Family Without blood {Technoblade X Fem!Reader}

Chapter 65 - In Your Time

" As the moon shines on our soul the, ring of magic spread around them all. Emma walked through fire and water just to sit by the person she loved, just for a few minutes." 

Y/n read from a book to Tubbo, that had to cuddle up beside her, holding his bee in his arms he looked at the word even that he couldn't read them, he still looked at them, letting his mind relax like he always did when he was by Y/n's side. " Y/n, when is Tommy getting back?" Tubbo asked, making Y/n turned his attention to him, she didn't know what to say to him, she didn't know where and when he was getting back, although she knew that he was alive and well, for the light in her neckless still was brightening up. " I am sure, that he is fine, and maybe he will come back in like a few days or so with Phil" she smiled at him, trying to make him feel good in himself " now what about tomorrow me, Eret, and you go on a trip down to the water. It looks like we need it, all three of us" Tubbo face awaken, and a smile spread on his face " really?" making sure what he had heard was true " yeah, we can if you want to?" " yes!" Tubbo screams jumping to her side, hugging her " shut up, we are trying to sleep in here!" Wilbur scream from his tent, Tubbo stopped moving, suddenly bursting into laughing, crawling down, he soon fall asleep.Y/n didn't fall asleep, instead, she gently moved Tubbo away from her body, taking her cap wrapping it around her shoulder, pushing open the tent, she took the hood over her head walking into the night.  The moon as said was shining over the camp, letting the tree around the camp, cast shadows, Y/n didn't care of anything she knew where she wanted to go that evening.

 TW: SUICIDE THOUGHT!--------> pls skip if you are sensitive 

As she walked through the forest, each step she took, felt like forever the sadness grow in her slowly. Y/n couldn't show what he took of her, not knowing anything in her life, not knowing if the love of her life was still in the world she was in or if he had passed away, alone and forever forgotten, maybe it was her time now? 

Walking to her normal spot on by the cliff, this day she sat down on the edge as she had done must these days. Y/n felt herself fall down, even that she was sitting down on the ground, the feeling of being at peace from the whole world being after her, maybe even seeing her mother or Techno if he was dead.... all she wanted was peace. As the night got dark and more blind for her, the sound of dying felt her heart with the darkness it bought with it, Y/n knew that she needed to be there for her brothers, but still, the darkness of her took more and more of her. " Y/n, what are you doing out here?" not even turning her head to the person, she knew the person and waited for him to sit beside her " you know, what I'm here" he let out a laugh " you are having a hard time, and I understand you. I never felt welcome anyways too" placing his hand on her back, to where her wing was before, she never told anyone why she didn't have her wing anymore, the only one that knew about it was Philza. 

Her whole life had changed one night, that she had returned from a trip, as she arrived back at the camp, she had felt tired and weak, passing out. The following days, she had lost all her powers in her body....... the worst part, her wings..... no one knew why it had happened to her, and Phil had tried her best to save her life for whatever was happening to her, some of the magic returned in her, but the most was gone.... leaving her to fall in a depression. She never felt loved or cared for by anyone and played her part when it was necessary. " Now that it is done, maybe it is time for me to go on," she said to him " don't leave me, let's go together then" he answered wrapping his arm around her, " but what about Tubbo and Tommy?" he asked, looking at her neckless, it was still shinning with full power, signing she realized that leaving them behind was a huge mistake. " No, I'm gonna live for them, and Techno" she answered having a strong voice " you do, you" " ill do, now let's go back" she smiled at him, pushing herself away from the edge standing up, she looked at him " Eret, come on" locking her arm around his arm, they walked back. 

TW END --------

 " Eret, life hasn't been the best for any of us. You are being controlled most of your teenage life by Wilbur and his power flips that he would have. In my whole life, from childhood, till now that for the first time in my life, I'm free to do as I want to" Y/n said, as they walked through the forest, Eret was quiet most of the time he thought about all of the stuff that he had gone, although that he didn't want to give her right in all that she said, she was right. He had survived a lot of stuff, that some people probably couldn't do, Eret listen to her, as he had done almost all his life, now that he was " free" he could do as he wanted " Y/n, can you show me the way to the town tomorrow?" he asked, " sure, what for?" she answered him " I want to go on a date" Y/n stop looking at him " okay then let us get home. You need some other clothes if we are going to look at boys" she smiled at him.  

As said, some shadows were moving through the forest, and the people would change they live forever, at least some of them. Y/n and Eret moved on with, the sounds of someone behind them at all times..... " Y/n?" a hand landed on her shoulder, making her grabbed her knife taking it up, " what the fuck..." Y/n stampede backs a few steps banging her back into a tree. " Love, what are you doing?"  he said, moving closer to her, " I thought you died, back at L'Maburg?" " no, I went into hiding after the attack" he answered back to her laying his hand on her cheek " I don want you to tell the others that you have seen me, either you Eret. You haven't seen me. This is our secret"