

To give you a little back story, Niall has a huge crush on Zayn. And when I say huge I mean huge. Niall gets jealous over the smallest things. He's jealous now, even though he knows Zayn and Liam are just friends.

I know what you're thinking. Does Zayn like Niall back? Ofcourse he does. No, he never told either Liam or me, but you can already tell by the way Zayn looks at Niall. Everytime we mention Niall in a conversation, Zayn starts to smile and suddenly he starts joining the conversation all happily.

Anyways, now that we know the 2 boys have a crush on each other, all Liam and I are waiting for is for them to finally get together. We honestly can't wait for that to happen, as this is already going on for over a year.

Quite a long time isn't it.

''Shut up Louis, you know I don't find this funny''

''No need to get all grumpy, I can't change the fact you're just a jealous type'' it would've been better if I would've never said that. If looks could kill, this would've been the 30th time I would've died.

''Sorry sorry, didn't mean to make you mad. Let's just head inside. I'll sit next to Liam so you can sit next to Mr. Loverboy''.

''That's a great idea Louis'' He immediately looked a bit happier.

And as I told you, the seccond we stepped a foot inside Nando's, Zayn stopped talking to Liam and started smiling really bright looking at Niall.

Cute isn't it.

I wish it would be that great for me to.

You know how I said the relationship between me and David was fantastic and a dream coming true?

Yeah, I'm actually not sure about that.

We've been dating for a little while now. And in the beginning, nothing was wrong. It really was a dream coming true. But after a little bit, I started getting a little bit tired of him, and so did he. It's just, when he starts talking I sometimes just simply want him to shut up. We start having more and more fights as time goes on.

Why have I told Harry that everything went great? Well, if he was really there to hear my story, I would want him to think I'm truly in a happy relationship. But the thing is, I can't stop thinking about Harry. And that's totally okay since it's literally my dead boyfriend. But apperantly David seems to find it quite annoying when I start talking about Harry.

One time he even told me to shut up about him for once. Yeah, that actually turned into a massive fight, what made me sleep at Nialls' place for a bit.

It's funny how I always let everybody believe our relationship is magical, and how we're truly happy, how he's truly the one. While secretly, I'm planning on ending things with him soon. And to be honest, I don't think David would mind. I think we're just better off without each other.

Now you might be thinking, is it even smart, going through a break up when your boyfriend passed away 4 years ago? Well I don't really mind, as you now know, I'm getting kinda tired of David.