Family Without blood {Technoblade X Fem!Reader}

Chapter 58 - When Should I leave?

/:: Tommy

" Tubbo, can we talk to each other for a moment please?" I wished to him, grabbing his arm pulling him a little away from Y/n that was smiling all over her face, I am not the one to complain..... but it the whole thing had turned out weird.... like it all was fake, was it? 

" Tubbo, we need to talk to Phil and the others out there. I am not sure that this will end well for any of us" " what you mean? Now that we have Y/n back, or sister"  his calm eyes that were closed on me, he would never understand what I meant by it.... how could he? he was too in love with his whole life with her, that never had or would see all the other things that were going on at the same time " Tommy relax" Tubbo smiled at me, hugging me " you are my brother, not by blood. But I love you so much." He smiled at me, laying his hand on my shoulder, taking a deep breath, his eyes turned almost cold, his smile turned more wicked than calm... what the fuck is wrong with him? I thought to myself looking at him. " Listen to me, Tommy. You are right about that, Dream had something planned, but we have no control and we need that.... we need L'Manburg back" my heart started to beat faster and faster...

  " Tubbo, what do you mean by that?" he turned back, looking at Y/n that was talking to one of Dreams men, laughing together " I have made a deal with Techno, a long time ago" pulling his sleeve up, revealing a scar the size of a hand " what the fuck!" grabbing his arm pulling closer, moving my hand over it, it was a deep cut. Looking Tubbo in his eyes once again, he sent me a weak smile, I guess he was trying to be strong, for he pulled his arm back pulling his sleeve up, to cover the scar once again... " why...?" the only question that came out of my mouth " you know Tommy, you are smart. You will figurer it out" and like that, he left walking to Y/n, watching her smile laying her arm around his shoulder pulling him closer to her, why did he always get what he wanted, I don't get what he gets, all the love and care. Maybe I am not loved, maybe I should just disappear..... for good...

" Tommy, you okay?" feeling a hand on my shoulder " I don't think so" leaning against the person " tell me, how you are feeling, right now" looking at the person, it didn't surprise me that Y/n was there, smiling at me " tell me, little bro. What is on your mind?" I count lie to her, it was impossible for me or anyone to lie to her " I think... I think we are fucked" I whisper at her, feeling her pulled me closer to her, messing with my hair " Tommy" lifting my head, catching my eyes, smiling at me " you are a smart kid, and if I am being honest with you. I wanna leave soon before something happens to you too, but if I leave Dream will hunt us down, and bring me and you guys back, okay? But you can run" her eyes feeling with tears " you run, take Toby with you. Find Techno tell him, I need his help"  " so you want to leave Dream?" " yes Tommy I want to leave him, and be with Techno" I smiled at those words " when should I leave?" 

" tonight..."