Chapter 40 - My World On Ice

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Sam continued to push me till we made it to the house, as the front door closed and Dream had left with Schlatt, Yasmin, and George I knew he would go off on me. And I was right. He slammed my hand on my jaw swing me flying to the floor, another swing to my face, made me roll a little towards the stair I knew all so well, I heard his heavy footsteps walking closer to me grabbing my hair, I scream as loud as I could in the house before his hand close on my mouth pulling close to him, he grabbed my wrist tight, we met face to face his face being cold nothing to show of emotions at all instead of the feeling of being trapped filled my heart and brain once again in my life.

 " Y/n," he said moving his hand down my cheek resolving in rubbing the blood from my head over my face, my eyes were glassing empty nothing to show or to act like " you know I am doing this because I love you, you know that right?" " I don't feel that kind of love that you are trying to show!" I snapped at him, he stood up smashing his foot in my face, making me hit the wall sideways " wrong fucking answer, dear one!" laying on the ground, I started to cough blood up.

 Holding myself together he pulled me up to sit straight facing him once again " listen to me, okay," he said sitting down on his knees, turning my face the other way not to face him, he wasn't in the moment for that and violent grabbed my face making me turn my head to him once again " Sam, I am sorry please" I squeezed out, as tears started to run down my face on my knees, letting go of my face he folded his arm around me pulling me into his chest " I love you Y/n," he said, letting my cry out on his shoulder " I love you too, Sam" feeling safe in his arm, I knew that he loved me.

 " let me help you get clean," he said, helping me to stand and walk to the bathroom on the other side of the house, pushing the door open I sat down on the toilet as he poured warm water into the bath " here let me help you" helping me get my cloth off, sitting in the bath I lean back letting my hurt body relax a little more, as Sam left the bathroom " I will get you some new clothes" leaving me alone to think about the life that would have if I stay in the house. 

Well, I would have my brother near me, having Dream too who was loving me, and yeah having people around me that never would abandon me to myself always having someone near me, always still I missed Techno. I miss his smell, his smile, our fighting all of that we had haven over the years that meant so much to me, and in a way, he had saved my life, now I wanted him to do it again. Save me from this house, from these people that were around me all the time. 


/:: Techno

I watched her walk right past me Sam pushing her in the back letting out a fake smile as he walked by " help me" she said, having tears in her eyes. I couldn't help her there and then we need a plan to save from their hands " Techno" Will said, looking at me, Tommy and Tubbo were standing by a tree a little away from us " how are we gonna get her?" not looking at him I tied my hair in a ponytail walking to Tommy. 

" Hello boys," I said, making Tubbo jump a little as he stood 

" what do you want?" Tommy snapped at me, moving in front of Tubbo holding his hand on his sword in his belt " have you talked to her?" " yeah, and she told us something interesting" 

" like what?" " like that, you hit her, and that Phil is DEAD!" he yelled in my face, feeling the guilt again in my stomach " and so what?" Wilbur said leaning to a tree " so what?" Tommy said looking at Will " I mean she kinda always had it coming. I know her better than you all do, and I know that she will break down and turn to something else" 

" what the hell do you mean by that!" Tommy snapped again, this time walking to his side placing his hand on his shoulder " I mean, Y/n is strong, broken but as long she knows that we love her she will make it out to us" 

He meant that he would have her to himself, not to share with anyone. " You know" Tubbo started slowly moving from the tree to my side " we have people on our side thanks to her and her words" " you are a smart kid," I said messing with his hair " I miss her too, Techno" felling all my emotions at once I started to feel weak. I hated feeling like this, but it was her, so how could 

" Tubbo, do you think that we will get her back alive and well?" " well, I hope so" moving his feet " I miss her so much Techno" " I know Tubbo I promise you will see her soon, okay?" pulling him into my open cap covering his back 

...

God, you are weak 

Why to her, why Y/n

blood 

blood

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" I love her too" I whispered in Tubbo's ear, letting him smile all over his face " I knew it" he whispered to me. God this kid is a nightmare, but I knew that he was right. 

I need her in my life once again, either with help or none..... 

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