Family Without blood {Technoblade X Fem!Reader}

Chapter 73 - Panic In The Mind

a/a --> it has been some time, sorry for not uploading. I had so much stuff to do, so yeah. Anyways enjoy! and stay healthy 

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" Y/n" she looked up from a hug that she and Tommy were having, her whole body signed that, she was still tried even if it was true that, she had slept the whole day, she didn't look like it she was ready to back to living her life again, as she used too. " Toby!" she smiled at me, opening her arm still Tommy hung on to her like he never wanted her to let go " Y/n!" I nearly jumped on the bed wrapping my arm around her waist, feeling I wanted to cry " oh Tubbo" Tommy said, moving his hand down my cheek " piss off, Tommy!" I snapped at him, pushing his hand away from me, he laughed looking at Y/n " you feeling okay?" he asked, Y/n moved her eyes to me " I'm feeling alright, thanks to you all, that saved me that day" my stomach flipped when she said that, knowing that I almost kill myself that day, just be with her.

 " But why did you, like flip out?" Tommy asked drily behind my shoulder, " Tommy!" I snapped at him, turning to him, ready to hit him" it is okay, Toby!" Y/n said, placing a hand on my shoulder " breath, okay" taking another deep breath, turning my body to her again " I don't know Tommy, it just kinda happened. I guess that having, someone that hurt you so many times, and the trauma that I when though kinda hit me" she sniffed, looking at her tears started to run down her cheeks, she quickly dry them away with her sleeve, trying to cover the tears on her face " and, I felt like it would be the best for you guys to may-be to" stopping herself " to forget m-e" she coughed out the last part " what!" Tommy snapped, making Y/n flincher in the bed shutting her eyes " Tommy! don't yell!" I snapped at him, placing my hand on her shoulder and her arm " Tubbo, Tommy. Let me talk to her, alone" Techno suddenly said, opening the tent for us, as a sign for us to leave immediately. I turned to leave, but Tommy stood his ground looking at Techno his eyes nearing his face " why do you, decide when I have to leave" " Tommy.." Y/n complained from the bed, her eyes felt with worried " Tommy, come on leave" Techno smiled at him, " no! I want to stay!" sitting down on the ground, crossing his arm " what the fuck, why are you being such a child?" Techno snapped, taking a grip on Tommy's arm dragging him towards the opening, I shook my head at Tommy " what!" he snapped at me, trying to get out of Techno's grip, but to luck instead, Techno placed him on his ass outside the tent " ill let you guys in, when we are done in here" shutting the opening. 

" Wtf!" Tommy complained as he stand up brushing dirt off his jeans, moving his hair from his forehead " Tommy, Techno told you to leave, and you didn't. So that Is kinda your fault that happened" I said, almost cracking out into a laughed " what you mean, Tubbo. Like it is my fault that  they are in love, and need some time alone for themself" " omg, Tommy!" I said, pushing as he fall down again on the ground " what the hell, Tubbo!" he snapped once again, this time out of anger from the ground " Tommy?" we both looked around, Eret was standing looking weirdly at us " what!" Tommy snapped, trying to get up, but I placed my foot on him " Tommy, you stupid- Eret what are you doing here?" " well, I was planning on seeing Y/n, but with what you two are doing I'm more interested in knowing it" " Techno kicked us out!" Tommy yelled " shut up, Tommy" covering my ears, kicking on the side " anyways, can I come in or are you gonna scream on?" Eret asked, impatiently looking at us " you can't come in if we cant!" " Eret?" Techno said, sticking his head out of the tent, not even looking at us " you coming in, or are we gonna wait all day for you?" " Yeah, excuse me" gently moving over Tommy and over to me, I was just looking at him, why the hell was he allowed in there and not us? 

/:: Y/n

Laying in the tent I felt helpless, more than I had all my life. My whole body, felt like it was driving 200 miles an hour while trying to be on the tracks. sweating like crazy, I felt like getting up from the bed, almost wanting to pass out again just to feel some air on my face, pushing myself up in the bed, the whole placed started to turn around. 

Trying to grip on the bed, it instead when down to the ground" love, I told you to stay in bed, you'll not make it out anytime soon" looking up from from the ground, Techno was smirking looking at me " shut up, help me up instead of looking at me" I snapped at him, making him turn his eyes, Techno gently pulled me up from behind leading me back to the bed, covering my body with the blanket, kissing my forehead, I felt the warmth in me steam " why do you have to make it so complicated?" he smiled at me, taking a seat next to me. The whole tent fell into peace, with not a single sound of a bird or a wind near us, for a few moments it felt like the whole world had stopped working, well until " what!" out of the blue, Tommy's strong child voiced powered in the tent, making me flinched in the bed. My hand went to Techno that looked at me, grappling on his shirt, he felt the panic in me " it is okay, it is just Tommy complaining that Eret is coming in, ill go get him" I almost felt like, he was gonna leave me, with him getting up. " Eret?" I heard Techno say on the other side of the tent " you coming in, or are we gonna wait all day for you?" " Yeah, excuse me" I imagined that Tommy was sitting on the ground have a face of betrayal on it, while the two boys walked into the tent. I smiled at the thought of it

 " Hello, Y/n," Eret said, walking over to me holding a basket in his hand. " Hello, Eret" " wow, you speak" he jokily said, placing the basket on the bed " that is some apple's and bred in it" I smiled, gently pushing myself up in the bed, feeling the sharp pain again and the weakness in my body, I looked at Techno " you need help?" nodding my head, he placed his hand on my back helping me up. Instantly felling Eret's arm hands wrap around my waist " you have been missed"leaning myself onto his shoulder, I had missed him too. 

 "Where are the others?" I spoke " well Phil is out by the fire" " and the others?" Techno signed taking a place next to me " I have sent them away" " you sent Niki away!" I tried to yell, but became more of a caught " I had to. She, Wilbur, and Jack had made plans to hurt you!" " you shouldn't have sent her away! she is all I have left of a woman in my life, and you know that!" I cried at him, now I felt helpless " you know Techno. He will do anything for you" Eret said, trying to calm the situation down, moving his hand down my cheek, I flinched again this hard " don't touch me!" with all my power, moving to the other end of the bed, I felt the panic in my again raise slowly " Y/n, please we did-" covering my ears before he was done. 

I couldn't look at them, all I wanted was peace...