"if i
show my
fangs will
you tell
me that
they're cool?"
what is grief, if not love persevering
[book 2 in the Lilac Collins series]
[teen wolf seasons 3a, 3b & 4]
[slow burn🔥 - best friends to lovers ]
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'God, I love you so much that it hurts.'
Pain is a rather funny emotion, just because you don't feel it physically doesn't mean you're in less pain than somebody who is. Sometimes being stuck inside your head hurts the most. Expressing how you're feeling can be difficult, sometimes we don't exactly know why it is that we feel this way or we feel guilty because there is always somebody out there in a worse situation. My problem is exactly that, when I'm in pain I don't tell anybody, I feel like a burden so I keep quiet until I eventually snap.
Miss Morell seemed to know all that and I had hardly spoken to her. Maybe I was easy to read or maybe she's jumped to assumptions, but either way the words she wrote in that file replayed in my head like a broken record. Maybe she was right about everything, maybe I am suicidal and maybe I do have anger issues and maybe I am a little crazy but everybody is.
"Lilac,Lilac are you okay?" Asked Deaton as he tapped my shoulder breaking me from the trance I was in from reading the words on each page over and over again.
"I'm fine." I told the man who seemed not to believe me but didn't push the subject as I placed the file on my seat and walked over to the examination table where Stiles was stood.
"So it has to be on a telluric current, or maybe even on the axis of two where they all intersect. I just know it's where Derek took Paige to die." Stiles told us and I sighed.
"My dad and Gerard were there once. But Gerard said it was years ago and he couldn't remember where it was and obviously my dad isn't here to tell us." Allison said inputting into the conversation and I saw Isaac place a hand on the girls shoulder for comfort. Wait what? Last time I checked we both hated her.
"Yeah mine either." Stiles mumbled under his breath and it only seemed to be audible to both me and Isaac.
"Then how are we supposed to find the damn thing?" I asked wanting to know exactly what our course of action is. Deaton seems to be the man with the plan.
"There might be a way, but we're gonna need Scott." Deaton told us and I could see the worry in his face at the thought, it can't be that bad. Stiles pulled his phone from his pocket and walked into the back room to phone Scott and I was left alone with Allison and Isaac who both seemed to be avoiding eye contact with me.
"So, what's going on here?" I asked pointing between the two who's faces turned a deep crimson.
"I don't know what you're talking about." Isaac said still not moving his gaze from his feet.
"It seems to me that you've made up." I said and Allison was the one to speak.
"Yeah um-" she started but I cut her off.
"I forgive you. If Isaac does then I do to. Maybe it's time for a change around here." I said and her eyes went wide and so did Isaac. I was known to be unforgiving, the type of person to hold a grudge but this is a pack, a family and family sticks by each other's sides.
