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~Jealousy~ [J.HY]

Bruh you don't know how happy I am that this book is as active as it is, y'alls comments make my day.

Hanyu was usually quite good at controlling his jealousy, mostly because, he'd never even get jealous in the first place. He knew you loved him, you told him everyday, but, more recently, you and Xinlong had been getting along a little too well. At first, Hanyu didn't think anything of it when you would hang out together, he was glad one of his best friends and his girlfriend/boyfriend/partner were getting along. Although, slowly as time went on, it seemed you'd spend most of your time with Xinlong whenever they had a break from band activities. Hanyu also noticed that on several occasions the two of you would get kind of touchy with one another. Hanyu felt horrible for letting jealousy get to him, he knew he had no right to even be jealous in the fist place. He tried to push down the thoughts he was having but he just couldn't. Were you starting to not like him anymore? Were you going to leave him? Hanyu looked himself over in the mirror, then looked to a framed photo of his band he had set on his desk. He picked up the picture and looked at specifically Xinlong.

"I mean look at him, he's gorgeous." He looked at himself once more. "I wouldn't blame Y/N if they, maybe..." He stopped himself not wanting the thought to enter his mind. Hanyu thought very highly of Xinlong in almost every way, probably because they grew up together. He was a good dancer, he could rap, sing, even beat box, and to top it all off, he was stunningly attractive with a jawline you could grate cheese with, and frankly, even Hanyu found Xinlong quite good looking, he could openly admit that. So that's why he started to think, "Well, he's better looking, better at rapping, and overall just better in everything. He'd be better for Y/N."

"Hey Jiabao." You said as you walked into his room. Hanyu put down the picture he was looking at. 

"Yeah?"

"Xinlong and I are going to the movies, just wanted to let you know so you know where we are." Hanyu's heart dropped slightly.

"Oh...Okay." You furrowed your brows at his reaction.

"What's wrong?"

"Oh nothing! Have fun." He gave a smile, although he didn't look happy. You walked closer to Hanyu and grabbed his hands.

"Seriously, what's up?" 

"I told you nothing. Have fun with Xinlong, let me know how the movie was okay?" He gave a weak chuckle this time.

"Don't lie to me I can tell some things wrong, you can tell me Jiabao." Hanyu looked down and contemplated actually telling you.

"Well it's just..." You rubbed the back of his hands with your thumbs, whatever he was trying to say was obviously hard for him and you could tell.

"It's okay Baby Boy, continue." 

"I'm a little, um," He paused, "Jealous." He looked back up at you. "I'm sorry Y/N, I really am, I don't know what happened, I don't normally get jealous of anyone, it's just, Xinlong's so perfect, I guess I just..."

"Got a little intimidated?" Hanyu nodded his head.

"I'm sorry."

"You don't have to apologize. I happens." You smiled at him. Hanyu suddenly hugged you and buried his head in your shoulder.

"Please don't leave me." He said just loud enough to hear.

"I would never." 

I don't really know how I feel about this one, it's my first time writing something like this and I was gonna make it a little longer but I'm lazy.

Since I'm running out of ideas for stuff I normally write, I've been thinking, I know I said I don't do abnormal AU's, because I'm just afraid of how it'll turn out, but, I kinda wanna try. Hypothetically, if I did, who would you want to see, and what type of AU? Of course I don't know if I'll actually end up  publishing it out of fear.

[The one and only AU I'll absolutely refuse to do under any circumstance the Hybrid AU.]

Anyway have a great day/night!

- Author 姐姐